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With A Certain Level of Employability

With a certain level of employability, graduations, milestones, accomplishments and job experiences: comes a good feeling of enrichen lifestyle where my standard of living has potentialities and possibilities. Also comes a certain level of growth and new aspects to my independence in my life. There is room for professional development for potential career growth, new skills and potential raises and more fringe benefits. The benefit of work is that I have physical endurance/professional efficiency experience or professionalism. I have a credible source of professional reputation. I have a steady income or flow of cash. My personal life would improve because work pays me, to pay for bills and the rest of my expenditures... or expenses. My personal life I feel gotten better because I could save up for a car. My sister Billie Jean rushed me to get a cellphone but my first phone was a flip-phone. And my life kept on getting better each year with the expenses, bills and groceries I had to bu...

Taking Control of My Own Treatment (At Mawita'mk Society)

I don't have to but taking over my own treatment at Mawita'mk Society, is like taking over my own brain and running it. I know how I just cannot do it. Learning that Dodo wanted me exposed because he is a moral coward. He acts like I get away with stuff while he gets more pussy than me. Forcing me to move from Eskasoni was several things; 1. Thieves and addicts kept on disrespecting me in my own home. They didn't have any respect for my domestic authority. 2. They'd forced their arguments about their ideas of sharing my money and grocery into my life. I call it "Forced Sharing". Which is a theory that most of these people didn't want to pay me back. It's a rip-off artist kind of thing.  I know that my life in Mawita'mk Society is a good life, all my needs are met and I have supports and helps in doing my fitness journey. I want to show in this one that I have a great life and in that I am happy in my life. I have been humble and I am scared to brag...

How NA & AA in Eskasoni Impacted My Life with Communal Educational System, Eskasoni Services and Family Lineage: I Won't Go Before My Time

Learning how NA and AA impacted my life in Eskasoni. Learning that I have a sponsor and in that I need to go back to my old roots in Eskasoni where religious/family beliefs, truths and values have laid a foundation for my child addictions. I knew that I was a child and in that I had to be treated as a child victim of addictions. Learning how certain people in NA and AA have been teaching me trades and life skills. I knew that I had a lot of family there in NA and AA in Eskasoni. They would track my personal history with the other kids and the inner, private moments I had with myself near Eskasoni Church. I know that I'm hated but loved in Eskasoni and in that I am known. To be known is to have empathic sensitivity to my situational awareness and other situations significant to my upbringing. Knowing that I had all the supports, morality/addictional issues done out, psycho-spiritual home in my hometown and a good sizeable experience of freedoms and liberties which KJ have orchestrat...