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Questions of Loving Ideally and Unconditionally

Women have complained and vilified men all those years through misandry. They manipulate, steal, lie, seduce and cheat. Those are the addicted women and toxic women. You don't hear the women getting punished because some double standard. In this post-truth we let women reign hell on us because they want us tormented. Learning that women in recent years haven't wanted me to simply move on or get over the infatuation. For me it usually passes because no woman wants me.  The secret is that I don't have any attractive desirability or qualities or characteristics or traits or muscles or height or riches or extra curricular activities in my past life. I've been tricked to come here because family wanted me here. Well step family. You don't communicate with me I will never know you like me. In this psychological culture where we read the situational forces, I cannot stand the unknown. I cannot read what you don't say. I know that I've been educated in sociology, ...

Level of Education, Training and Certifications

Musically I take pleasure out of rock and roll, heavy metal, alternative rock, 70s pop rock, 80s pop rock, 90s music, 60s music, 50s and 2000s music. I like progressively got a good library of music that I do enjoy. I know that when Messenger was Microsoft thing and there was a Messenger Idenity and email. I know that I did not get that much dates online... or gotten any party invites. I couldn't trust anything online because my step family taught me not to trust anything. But as I grew I'd learned about sourcing and credentials. Societal pressures wants me to conform and have a normal life. I've been saying that I never had any normal life because I had medical problems, social issues, barriers, missed opportunities, mistreatments and abuses. My step family and enemies tried to take the narrative and make it crooked to their liking. I know that I don't have any respect from them. I know that my stepfather held me back from so much because he thought of such issues. I...

Recovering, Reading and Accomplishments

There is a shitload of stuff to do. A positive can-do attitude and growth mindset will help out with Two-Eye Seeing philosophy. I know that I have to keep one eye on psychology and the other on psycho-spirituality and culture of my people. Growing up in Eskasoni I've been introduced to cultural leaders and support workers of my people. I know which way we are going and I know that latest information from my people. Growing up in Eskasoni I've been through hells and heavens, to being on earth and living. I am walking more and I just have to lift weights. I know that I can do my positive and gratitude writings of my blog. I believe the fact that I have such a positive experience from Eskasoni that I could rock out. I am somewhat independent and have some kind of choices at Mawita'mk Society. But no freedom there to do what I want. I just got to be more organized and neat. Showing self respect through being organized and neat in my place, showing pride and self love by clean...

Afraid of Going Home Part 2

I know that my family wants me to live with Mawita'mk Society forever. They truly don't believe in my workethic, consistency and energy. So doesn't Mawita'mk Society because they think that what they see is what they get. There are some past workers that have believed in me, still do to this day, and have good jobs they love. Dignity of labor philosophy suggests that I treat all jobs, mental or physical, with the same and equal, balanced respect I would give to another job. The person doing the job is good enough and have job opportunities, job satisfaction, perks and pride in his work. With Mawita'mk pool table I could get snooker balls since they have eight balls. I know a thing about playing pool. I miss my shot I shouldn't fret over it. I should stay calm and collective, focused and patient enough to clear, align or line up the shot, and shoot. I know that I got experience in playing pool. I'm buying them and donating snooker balls and pamphlet. And th...

Afraid to Go Home (Hometown Eskasoni)

I know that I've been learning about women. I don't have the edge because every woman online would simply read my blogs, and the mystery is over. Yeah I know that women that I want have more of a body count than me.  And it does matter who you fuck. I have enemies in Eskasoni that wouldn't let up. Ah the mystery is over. I have no more things to give. I know that style and fashion has been my strength because I know that I was taught to sow. I need to work at certain things and learn to be a beau. A young, fashionable male who wants to be an admirer and boyfriend material. I know that beautiful women don't find me attractive. I am that fat, ugly loser that cannot have anything to his name. I have a lot to my name; books, DVDs, CDs, Hats, sweaters, clothes, shoes, electronics. I know that I'm less attractive because I don't have any impacts in this world. I have personal impacts in my world. I know that I've been learning how women operate from Dr. John Got...