JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that I had a heaven when I was a child/baby. But I also know that when I'd turned five I was taught a addiction called Hong Konging. It was called that because it was sniffing gas, or an inhalant. I know that Eskasoni had its moments but too they had tremendous accomplishments in ruining my life. For years I was sober for a certain amount of time, and Dodo wanted to ruin my life with addictions. Which he did because he took interest in my sex life when I was a teenager. Knowing that I've been discriminated against and abused over the years. I know that I was a hated little nerd who nobody respected, wanted suffering in a pointless punitive way, and tormented by addictions and addicts. Coming from Eskasoni I was a mess. I couldn't function properly and I was severely financially abused. My life have envelop into an mental patient with no education. My only education from my hometown was Eskasoni Rehab. Which I did not enjoy thoroughly because of bullies in the rehab...

I've been grieving for some time now. So many changes over the years in my life. And so many staff changes at Mawita'mk Society.  I had a lot of memorable moments and wonderful experiences in We'koqma'q community. And grief because of graduations, moving out of my parent's house, the losses over the years, going back to Dialysis. And having to move here was my biggest grief of all. Losing a place in Eskasoni has been my greatest loss in my recovery and reflection of my life. Grief will be this sadden experience where I have to learn to live with. There isn't any five stages of grief and learning that we could get over this neglected and misunderstood process: I know that because I had a lot of deaths of pets, moving, and family losses over the years. And I lost my childhood, had missed opportunities and lost chances. There was a lot of instances that I could've used my own smartphone to post changes. I wanted to have a Facebook account, Instant Messaging Id...

I am old enough to decide for myself my own fate. I want to live my life in my own place and thrive. I know that I don't have any long-term relationship experiences because I was hypersexual, sexually addicted to women. A good story to tell if I had a good story. I hope that I could go on ozempic injection because I know that I have a bunch of reasons to live my life: one possibility is that I could move back to my hometown community. Learning that I've been discriminated against and abused over the years in Eskasoni. I know that Dodo gotten away with so much. I don't have a good story to keep your interest. My best writing cannot make a good story out of my life. I am old enough to decide for myself how I want to run, ran, command, demand, lead, discipline and control and manage my own brain. I want to have that kind of power in my own life. Learning to do all that through Mawita'mk Society, I know that I have life skills education with Mawita'mk Society. Hopeful...