Hope and Milestones
I know that it all is a struggle to get a good woman that I want. I know that the future isn't going anywhere but I have to keep going through the processions of days and make progressive baby steps. I know that I've been living in this Mawita'mk Society and my sister don't think it's a right fit for me to get my driver's license. I feel it and I could sense that much anxiety from her when I am near. Control freaks always have a hard time letting go. I should know because I tried to control my siblings. All My life I've been this lone leader where I never had any real lover. I never fell in love and I never had any love cone after me. I know that my cousin Ray had many women go after him. And I know that he has more sex than me. I don't get any at all. I couldn't enjoy my twenties and I cannot enjoy my thirties. I am stuck with Mawita'mk Society and I cannot go back home. I've made it on Rosie Basque's shit-list. I cannot get off of it ...