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Needs Are Met

Food is important in my life. My enemies have deprived me of ingredients and food while I was living in Eskasoni. To make a happy home you have to have the hierarchy of needs met. All my needs are met in Mawita'mk Society and I know that cooking my own meals would be a luxury for me to some enemies. To complete a happy home I'll have to have security, safety and food. With all my needs met I could cook a good home cooked meal.  But I know that I have all my needs met at Mawita'mk Society. I just got to get them met when I'm on my own. Might be a chance with recovering from paranoid schizophrenia. My life have taken dark turns and twists that would kill a man. I know that I have a good home. I am happy to a point but I know that if I do move; it'll take another dark turn to my death. Real enemies don't tell you that they hate you. They corrupt you from the inside. I know that people here have anxieties about me talking about moving. They want me to be comfortab...

The Best is Yet to Come

Learning how trauma can impact our brains, our relationship dynamics and our body. I know that I've made it this far and have been learning myself to use coping skills when needed. How influences can have affect on my mind, how discriminations and prejudice can work itself into my belief systems. And become sticky and stuck where it is. There have to be a de-stigmatization process where we can unstuck types of discrimination and prejudice. Never made it as an innocent wise man, couldn't hustle like a poor man. I was learning with these classes there are types of stratification of types of discrimination in social reality. Truthological and ontological perspectives suggests that truth become a study of types of reality. Dimensions of hell and heaven, what lie works and what works for me. I know that I've experienced a lot over the years and Eskasoni is my hometown. But there are corruptors and manipulative ones too. They are convincible and argumentative. They all wanted m...

Progress, Not Perfection, Is Key

Measurable progress takes times, it's not perfection overnight. I know that I want to specialized in couple of Trades and businesses in We'koqma'q community. "Make measurable progress in reasonable time" Jim Rohn said that. And I know that baby steps is a slow progress sometimes, but that's working hard and doing what I need to do, to make measurably reasonable progress in due time. I've been sober for thirteen years and accomplished many things in my life; even though it's small accomplishments sometimes. Still small valuable victories can make changes much as small, valuable baby steps. It adds up and I know that I've learned to work steadily, focusedly and steadfastly. I am learning patience from Mawita'mk Society. I could say that I'm determined and motivated to live my life. I know that the power of ambition and the power of disciplined ambition can make measurable progress. I'm in progress of reading three books for comparable u...

Work, Employment and Economic Resources

Work is important because it gives us a sense of purpose, pride and a daily sense of accomplishment. We have job satisfaction and focus on the job. It disciplines you into being more physically efficient. There are health insurance and types of pay or fringe benefits like educational assistance, reimbursement, hourly or salary or commission or wage. Piecework pay, holiday pay, overtime pay and vacation pay if I get full-time employment from certain business in We'koqma'q community. Sick days pay too. Benefits of work versus Fringe Benefits is reasons why I should work. Health and regular paychecks, sense of purpose and pride, job satisfaction and sense of service, retirement savings and new skills, valuable socioeconomic connections and networking, discounts and perks, intellectual stimulations and challenges, a sense of cultural/Work-life identity, meeting new people. And accessing the community, work-life balance, sense of meaning and value, job satisfaction and feeling of ...

Types and Causes of Grief, Many Changes and A Growing Mind

I know that there is Compounded Grief, Complicated Grief, Regular Grief and other types of grief. It's a big change when one of our workers goes away. I've been living at Ni'kinen Group House for thirteen years. I got here since 2010 and I've been goal-minded on building a educational reputation, professional reputation and personal reputation in We'koqma'q community. I thought I'd always had Darren by my side.  With certain workers I thought will be at my side the longest, which they have been. I know that I've seen a few Mawita'mk Support Workers and one therapist changed their careers and environment. Hopefully they are happy and grow to a better lifestyle. Aspects of my knowledge could be worked on. And aspects of my physical fitness health could be worked on. I know that I've been at Mawita'mk Society for thirteen years and went through many changes. I know it was bittersweet living here with that unprocessed Grief. But now the spell t...