Human Science

The life skills education, the Work Program, the Support Staff and the support and access to services and support from our cultural hometown. I feel enriched and that I know that I'm blessed by Roman Catholic church to be native. Feeling that I could praise either God or the Creator, I feel fortunate to have both options in such an advanced civilization of this country. We are reclaiming our Indigenous teachings and upbringing and rights in how we are being First Nation Communities originally. And we had the good sense to develop our social networking and fabric of our choosing. We hold dear to our hearts our family and childhood friends who has been there for the longest time in spirit and in soul. I know that we are being blessed to keep out convent of the Catholic Mi'kmaq and the Mi'kmaq nation. Our legacy will last forever and ever in truth, healing and medicine. We are a peaceful nation who can compete with the most if we choose.

Feeling that we have a good Indigenous teachings and framework and network of this socio-economico-political fabric of mixed history and shared historical information. We are truly making steps towards Reconciliation and recovery, we hope. To be the honest non-native looking in the mirror and facing the human truth of past historical experiences of racist family. We believe in you and support you with every fiber of our being.

I know being ourselves is such a difficult task considering which family you were raised in. There are those close-minded from diversity, variety of interests and human differences. I am please to say I accept the fact that we are striving to understand relationships, traumas and emotional dysfunctionality. Addictions and other things we don't need. In this world we called home, we have to be the compassionate environmentalists and engineers of our own technologies.

We have to care for the whole ecosystems of earth and make those jobs and other desirable things in our strength, country and state. We have to make it a human science kind of thing in making this an interesting education, field and other jobs to consider with all this. I hope that we have a good smart technology that works off of solar power, wind energy and water. I hope that we could develop a world of better environmental technologies and engineer a lot of useful tools of the environment and outdoors.

I know that we are making great strides in home designs of the future and hopefully, we become the common tradesman engineers of Peter Vetch and other pioneers of these times. I hope that the 7th generation create enough nerdy Environmental Technological Engineers of the future and become culturally shifted into the sciences of energy, chemistry and environmentalism.

I know that it will be our earth legacy that we have shifted our attention to a more careful, caring and loving earth civilization and society into a more conscious, conscientious and skilled workers of recycling, environment and service. I hope that in our industries, companies and organizations we are like these children of the future. Hoping to change the world with a better, more conscientious global civilization of environment, energy and sciences.

I want to relax with a good veteran experience and skills of a tradesman. And a good veteran experience and skills of expertise in counseling. I want to bring a whole new meaning to therapist and develop something of a good supportive services networking of people on my side to work on the social fabric. I know that I'm literate and I have read some stuff to an extend of the article. I want to finish it.

I want to finish stuff that I have started and work towards a cultivation of erudition and doctoral preparation of knowledge. I know that I want to apply so much and try to add or supplement and incorporate everything into a sensible sense of purpose of living.

Racism still exist and we have to make strides of homes of the future. Especially, systematic racism that has favor everything in the white societies as Supreme. Whatever the case may be I maybe passive-aggressively suicidal or simply lazy. I think my experience in life has so much losses and much of my childhood education was lost. That I couldn't really grieve properly or get used of life now. I think I'm hurting on the inside and I am grieving certain losses of my childhood education, sports and other recreational activities that could've made me shaped up now. My stepfather wanted the perfect child out of me.
I think people like me because I am docile, nice and obedient in ways of learning that I need to grow up and see the world as a sensible path of education and work. I had so much done to me that I couldn't really properly process anything by myself. I did not have the proper tools of DBT skills and CBT  skills to deal with my past traumas and emotional dysfunctionality. I feel that I was at a lost and I have to come to terms with certain things in my life on my own. I need to work at certain things and aspects of my life that I need to get recreational activities in my life now.

I know that some people ain't close to realizing their potentials much as me. And others are way pass it that they don't need to think of it. I feel that I had a lot of childhood losses and much of it was because people schemed off of me. That's all it was about; the money.

I feel that I was used in so many ways that I cannot begin to tell you that I was powerless to stop anyone from doing anything with my life. Appointments became scheming grounds and I was stymied in many ways not to educate my brain or cultivate my reading skills since I was literate. I wanted to learn so much through reading that it was an exciting part of my day to get back at the book. I wanted to enjoy my own collection of books but my step parents didn't want me to succeed in much. They said I was out of control when in fact they had the ability to get me books and stop the Appointments and place reading as top of their own belief systems. They were out of control because they neglected me in ways where they couldn't face their own faults or responsibilities. But I had a duty to learn and I was trying while I was surrounded by Hypersexuals and envied people that wanted me down and out like them.

I was being bullied and intimidated by people that wanted me to fail and my school was suffering because of schemers and other druggie that wanted me to simply go with it. I was struggling academically because there was a lack of leadership and wisdom. I feel that I had to deal with certain people that wanted chaos and other things to happen.

I am just understanding the depth of chaos I was in and realizing that my position was essential to my stepfather's leadership. I felt that I was vulnerable to addiction and everyone there wanted a mixed reaction of what they wanted out of me. I felt pretty good that my uncle Dodo made sense of some things. And I was grateful that I had a uncle of music and I was grateful that my real dad was able to use words in ways. That made my intelligence more deadly in ways I picked up on what they wanted. 

I am learning from the greats minds of relationships, trauma and Addiction, DBT skills and other things to cope with. I feel that I had to deal with certain things now and I'm older with the seven sacred teachings as a principled framework of my sobriety. I feel that I'm learning a lot through my current therapist and I'm learning to be flexible, adjusted and adaptable in ways. I'm learning to be open-minded to the universe of diversity, variety of interests and human differences. That I have to keep reading my books and encyclopedias and dictionaries. Hoping that there will be an understanding and comprehension to it all I got in my books, audiobooks, Ebooks, pdfs, encyclopedias and dictionaries. 

I know that I want to reflect that I got those books early but I hadn't, I was researching Greek myths and I know that porn was stimulating then. It still is but I know that distorts reality. So, I'm not going to watch it anymore because I want to use the internet for better things. I want to cultivate my mind and earn a Certificate for certain online programs I hope to do in the future. I know that hypesexuals want me to fail because they want me to attract women in their lives.

The intrapersonal skills and the interpersonal skills in relationships are growing and I am learning. I feel that I could have comfortable relationships by now and I am living at Mawita'mk Society, in We'koqma'q community with the family's approval of my life choices. I feel freed from abuses, discrimination and toxic relationships. I know that they could've gotten me with the Morrison memory but I have a better life and I know that I'm building towards a better future in We'koqma'q community. 

The intrapsychic information that I get from writing this is that I'm on a healing journey and I know that I'm recovered from most ongoing damages and discrimination within the Mi'kmaq nation. I feel like I'm learning from people like Dr. Tian Dayton,  Dr. Marsha Linehan, Dr. John Gottman and Dr. Philip Zimbardo. And other doctors I hope to study, read and get. I know that I'm learning a lot and I have read to a certain extent of certain books, Wikipedia articles, pdfs, audiobooks, Ebooks, encyclopedias and dictionaries. But I know that I want to work it all out through Mike MacInnis, my therapist.