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As Long As I Could Progress, Thrive and Outgrow Mawita'mk Society

Nobody wants to go against anyone because everyone here is peaceful. I know that I am accustomed to some earnings in personal wars. But I have to remember my strengths and powers of these wars. I know that at We'koqma'q community it is peacetime. But I know that Eskasoni inspires me to do stuff.  As long as I could progress, thrive and outgrow Mawita'mk Society I could feel comfortable with the option to move back home. I know how good I have it here, I just want to live my life how I see fit. But my real father doesn't believe in my independence nor does my stepfather. I'm against my fathers because I don't want to call this my "Forever Home". It's a temporary set back that has lasted for twelve years. I want to move back to my old hometown apartment. I want to live my life without my fathers. And I want to have my own incomes, full driver's license and job. I want to have everything and I'm pretty close to my goals. I just got to renew ...

Struggles of Friendships

There isn't no perfect friendship. There are common dysfunctional friends who want to learn a good way of living. I know that could be achieved through Dialectal Behavioral Therapy techniques and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy techniques, emotional literacy and emotional intelligence. I know that if they need all these coping skills they could practice being emotionally sober and productive. The science of relationship is done by Dr. John Gottman. And I know that Dr. Tian Dayton and Dr. Daniel Goleman are good works of psychology. I know that I live a psycho-spiritual warrior's life by reading daily philosophies, psychology, history, religion and art. I know that I have a good understanding of Dr. Carl Jung and Dr. Philip Zimbardo's works on psychology. I know that I have tons of reasons to read and understand what they are saying. Addictions Counseling has a wide variety of experiences. That's experiences in reading and a range of it too. If you want to be good at your...

Level of Education and Employability

Because I have a level of education and employability I think I might get a job anywhere. I hope that I could get my own car and place. I hope that I could bring my Mawita'mk life skills education. I know and accept my role in my own life. I know that I'm supposed to keep my apartment clean and tidy. But I know that now I could look for a good job. I have a college credential. But I don't think that will secure a job. I know that I don't get a job because of Mawita'mk manager. Still I want a part-time employment and get those Certificates from We'koqma'q Tim Hortons. I know that Mawita'mk Society wants to make it easy, comfortable and smooth. I could have that but I want to work while I'm on dialysis. I know that I have a good life here. My general doctor gave me up and I'm kind of glad about that. I mean I've lived here for twelve years and reaped the benefits of Mawita’mk Society. I know that I live Mawita’mk Society because we go out to ...

Glad How My Life Has Turned Out

Glad how my life turned out to be because I got way more options and opportunities in We'koqma'q community than I did in Eskasoni. But I don't know my options and opportunities in Eskasoni. But I'm glad that I've had the life I've lived because the way it turned out to be was awesome. Because I have a flatscreen TV with DVD player and a few HMDIs. I know that I could hook up my Playstation 4 and my Playstation 2 with a adapter for Playstation 2 and regular cords of Playstation 4. I always hoped that I could make it at that home in 74th street apartment. I know at Mawita'mk Society is much safer and secured. I know that I don't have to worry about my things in my bedroom. And I don't have to worry about anyone stealing anything here. I feel rich with life experiences here and I know that I've been here for twelve years reaping the benefits of Mawita’mk Society. I just feel so glad. Glad how my life has turned out because I have way more stuff an...

Being Successful, Accomplished and Thriving

Being successful, accomplished and thriving in Mawita'mk Society is all good and everything. Yes, it covers my needs but I need to go for my wants and needs. I know that Mawita'mk Society is my extended family but I have an adopted family who wants me to stay here. I know that I have been learning about the psychology of relationships, the science of it and learning about important questions with dating. I feel that I just want to know all this and incorporate some of it onto a creative solutions for my own theories. I know that I have been learning about the true history and philosophy of psychology. And I'd learnt about Dr. Tian Dayton's emotional literacy. I see going out as a duty, a real chore to get ready for meeting people because I have to put my best step forward. I would rather go Eskasoni or movies or pool hall or bowling alleys by myself and have a good time there. I know that I would want to get some friends and try to enjoy myself. But they all have kids...

How Peace is Serving Me

How peace is serving me is by granting me the opportunity to develop from Books and eBooks and magazines. I know that I could spend my time reading but I want to scheduled out my day with a strict Activity Schedule. I want to sweat during the day and I hope that I could get a good momentum going or rhythm with the grooves of fitness training and reading. I hope that I could develop something of a good evening schedule for reading and a good morning and afternoon doing what I need to do for exercises and walking on the treadmill. I know that I had no proud woman of love. Like Commander Worf did when he had his lovers. I know that I want a interesting woman who isn't average. I want a proud woman who has accomplished a lot in her life and respects my independence. A independent, proud woman who has done everything. I am an experienced bachelor and tradesman.  I have experience in driving, construction and upgrading. I know that I want a proud woman who has sky dived, scuba, surfed,...

What I've Lost and Gain Over the Years

What I've lost and gain over the years have made me realize I need a wife. My dark mind cannot be anywhere near my stepfather's and real father's level of darkness. I know that they haven't been able to reach me but I cannot beat my uncles', my fathers' and my aunties' level of darkness. I know that I couldn't really secure fidelity with a good woman because I don't know any. And if there was any good woman I don't think she would be a virgin. Most women are experienced and have Life experiences. They wouldn't care about my feelings because I never had any lover I want and need. Whatever I could provide for myself she cannot provide for but sex, intimacy and touching. I don't need a woman financially. Finance just raises too many questions. And I cannot trust anyone because I'm diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. My trust has to be handled with care. I had my fair shares of women. All the things I had I was taught to be pro-active. I ...