JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

Bullies have relationships, friendships and family. They have all that they need to fight for their values and beliefs. But bullies prey on the weak and vulnerable. What I say that what we were, we were warriors. We have fought people that have threatened and intimidated us. I ran with the wolves and got my life back. So I thought we were warriors. I could learn hatred and relearn love. I have as a child addict in Eskasoni. I have learned comraderie with that hatred and anger. I have learned Indian Residential School stuff and to hate outsiders. I felt that I was part of my Indigenous descendant level of culture and traditions. I knew that the bullies that strategized and thought of ways to torment. We were the whipping belt of our so called enemies. I needed a target because I was physically abused. I did not want to develop personally with mental health coping skills books. The way I used to think I thought that I was stuck. Now I fear that I'm more stuck than ever but have cop...

We create spaces of knowledge through privacy, play and shared and personal experiences. We have this way of understanding the world where theoretical and practical can somehow be reconciled. We are on a journey and that is what creates our knowledge. Epistemologically I know this because through experiences of my older brother everyone has their lies, knowledge, cultural/generational understanding and standing. Nobody is special but cattles wanting to improve on their lives. Socially constructed knowledge is social classifications of actions. My biological mother's connections, my Jown family in Eskasoni, Paq'tnkek and other First Nation communities. I have shown sedulity to my stepfather and did my due diligence. I know that I haven't still peaked because I have been selected to be a target. I haven't done any sports or services, I never had any training in Eskasoni. I felt lost. I never had any side chick and I wasn't down to party. I know that I have been ignor...

I know that I'm happy where I'm at. I just hope that I could appreciate what it means to be a Mawita'mk client. Feeling that I haven't given any props to Mawita'mk Society. They are an excellent support system service. I know that they care and love. I know that I have been blessed to have these people in my life. They have provided a good loving place and a hell of a cooking service. I know that they keep this place safe and secured. And I know that it means that I have follow certain rules to be healthy. They've made life comfortable, maybe way too comfortable. I want to move because I know that I'm not thinking right. Throughout my life my uncle Dodo has worked on me. And I don't want to do anything wrong. I feel that Mawita'mk Society isn't the best place for me. I never was independent in Eskasoni but now that I have a level of education and employability. I feel like I'm rich. I don't want Vickie Pierro to get involved because I k...

There is economic inflations, professional stagnancy and driver's dependency. I'm at a developmental stage where I got to simply work on my physical fitness and get my kidney. And have a good life at We'koqma'q One Stop. Maybe I could go back but I know that people respond differently with me.  Because of ageism I am stuck here. I am not respected because of this cultural ageism. A cultural discrimination based on age is what I usually face. I have to understand they want their cultural respect but I am independent of the culture. I have used coping skills, job-related life skills and survival skills. With Mawita'mk Society they want to manage my expectations, personal beliefs and values, confidence in me and self-discipline. They want me to obey and listen because I am younger. No one answers for me and nobody responds in my name. I know that nobody respects me because I am young. Thinking that I need guidance or structure, whatever that means. I've learned a...

My sanity was brought into question for years as I was an on-again and off-again addict throughout my childhood, teen years and early twenties. I know that I had taken some heavy drugs over the years. And I know that I did not get laid like crazy. I was avoided and my granny Barbara Morrison was always strict on me. I never felt like an happy adult around her. I know that I did not have any opportunity in Eskasoni because I did not have any Facebook, LinkedIn profile, Wix online portfolio and my own physical portfolio. I know that I did not have that kind of level of education and employability to post online. I know that through a sophisticated technological effort everyone in Eskasoni made it possible to bully me through their kids. As I learn how much they've hated me in Eskasoni. I'd learned how dysfunctional they are being friends with me. I know that through cell phones, smartphones and iPhones. They've managed to make my life unmanageable. In Eskasoni they played m...

If I could get everything I need for the comforts of independence. I know that I have it made here. I just need my renal diet groceries if I do get that Eskasoni apartment. I hope that I could take progressive baby steps with Mawita'mk Society to get my full driver's license, fitness, BA degree, walking endurance, job and car. I hope that I could get those six goals at Mawita'mk Society because it would be progressive developments and transformations for me. Nobody here don't want me to let up on my goals. Everyone wants my walking endurance back and they want me to enjoy weight lifting. I know that I'm loved and I know that I just got to put efforts into my goals. Mawita'mk Society likes to see me in the right mindset. And I know that I have been learning about opportunities in We'koqma'q community too. I know that I want to enjoy a thriving life. I know that I want to flourish and develop routines of fitness, education and training. I want to train i...

The good thing about a healthy sexuality is that I have to be careful not to go for hypersexuality. I know that addiction can come in many ways. And I know that I have been learning about hypersexual disorder and how certain things can affect my life. Like how hypersexuality don't discriminate. They just do and I know that I don't have any more mental garbage because my uncle wants me to think like that. Overdriven sex is something that I don't want as a healthy sexuality. I know that I have been learning about my mistakes and learning about the pdfs and eBooks about healthy sexuality. Sexual addiction comes in many forms and it's indiscriminate. I know that people don't have any good influences because I'm heterosexual. I know that I have been attracted to women. And I know that I don't get the women I want. I'm in my 30s and I should be dating and coping and doing tips and advises. I know that I'm surrounded by old ladies who don't want me to...