JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that I'd experienced racism, sexism and other forms of discrimination that I couldn't really defend myself against as a child. Luckily enough I had a biological mother that taught me the difference. A real father that took no bullshit and a tyrannical, toxic mainstream culture that didn't give two shits about a Indigenous child's situations. I couldn't learn life skills when I needed them. I couldn't really enjoy my financial independence because addicts in my life (teenagers and adults alike) have been financially abusing me since I got money. Learning that they have dominance because they are older, I knew it was cultural ageistic authority bias that they had against me.  I am hated and not liken by certain women/women. How do I know this? The way they treat me. Racism is an experience of embarrassment, hurt, shame for simply trying to carry a conversation on, targeted and focused on in a negative way. I like stigma-free ego-states because I know that d...

In this universe there is multifaceted sufferings in a multi-generational prejudicial way. I know that these stratifications have been partly because we are fighting good and evil on a superficial level. We are not neuroethically trying to figure out how we can use social psychology to the maximum, to be "evil" smart through literature and other works. How do we use resourceful beliefs (working beliefs) and useful suggestions in strength-based lifestyle? Imagine the depth and multifaceted, multi-generational prejudicial sufferings on an egocentric biased way where we only see one side of the argument. "This person hurt me" ego-state instead of having an epiphany of what to do. We'koqma'q community is way behind and so is many other rural, First Nation communities.  Eskasoni might have the best communal infrastructure. But do they have e-commerce computer systems and backups? I know that in Eskasoni people would scheme instead of work. They put all that work ...

Learning that there are level of relational persuasions and influence from the family hegemony because I know that I was under the level of controllability where I was learning obedience and discipline. I had to learn the value of obedience and discipline but they are saying that I cannot learn on my own. There are books about obedience and discipline. I know that I was forced to reveal my secrets because they love it when I fail. And learning that they are fucked up from Indian Day School, it's safe discovery that I am stronger and more independent than what their needs are. And knowing that I don't have any answers but my own, I know that things are complicated and I am grieving. I know that I don't have that kind of friendship where people want to but don't want to be known by me. I know that I love but everyone is twisted in their own way and I know that I was dysregulated and with dysfunctional family and friends.  There is a cost to heavy losses and I know that de...