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New/Old Dynamics of Family, Friends and Others: New Waters but Familiar Ponds

Learning new dynamics in my life, it kind of triggered a couple of memories. Knowing that I've needed help in the worst way. I know that I had a lot of good reasons to stay with my step parents. First off they were reasonable concern for me but I know that I had a financial system in the house. I have family that hates me; it's a small portion but they hate me. And than I have family that's wants me to earn a good living. In Eskasoni I know that work life isn't perfect but I know that a good job can provide a sense of purpose, pride, job satisfaction and feeling of contribution to a community. I could live my life where I have a scheduled mind. I know that the power of discipline can provide a good life in routines, habits and self control. Accepting the fact that chores are a lifelong duty to a household. I know that freedom isn't freedom because I got no financial independence. New and old dynamics in a relationship has been something. I know that I have distant...

New Job at Mawita'mk Work Program

Truth is out there and people have been acknowledging, validating and supporting others in their lives. In this world where the youngsters are picking up the slack of our generation. I know that I have to play a pivotal role in their development of this and that, weal and woe, and hopefully successes. I got a new job doing maintenance work and building, landscaping and gardening. Hopefully I can get something going for me with Apprenticeship Certificates. I know that I have a good job and I just gotta logged the hours in my logbook that I used for my NSCC Construction Trades Labor program. Hopefully I can have a really good pay day with this kind of job. Knowing that I have building experience and landscaping experience in my teenage years with my stepfather, have NSCC Construction Trades Labor program in 2015/16 and had a good life in We'koqma'q community. People say that I wanted to experience life. I wanted my life ideally simplistic. I know that with the Morrison family o...

Facebook as a Public Forum

Learning Facebook as a public forum. I've learnt a lot over the years with Facebook that I couldn't say certain things because family would hack, sneak or manipulate their way into my account. Everyone has lied, benefited from me and gotten their way because I didn't stand up for myself. I know that people wanted to keep Facebook as a public forum because they could keep arguing. Now and these days we don't have much choices in developing our personal stories because of Prime Minister Justin Trudeau determines whether who talks and who says what. Knowing that's how my step family did the damage control over the years. I know that they wouldn't want responsibility for their actions because they didn't want me at full power. I know that my siblings gets to decide whether or not I get to move out or do whatever. Rosie says it than it's approved. Knowing that my Facebook account isn't mine to begin with. They only wanted me to have a mental illness bec...

Higher, Richer, Better in Terms of Love, Personal Development, and More

Learning that I want marriage, I know that in reality there are a few good women that I could try out on. I know that I have a good-looking caramel skin. I just need to put some muscles on it and get in shape. I have a little  motivation, determination and workethic, and direction where I want to have a few businesses under my name, have a few graduations under my belt, and become fully licensed driver while I get a good woman. Eight simple dates and a good conversation in terms of love and respect for each other. I know that I want to fuck a few ladies in mind. I was traumatized and malnourished, I was dysregulated and unprocessed traumas now is my biological mother's story.  But I know that a relationship is hard work. Which I know that my Bibles for relationship is Dr. John Gottman and Dr. Julie Schartz Gottman. Hopefully I can get a woman that dealt with her traumas and addictions. I want to do this eternal companionship/partnership the right way, I want to do this relatio...

Life Is Really Good pt 1

I have a good life here. I have a lot of good reasons, experience, evidences and examples of staying here. Knowing that I could specialize in anything. I know that I could get my three trades or 4. Specialize in those and it would definitely depend on what I'm practicing at the time. I know that a professional portfolio is an evidence-based and examples of my level of education, training and driving level. I know that I could learn trade business through Nova Scotia Apprenticeship Agency, through the Apprenticeship program. And ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute courses. I know that NSCC Community College is a good school. And I know that I could get my credentials from NSCC Community College, Nova Scotia Apprenticeship Agency, and ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute. First I have to graduate from Nova Scotia Graduated Driver's Licensing Program and Unama'ki College. Hopefully I can maintain a good job through landscaping and gardening. I know that I have a lo...

The Ideal Candidate

What makes for an ideal candidate for a lover, a partner and a husband? I don't mess around with Dr. John Gottman and associates. I know that I want to get all his books on dating, marriage and relationships. I have Eight Dates, The Relationship Cure, What Makes Love Last and the audiobook Fight Right by Dr. Julie Schartz Gottman and Dr. John Gottman. Having the Love Prescription book and Eight Dates, I know that women wants me to have a deepen intimate and passionate understanding of love. But people online don't match their information. And learning that it's just a money-grabber/attention-grabber and learning that people online are shady. People want to cat-phish ya with every possible entrapmental situations. Differences is the common thing these days; just depends on if you accept or not. One-sided limerence is because of sexual myths. One-sided limerence is my common story of certain girls, teens and women.  Learning and reading books like The Myth of Normal and dis...