The Power of the Word "Enemy"

The power to create the social construct known as the "Enemy", or "other" have been a distancing kind of experience of such proportion of dehumanization; that the "enemy" is met with such sadistic cruelty that the thought of meeting the person disgusts you. The idea that you hate me because I am a criminal or nerd, is because you have use the term nerd, or bad guy in ways where you could watch such misfortunes of the "otherness" could be funny. An "enemy" is someone so evil that they will harm a person because of the social gap. The dehumanization is extreme prejudicial distinctions and treatments of such people that you could mulitate, harm or torture the person. As long there is ignorance and this depth of social gap.

Suicidal righteousness isn't a thing until the misery is so great that you don't have any other choices. I've tolerated such degrees.
Morality issues is that I have to deal with my guilt in a fashion that "enemies" have my likeness in ways of hateful toxicity. They want to shit on my misery and people's hatred protect them from true indignation. What was social psychology to me when I was young? 

What was the ideas and layman's terms they'd used in my teachings? What lide lessons, values, merits and beliefs have they taught me to consider? I know that I've been lost, facing my fears with being able to be socially brave at a young age. That takes courage. I was on the right path of Eskasoni the more I'd feared. Learning that my biological mother wanted me to stay with her was a travesty on itself.

Travesty of justice and her reasons to keep an eye on me. I know that bitch have cheated because I'd witnessed it. And I want to do beadwork for Mawita'mk Society, I know that I have to change my attitude today.
I have been doing beadwork, dreamcatchers-making and, arts and crafts work, for Mawita'mk Society for couples years. I've been an Artisan and Craftsman, for Mawita'mk Society for fourteen years. 

Considering that I had to write poetry and try to get my artwork finished, copyrighted and published. There are several poem books ready for copyright and publications. I just need copyrights for my work, and get myself focused on my beadwork this scheduling. Hopefully I can keep going with this; I have Johnny's Gym membership as a health benefit. I got a bunch of friends I need to see, or make amends for after ditching them.

I had "enemies" at first. But they soon turned and transformed their evils Into good because I strongly believed that angels can turn into demons, more incredibly demons turned into angels. And I believe in John Milton's work, "Paradise Lost".

Same with people that become abusive with this power of transformation. They change to protect themselves better in order to lie, cheat and steal the moments. I know that vengeance is in my historical rights because the young adults fucked up right at the beginning of my moral lessons. But I'm kind of glad that I gotten through it because I have a good deal of life experience I could talk about philosophically. To assert my argumentation in defeating my uncles, recovering from corruption, and stopping discriminations and abuses happening. I have to develop an argumentation of such edification, foundation and have my own fundamentals and principles.

Morality issues neuroethically is that I cannot stand that people are transforming to suit their own interests. Not because they've learned some lessons. I know that I don't fit any criteria for hypergamous sex.

I know that I don't have any more sex. I've had my shares in Eskasoni. And I don't know where else. I know that people are petty enough to put blame on me cor wrecking their lives. But I know that now I'm just learning about relationships, women and how I'm supposed to have incomes. The arguments these days got me wondering if it's really worth dating. Looks by themselves won't do; they have to accept me and have substance. With their ignorance I say that women don't have any respect for the opposite sex. I know that people won't let me have the right looks, the right personality, the right woman in my life because I'm evil. Not a bad ass, in my life I've been the Mad Scientist and Dark Comedian, Shit Disturber and Hell Raiser.

I know that I've been Pocket Hulk when I was a kid. And I know that I am known as Flanders like Flander's Field.

Names can have powers to them. And changing the personality, you might as well transform into the personas that the slcommunity has granted ya. I know that I've experienced discriminations and abuses but I also had small victories, accomplishments and milestones in my life that I know that people wanted me to have. But I'd hadn't proven them wrong over the years that I was the intellectual authority; that I know I was supposed to be in the fight.

I know that I had a bunch of good reasons to stay in We'koqma'q community. One of them is that I could start a landscaping business. Or I could get my Carpentry papers, or ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute courses. Doesn't matter because there are choices to see how good I am with my hands. I hadn't proven myself handy yet. I know that I'm proving now I'm crafty. I am learning patience and productive beadwork.

I am a Certified Construction Laborer from NSCC, I have my ALP education and I am a Certified Driver. I just need to work on being fully licensed driver, get my credential (whatever it may be) and continue on this Lifelong fitness journey. I hope with certain benefits of a full-time employment I could get health, dietary and fitness benefits; along with delayed time in the morning every second needle day. And I hope to schedule out my day pretty good with Google calendar. I know that I want to have a bunch of hood jobs in We'koqma'q community. I could become a Certified Professional Cleaner or a Educated Carpenter, or a Educated landscaper with a gardening background.

I know that I have to try something out with NSCC. Hopefully I can recover from my fatness and make a fitness journey happen. Because I want to use food as fuel for the body.

I know that I've experienced a good deal of educational experience in We'koqma'q and NSCC. I have been learning that professional portfolio and a good deal of my experience in Eskasoni. I know that I've had a one construction work term, one job shadowing and an actual job with retail. I think I was pretty good at it. I have so much potential to live my life in We'koqma'q community. I know that I have a bunch of good reasons to get in shape because the possibilities are endless. 

Muscle atrophy from thirteen years of inactivity at the gym. This 2024 year is my new favorite year because the 5 weeks in beadwork, I have similar minutes in Johnny's Gym. I don't want to go to sleep because there is so much to do at dialysis, on dialysis days and over the weekends.

I think I have to determine my needle days if I was to move back to Eskasoni. I want to stay long enough in We'koqma'q to get credentials.

If I was supposed to move back I would have to switch pharmacy, health centers and change my address on my smartphone. All of my accounts. And have to update information in hospitals, on my health card and other places of interests. I know that I hope that I could stay long enough in We'koqma'q community to get a car, become a graduate again from Nova Scotia Community College, Nova Scotia Graduated Driver's Licensing Program and couple of courses I hope to do over the years in We'koqma'q community. But right now it's just a possibility. I hope that I could use my opportunities in We'koqma'q community well enough to have either a long career doing something in We'koqma'q community. Or have enough money to pay for First rent, Security deposit and last month's rent.

There is Nova Scotia Rent Supplement which I could apply for.

I could go get my GST direct deposits, get my Christmas bonus, get my income, get my NS rent supplement, get my Federal Climate Action money, collect pop bottles in my own house, have a wooden garbage bin built for my little garbage bags. Have another job and have the weekend to myself. Hopefully I can pay for certain monies I could get from government. This sounds like a good plan. 

And I hope to get in shape by next year. And hope that I could have fitness habitual thinking, fitness habitual doing and a good deal of it part of my daily routines. I am doing 45 minutes but I want to try for an hour.

All these ways to make money and get food. I know that I could survive in Eskasoni. I just have to get Darlene help me out with this Rent Rebate application. I know that I could get rebates coming to me. A Heating Rebate program I could apply for. Fucking I know that I don't have my stepfather helping me.

My uncles love to appeal to people's prejudice. They expose themselves in the process but I know that there is demagoguery. I know that I've been learning about my role in shutting up. I know that there is so much possibilities in my life that getting a second transplant kidney could prove useful and a good thing. I know that I have so much possibilities when I do get my second transplant kidney, that I  old move out and have my 2-jobs Google calendar schedule. 

There is my school funding, there is job opportunities in We'koqma'q community, there is a lifelong fitness journey. There is getting my first car with a Rebate. And there is getting a girlfriend to have a long-term relationship with. And there is getting either my apartment D, or getting my old apartment in Horseshoe Drive. Where I could get rebates and other things. 

I know that I got options and reasons to work on my fitness. I know that I have a lot of good merits, perks, benefits, options and small monies in my life. I know that I want to learn how to fill out a form and send my Tax Refund to the CRA or Canada Revenue Agency. I know that I have Darlene for certain monies. And knowing that I could get Darren helping me out. 

I know that I do take pride in my old job. I had perks and supports, I had guidance and reminders, I had a good clean environment and a good boss to boot. I was working part-time employment with help. I wanted full-time employment because it had vacation pays, holiday pays, fringe benefits like to Johnny's Gym membership and food discounts. I had educational funds and other things like Christmas bonus at the end of every year. If I could get full-time employment I could have Christmas bonus by We'koqma'q One Stop. 

I could have my very own Clean-up services,  Landscaping and Horticulture business in Eskasoni. I could have that same business in partnership with We'koqma'q Band Office that I could be benefiting from both communities for laborers and business partners. I could get my Red Seal in Landscape Horticulturist is 6,000 hours and 4 Apprenticeship Certificates of Completion in order to get a Red Seal diploma, card and Certificate of Qualification. 

I want to get that and NSCC Kingstec campus in Kentville. I could look for apartments near by and get my own ride. I'll have to stay in We'koqma'q community long enough to become fully licensed driver, full-time employee and save my money for expenses of schooling nature. I know that Rent Rebate could help out if i do move to Kentville. And I could earn a little extra cash by doing beadwork for Mawita'mk Society. They have a store front and I could earn money by jobs near by. Or at the school. Collect my own pop bottles and have a workethic, discipline and self direction about me that I could progress through the first year of schooling. 

I know for a Red Seal challenge you'll have to have 9,000 hours logged in. And for total apprenticeship training completion for the 4 Certificates of Completion, is 6,000 hours. I know that I have extensive knowledge if I could get accepted into Kingstec campus. I hope that I could get a full-time job in Kentville. And have my METS funding used in 2 years programming. 

I know that I want to have a good job doing gardens and Inverness Forestry Nursery. I want to have the botanical knowledge of gardening, skills and physical strengths of a landscaping laborer, and a fully licensed driver. This is what it lurking for a possibility for me. I hope that I could get this diploma and learn much as I can with NSCC Kingstec campus. 

I know with Eskasoni there is a lot of potential to charge the Band Office for money I could earn for Full Yard Clean-up services, beautify the yard and add a fence or garden bed or something to make the land beautiful. I would want go share my responsibility of safety and respectful asking, to the people of Eskasoni to keep their lawns well taken care of. I could even have a little volunteer kind of competition, sith fundraising to boot for a good grand prize for number one street. 

Those are my business options after a clean up. I hope that I could have a good business with Eskasoni and We'koqma'q communities. Fundamentally I'm First Nation and I should have my own Forestry Nursery near by. I hope that I could learn to build, maintain, sustain and make beautiful, gardens in the First Nation Communities. 

I would have to do 2 years of NSCC Horticulture and Landscape Technology diploma program at Kentville. The closest family member I have there is my Syliboy blood. I don't think they will be welcoming me with open arms. I'll need to look for apartments near Kingstec campus. Hazelgrove apartment building seem like a good apartments. Closest to NSCC Kingstec campus. 

Hopefully I could stay in We'koqma'q community long enough to save up for a good car. Hopefully I can work on my physical fitness and get to a great level of fitness where I have muscular physical fitness. I know that I could use a truck. I know that I don't want to live by myself. So I hope that I could explore this kentville with a family member. 

The areas of work I could do is Living Walls, Green Roofs, turf management, Horticulture therapy, recreation and environmental sustainability. But the industry-lead areas of career paths are Nurseries, Greenhouses, Garden Centers, Farm Markets, Interior and Exterior Landscape operations, Parks and botanical Gardens. 

The job market, which is online could range from Landscape Gardener in Annapolis Royal Historic Gardens, Landscape Horticulture  apprentice with Dwyer Landscaping. I need to get this ball rolling. Seasonal gardener with Halifax Regional Municipality. With Indeed website I found 12 job openings. 1. Manager of Horticulture at Perennia Food and Agriculture in Kentville. Its a fixed term contract. Viticulture is cultivation, growing and harvesting of grapes while a sunset is in viniculture is the same science but for wine production. 2. Viticulturist at Perennia Food and Agriculture Inc. 

That is full-time in Kentville, through 5 days a week. Rail General Foreperson which is at Davey Tree Canada, in Halifax, NS. It's also full-time employment with overtime and it's bilingual. Arboriculture is the cultivation, management and study of individual trees, shrubs, vines and other perennial woody plants. Arborist is a arboriculturist or a professional of management, cultivation and study in this field. Dendrology is the study of trees. Arborist trainee with Lucas Tree Experts in Amherst, Nova Scotia pays $18-$22 an hour. Full-time employment and probably fringe benefits too.