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Specialization in Home-building

Mawita'mk Society and my step parents are specialists in home-building. They could make any home into a good, happy and all-inclusive home. My step parents have figured out the egalitarian balance between their shared partnerships. Accepted it and kept it together ever since for the kids. My step mother is strong and she has put up with a lot of shit back in the day. My stepmother have believed in no spanking the kids and reached out and reason with us. But she also held me back and I couldn't really enjoy my teen years. I know that I wanted to live my life without any troubles. But I don't think I'm connecting with my nieces and nephews the way an uncle should. My examples of uncles have been questionable at best. I have mastered the English language and hopefully I can pass that on to my nieces and nephews. How I was taught by Joe MacKenzie was good. Childhood has been the felt knowledge and I want them to master what they are growing into. I know that my multi-step...

Relaxed, Accomplished and Have Everything

I know that I want to be in my old apartment. Relaxed on my computer, accomplished with what I wanted to in my life and have everything organized, neat and clean. In my 74th street apartment, relaxed, accomplished and having everything I ever wanted in my life so I'd imagined.  That's how I want to live my life. With a relaxed disposition on my computer, wondering what I could do next in my life. And posting pictures of my life through my smartphone, computer camera, laptop and Samsung Tablet. I want to be able to pay for my electronics and my Playstation consoles.  And my WiFi capabilities and my Eskasoni Communication bundle on my Horseshoe Drive Apartment. These are the reasons I want to get my fitness. To have money in my bank, to have my fitness, to get my car, to get my second transplant kidney and to graduate a few times from different programs. I know that I have been living in a good way where I had to develop routines and build habits. I have books to help me out i...

Domestication (Life Skills versus not learning)

I am a beast in ways. I don't have any home to go to and I don't have any sober friends. Nobody came to visit me while I was here for thirteen years. And I know that I'm not valued, loved and appreciated because I haven't done anything to my friends' lives. I haven't been impactful in any way. I couldn't do much in my life but I know that I've done so much during the thirteen years I have been here. It seems there isn't any prejudice preventing me from reaching my goals. I'm not being foolish, I'm kind of learning from Mawita'mk Society and family about domestication or house and yard life skills. Feeling like I've learned from a rich resources like Mawita'mk Society, family and Schools, Colleges and Universities. My new normal is graduations from NSCC ALP and NSCC Construction Trades Labor program, Unama'ki Driving School, We'koqma'q Adult Essential Skills Enhancement program and a few others. I know that I'm go...

My Abstract Thinking part 1

I am a Virgo, educated Tradesman. My abstract thinking already have a systematic and analytically practiced and disciplined thinking and habits of things to do. I see the bigger picture and I have a philosophical tendency to my abstract thinking. Abstract thinking is getting the concepts and ideas without concrete thinking. Practiced abstract thinking is creating no matter what. They haven't killed my creativity and intelligence. I hate Darren and Kendra because they are concrete thinkers. They won't allow me to think in abstract thinking. They love controlling situations and things in a two dimensional way. I know that he loves to humiliate me because I don't have any physical strength or martial prowess. This is my punishment for being at Mawita'mk Society: having no abstract thinking. In a stigma free environment where professional have to be distant. I know that I am still not wanting to get close to these people. I want haven't been able to secure any informa...

Figurin' My Romance Out

I want a woman that is willing to talk with me instead offering me sex as a basis for a good quality relationship. I'm dating and I am learning about women, dating and bidding. Hopefully I can be a good boyfriend or partner and have a lot of good conversations about aesthetics or the philosophy of the value, criteria and standards of beauty. Axiology and other philosophical works, and science and psychology. The aesthetics of women is what they present themselves. I know that through conversations and getting an emotional connection with a good woman. I could learn much about a woman's interests, wants in a man and what she knows about dating. A lot of women don't know dating etiquette or what a date is. I know what it is, it's going out with a woman or man, depending on who you are. And choosing a shared activity together and learning about each other. I am an real simple man. I want to have a fulfilling and successful life where I can fulfill my purpose, have extens...

What's An Enemy These Days

Eskasoni is highly politicized and divided. And there is a lot of violence and discriminations based on many grounds. In this toxic, indiscriminate world of addictions and discriminations I have to be responsible. I knew that a real employment would have fringe benefits. But there isn't any real employment. I know that I'm still learning and growing personally accustomed to living at Mawita'mk Society. That's because there is so much to do at Mawita'mk Society I'm constantly eating, walking and working, reading, writing and playing music or video games. My options are endless. But if I do move I run the risk of thefts, traumas, malnourishment, lack of routine, larcenies, home invasions, addicts and bad environment. I know that I've experienced traumas because I've been through hell and build resilience and made my hell. But Mawita'mk Society. They have been helping out with everything. Waking me up and getting me ready. But I know if I was on my ow...