A Tough Worker with a Sense of Purpose and Humor

Okay! I am a tough worker with a sense of purpose and humor in We'koqma'q community. I know that I don't complain because work is work. The philosophy of Dignity of Labour and my stepfather taught me not to discriminate no matter what job the person had. I know that I was taught that a "job is a job" philosophy, is actually the Dignity of Labour philosophy. And in that I shouldn't discriminate no matter what job a person has. It could be a profession, occupation, job or work. The respect is still going to be there.

With that said I am a tough worker with a good sense of purpose and humor because I've worked with people that did somewhat understood my conditions. As long as you respect the job, you don't have to respect the person. But respect comes along with it anyways. You learn that this socioeconomic community is something that you contribute to, take pride in the job and enjoy the perks.

You will learn to enjoy the job you have. It's called job satisfaction. How happy are you with your current job. I know that I haven't been able to go back to work because I am on dialysis. But I know that I've struggled to maintain my work environment. I have showed eager workethic and commitment to my job. But that doesn't mean I have been working to my optimum. I know that I have conditions that made it close to impossible to work.

I know that I want to work and pay my dues. But I cannot because of dialysis and I have to be patient enough, calm enough to pass all the workups and get my second kidney. I know that I hadn't any perspective on getting my full driver's license. But I know that I had imaginative works of driving. I want to get everything to become independent, strong and thriving. I feel that I've learned from Mawita'mk Society that I'm only one guy.

But I'm able to build a good life at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I have been living at Mawita'mk Society for eleven long happy years without dangers, troubles or problems. To me problems are a cause for suspicion for bullies, fiends and addicts. I know that I have to be patient, strong and tough in my life because I don't get to express myself how I see fit. I know that I used to be skilled in the psychology of suspicion. I used to be very skilled at keeping to myself and not enjoying a lover or friend. I know that I am lost because the very skills in prognostication is lost. And I cannot make a diagnosis or prognostication, or prognosis.

It seems that my compassion was built through guilt and pain. I feel that I have been only real when it's feeling guilty or wrong. I know that I had blames before and I know that I used to have my psychology of suspicions in a good instinctive way.

I know that I cannot make a diagnosis, prognosis or make a prognostication. Now I am disabled and cannot see beyond the horizon. I know it's Christmas but I think that I need my skills in the logic of suspicion. I never went beyond my boundaries other than what I've known. Yeah I'm a tough worker because of Dignity of Labour. Because most people that I meet has their own personal respect system with jobs, occupations, work and professions. I know that I need to be strong enough to get my second kidney. I need to spend more time with exercising equipments and walking.

But work can wait. I know this because the benefits, possibilities and potentials of having a second new transplant kidney is endless. I'm at an ideal place to learn all the financial literacy I need to survive on my own, to label-check and train in this particular areas of my independence.

Economic, financial and essential life skills needed to live my life in an socioeconomic environment. To budget for rent, groceries, clothes and shoes. I know that I want a weekly budget of that week to be listed and purchased. But I know that I'm at an ideal place to budget for a truck and invest my time in getting my own credentials and licenses. I know that I could learn much as I can with financial knowledge and education of my bank. I want to understand terms of my own bank and learn about law, finances and budgetary changes.

I wouldn't like it but at least I would have the knowledge. I know that I don't have any income right now like how I used to. I could slowly, steadily and constantly save up my money through my savings on my Online Banking. I know that I could have a bunch of good moments by myself. And have a good time in my own apartment.

Comfy, cozy and warm in my bedroom. Well fed and well taken care of, I know that I'm enjoying this moment. My Christmases are filled with good laughters, good feeling and a bunch of good memories. I know that I don't want to move because it would be devastating and a blow to my ego. Yeah, I take pride in my hometown but I know that they wouldn't leave me alone with women. I usually don't have any friends that are sober. And I know that I only expect family at my place. If I had my own place.

I know that I had some lady friends in Eskasoni. I know that I was living happily but not nourishably. I know that, that's what I need to work on when I'm alone. To feed myself well enough throughout the day that I get a good robust body of personal muscular fitness. I want to be self-nourishing and self-supportive. I know that I am scared to move out because I have happy Christmases.

Its a time for forgiveness and joy. It's a time of happy times and a good, warm joyous memories. I know that I have a good understanding of construction as a handyman. But I know that I have to take it easy with the idea of work. I know that I got to start playing my video games moderately and have a good time with Mawita'mk residents and staff. I know that it's about coming together and enjoying our time with each other. I know that I have to be more sociable and flexible. I have to learn to socialize more and start working on my social strategies.

I know that I have been rich either good memories and warm, joyous moments in my life. I know that if I do move I would miss this place greatly. Especially for its food. I know that I have somebody to talk to here. I have good food and a good music. I know that I'm not homeless and hungry.

That's what it felt like living in Eskasoni. I couldn't really have a safe place of my own. I know that nobody wants me protected. Here I get to rest for a little while and have safety and security, not protection. I know that I enjoy my video games with a good sense of safety and security. I know that I got to trust Mawita'mk Society with a psychology of suspicion because of my psychodiagnosis of my paranoid schizophrenia. I know that I have to see pass my paranoia and see the good in Mawita'mk Society.

I know that I could make up crazy stories out of the tiniest thing. And create a good visual imagination of a evocative story that is pretty interesting. That's what I'm scared of; making up a story and falling into it so deeply that I cannot escape my paranoia. I am a writer and that would make a good story, talking about the fear of free falling. I feel that I had a lot of good stories told.

I've watched good stories, listen to and played pretty good stories on video games. I know that I have been learning a lot of good story platforms. And I know that I could tell a good story. Self-confident in my own ability in telling a good story. I know that I could execute a good story in my novels, short stories and poems. I know that I could songwrite and develop my oeuvre of original works. I want to publish a lot of original content or works of poetry, novellas, short stories, novels and autobiographies. I would enjoy rather a good start with poetry, novellas and short stories for a little while. And bring my workethic to the writing. My discipline and workethic.

I have four families: The Morrison has been the first ones I've contacted because of good memories. I had tons of good memories and moments with rocking 70s and 80s. Thankfully my uncle Dodo has advocated.
Has advocated on my behalf to listen to new music back in the 90s. I know that I have a lot of family connections to thank for my opening of new music. Rocking 90s was one of my exposure to musical influences and I know that I want to be well immersed into 90s musical influences. I was innocent listening to these rock legends of the 70s and 80s. But as I started to hang with kids that were badass. I soon discovered a whole new music frontier that hasn't been explored. And I was hungry for new songs, new experiences and a good understanding of plumbing.

It's done and over with, I have the freedom of an Adult to listen to whatever I choose. Choice has been a working progress in musical frontiers. I know that I want to be well immersed into the 90s musical influences and frontier. I wanted the idea of the Internet to help me with things that could access certain musical frontiers.

This was my struggle: to maintain new music in the house of my parents. But now those struggles are over and done with. My stepparents have a new sense of musical taste. I know that my stepfather has been living with rocking 70s and I know that he is going through what I went through with music. He is open to interpretation of the songs and my only access to that was my uncle Alex. I knew that he could've enjoy the interpretation of intergenerational impacts but I know that he could've gotten the interpretation from the artists from my uncle Alex. 

I know now his value of musical influences in my life. And I know that my cousins, that are his children, has that power to get the interpretations of songs. Mostly I chill out to the songs and I know that I have been learning a lot with my family connections.

I know that Mawita'mk Society made me realized that I'm one guy and I cannot do it on my own. I have to be that extremely tough worker with a self-reliance that exceeds his own good measures. 

If I had online banking and accounts in Amazon. I would have tons of stuff in my place while I search for certain things in my Amazon. I know that I've searched for books, nail clipper kit and a good musical tastes. I feel that certain songs are classic and certain songs are pretty interesting. 

I know that I could've had a stackable shelves and a good, full home of stuff. I could've had an washer and dryer in my old apartment. I could've dug a little and build a shed at the side of my old apartment that Rosie Basque had. And I could've bought my washer first and then my dryer. After I have built my shed and put a plumbing and electrical through it. I could've paid for it too. 

Now I want to get so much out of my hometown and get a good momentum going with all my schooling, professions and driver's license. 

I remember the A-track player, the 8-track player that used to be in my home. I remember Record Players and cassettes players. I remember how I used to choose between the three players. I remember CD players, for Christ sake. I remember being in a generation that had musical influences of the 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s and 2000s. 

The emotional ineptitude of certain people have me stumped at every turn. Have me stymied and gridlock in a good instinctive hold. That's when I used to live in Eskasoni, that people don't know the book Emotional Intelligence from Dr. Daniel Goleman and DBT Skills Training Manual. I know that people don't want that kind of respectability, responsibilities and strength, to learn coping skills and to apply financial literacy of their banks, to having coping skills, life skills and survival skills. Job skills and social skills. 

Now I have all the books I ever wanted. I have books about staying loyal to your partner. The Relationship Cure and The Man's Guide to Women, What Makes Love Last and those kinds of coping skills books from Dr. John Gottman. I know that I have read the Relationship Cure book to an extent, the Man's Guide to Women book to an extent. Tupac Shakur The Rose that grew from concrete book and Emotional Intelligence book. I am at an ideal place to read all these books and learn much as I can from these books, to have an better coping adult and to learn much as I can from the financial literature I have too.