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Hope and Milestones

I know that it all is a struggle to get a good woman that I want. I know that the future isn't going anywhere but I have to keep going through the processions of days and make progressive baby steps. I know that I've been living in this Mawita'mk Society and my sister don't think it's a right fit for me to get my driver's license. I feel it and I could sense that much anxiety from her when I am near. Control freaks always have a hard time letting go. I should know because I tried to control my siblings. All My life I've been this lone leader where I never had any real lover. I never fell in love and I never had any love cone after me. I know that my cousin Ray had many women go after him. And I know that he has more sex than me. I don't get any at all. I couldn't enjoy my twenties and I cannot enjoy my thirties. I am stuck with Mawita'mk Society and I cannot go back home. I've made it on Rosie Basque's shit-list. I cannot get off of it ...

On Humanity

Being a leader isn't about dominance or tyranny. It's about being there, looking at your responsibilities and providing a good time. It's about being the unofficial counselor of sorts. And being that listener who gives attention and compassion. I know that a leader puts his best foot forward and takes the punches if he can. It's about living the good, balanced and coordinated life of a soulful person. And being self-contained and being responsible in your thoughts. I was deprived of that and many other things to take out my frustration. I was 15 when I got my first weight set and bench. My stepfather didn't want me totally deprived. So, I tried to take out my frustration but my drunken and tired walks came. And I was high and hungry. I got to eat sometimes. But I was neglected in ways. Being a leader is showing exemplary self-reliance and skills in leadership. It's knowing how to move forward. I did not know how and I was a weak because I couldn't control ...

My Enrichment

I know that I want a richer, higher and better life in terms of my aspects of independence, as in driving, spirituality, Treaties and reading experiences. In fitness, work and recreational activities. I know that I've been through so much in my life that I have an rich life of traumas, healing, forgiving but not forgetting.  And I know that I've learned emotional intelligence through relationships and therapy. My enrichment of life I want to have nature as my religion and work as a Professional Firekeeper for Eskasoni Rehab. I want to be well immersed into the culture, tradition and heritage of my people. And I want to be well educated, trained and experienced with my culture, tradition and heritage. I want to know what it means to be Mi'kmaq. I used to be an outdoor kid and love nature walks. Now I got to reconnect with the outdoors and be an Outdoorsman. I know that I want to be immersed into the music, heritage and accomplishments of my people. I know that I am not in t...

My Potentials, Workables and Angles

I know that my potentials of today's First Nations are extremely fraught with inequities and economic conditions where they have to face racism and a systematic racism. I've been fooled by racistic people that don't want me to succeed or thrive in this life. I know that my people have endured injustices across the nation and I know that we have suffered violence by the same people that's supposed to protect us. RCMP and DFO is a disgrace and horrible people that don't want to do their jobs for First Nations. Considering that RCMP is fraught with the Indian Residential Schools, you would think they would sprucen up their image with First Nations. But nothing to that effect. I know that I care about my people and the recent 215 Indian Residential School children that have died should be answered for. And the pope should apologize. I know that I want to talk with the pope and see what he says. I know that I care about my First Nations and Native Canadians. I feel tha...

Spirituality

I know that my culture have saved me and taught me to live my life. So, why don't I live with their faith? I want to because of recent events of Indian Residential Schools. My real father and stepfather was part of that system. And they lost faith with the Catholic Church.  So, I might as well follow foot and step into my Mi'kmaq Cultural community. I know that I have been living with Mawita'mk Society who wants to reconnect with the culture, tradition and rituals and customs of the Mi'kmaq nation. I've wrote about my struggles with Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and LinkedIn. I've shown a good side of me and I know that I've learned a lot about my culture. I have learned the value of traditional medicine and traditional knowledge. I've learned the seven sacred teachings and upbringing of the First Nation. I know that I've learned a lot with my stepfather. He is cultural, traditional and knowledgeable in the Mi'kmaq culture, traditions and herita...

My Compatible Lover

Compatibility is a able to live with someone that you could enjoy whatever you enjoy doing in your free time. I believe in RISE compatibility test. I think that if I could get a woman who is interested in the same things as me, I could get a compatible lover to enjoy. My lover has to show certain intelligence of her environment and of her heritage. She has to show certain knowledge of healing practices and medicine. And the values of pastime and other things that connects with me. She could be white because that could be Gaelic or French or Scottish. I know that I want to have a native chick because she might have the same beliefs or different beliefs that I could find connections with. Mi'kmaq got a long with Scottish, Gaelic and French. I know that we have influenced each other's opinions, cultural growth and development, heritage and shared historical information this life we live. We have a shared histories with one of another. We should consider our intercultural connect...

Futuristic Reality

The technological philosophy and the regenerative medicine practices. There is a medical institution called WHO or world health organization. And they orchestrate and organize the medical world-leading medical research into the tools of tomorrow. The tools of the future and the potentials and science fictions of the past. Regenerative medicine is the only explanation for Star Trek being the official innovation and leading technological and medical sciences of the future. Star Trek is the emotional work of actors and actresses that made it possible to understand the regenerative medicine that's taking place in Japan and other places. The artificial organ technological advances and the potential for regenerative medicine. I feel lucky that I'm at Mawita'mk Society with all this and I am grateful that we could bring a whole new meaning to medicine. If they could grow new pancreatic cells and kidney. I see no reason why they could regenerate an arm or legs. But we are at the i...

Reminiscing About Eskasoni Home Sweet Home

I know that I have lived without online banking most of my 30s and twenties. I have lived without online accounts and online banking. I have lived without a smartphone and a laptop. I have lived without a computer or cable. I have lived without a car and driver's license. I have lived without an educational accomplishments in my life and a good woman by my side. I have lived without many things that would've made my life easier. I know that I've walked and endured the pains of walking. But now I have my online stuff. Eskasoni is growing and it has its own transit system in place or its going to have a transit system in place using the summer. I know that I want to move back to my old place in 74th Street when I do graduate from Cape Breton University with a doctoral degree. But for now I will wait for the assessment for Transplant list and get my BA degree. Most professional jobs need a car and I don't have a job. I know jobs that I could walk to and get my hourly wag...

Home, Sweet Home

Mawita'mk apartments is free of rent and I don't have to pay for cable or electricity. In my old Eskasoni apartment I had to pay for rent, electric bill and phone bill. I now have online banking and online accounts with my smartphone. I don't have to worry about living in the past because I could live with my updated, upgraded and educated life of Mawita'mk Apartment D. I could get something going for me and get that apartment or get my old place back. I've been home invaded but I think I've recuperated and recovered. I think I could handle a small home like that Bachelor pad apartment. Now I can handle all that and now I could get something going for me with my banking. Right now I have everything I need to function online in a hustle and bustle kind of lifestyle like Eskasoni. I know that I have to modify and get PPE for my work. And I know that I need to get clinical training too. This smartphone is so versatile that I could use it for anything. And everyth...

Deontological Studies(Official Certified Counselor)

Deontology is the philosophy of obligations, responsibilities, priorities, steps, life skills, loyalties, devotion and being responsible modern man in search of a Soul. I know that I've taught many things in my time and had many different life lessons and value changes in my time. Or change of perspective on a value and many changed beliefs. In this world of multiple diversity, variety of interests and differences. I feel it's wise there is always a common thread among the herd. You just got to find it and develop, grow and thrive from it. In our interconnected cultural practices I feel that the intracommunal intercultural connections of heritage, tradition and customs is something that I want to display for all the other cultures to see. I want to showcase the openness, the experiences, and the intelligence and interconnectivity of cultural healing practices. I want to know all these skills, practices and he a official certified counselor. The responsibilities, duties, prior...