JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that I've been learning that it takes patience and focus, a inner calm to read something about relationships. I have to see my opportunities in life and have my mind open to new possibilities of dating and fucking. I know that I don't want to be used and unappealing. I know that's been my problem all along. I couldn't get the women because I wasn't attractive enough. I know it's bad timing and I have nothing checked off.  Feeling like I've never been in any relationship but I had sex partners. My fear is losing out on opportunities. And I'm stuck with nothing but a good masturbation. Feeling like I was looking in all the wrong places and people for love. Dating is an exciting thing but it's work. I just go for the fucking. I know that I have to live at Mawita'mk Society because it's safer and better support services. They cook a good meal and I know that I'm welcomed here. I know that I want to fall in love with someone. But I cann...

I want a rocker chick and a poetess. Hopefully I can simply live my life with a rocker chick. I don't know what she has to bring to the table but I know that I am ideally simple. I know that everything at Mawita'mk Society is organized and cleaned almost every day. I know that with the level of standards of quality of the clean and organization. I could practice that in Eskasoni if I want. Yeah Darren said I have weaknesses and need support. But I always try to match the standards of Mawita'mk Society's care and support. And outgrow them through my own desires to get out of here. I know that I could master my life but I know that I need my own place. Nobody's giving me a place because of Mawita'mk Society. Feeling like I'm trapped because family don't approve of me living by myself. I know that here I don't have to worry about three meals a day. But do worry about my independence and wanting to get my own place in Eskasoni. Not those Mawita'mk Su...

I know that I have been critical. But Mawita'mk Society has been supportive in my goals when I first came here. I know that I have to be strong and independent, tough and powerful. I have to do this leadership right and make my life workable in ways of having my own thinking on my own. The power of my own thoughts to motivate my own ass. I know that I am under certain influences at Mawita'mk Society and I have to stop them from doing what they do to my mind. I know that I have been through different dimensions of hell through different mad stages. I know that nobody wanted me to have any sexual conquest. Well if I had friends with benefits maybe I could be a little happy. I know that I don't qualify for any relationship experiences but it seems that everyone is choosy. If they want sexual conquest they would go out and get it. I know that I don't go out and get it. I know that I want to try to get sexual partners every night. I know that I want to go exploring dating th...

I know that I had some kind of benefits of two fathers. I know that I had been lucky with two fathers. I know that I wanted to graduate from Eskasoni High School. I wanted to get my driver's license and get a good job. Now I can because I got my ALP diploma and trade. I know that I got my expired Beginner's license and Unama'ki Driving Certificate. I know that I got a few credentials hanging up on my wall. I know that I don't get dates because I am in a group home. The Relationship Quality I had with my real dad and stepfather is totally different. There are a few factors, styles and determinants that both relationships were beneficial. Financially, emotionally, disciplinarily, economically, spiritually and with core beliefs and values. I have fought through worst hells than what you could imagine. My childhood was tainted with the traumas and experience of an child addict. It's not a reflection of what my hometown could've done to prevent it. My story is about ...

I want to be able to drive back to the old apartment in 74th street. I want to have my Red Seal papers in cooking, few job experiences in We'koqma'q community and education from Cape Breton University with Bachelor of Arts, Bachelor of Social Work degree. Nova Scotia Community College Cooking Certificate program and NSCC Baking and Pastry Art Certificate program.  And ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute. I hope that I could be good at every job I take up. I know that I want to work per house. I want to build muscular physical endurance, cardio at Mawita'mk Society, a few job experiences to show I can do it and drive when I want to. I want to have that kind of independent choices to choose who I drive and who I don't have to drive. When I get all these professional credentials and add stuff to my portfolios, LinkedIn account and Facebook. I hope that if I do get that far and have my full driver's license, fitness and car. I hope that I could appreciate how Mawi...

Bullies seek out the weak and vulnerable. Knowing that Vickie is like that and don't show any respect for my physical weakness. I know that I have to be tough because she needs tough loving. Being that she comes from a psycho mother and, by the sound of it a mean-spirited family. I know that I don't have any respect from her. She don't have to take it out on me. I know that I have to practice forbearance and composure when I'm around her. I have to be emotionally aware and have that emotional intelligence about her. I know that she is bipolar and rude, she is cruel and crude, she is vulgar and mean-spirited. So I have to deal with that at Mawita'mk Society. My aunties don't care for that and I know that I want to be left alone. She is nosy and too ne'li'kwat about the whole thing. I know that I want my privacy, solitude, independence and living my life my way, away from her Ne'lek ass. Feeling like I want to live my life without my dad. Knowing that ...

I know that I'd been mindful in a psychotherapeutic way. I'd practiced a simple life in a mindful kind of way. I don't enjoy sex on a regular basis. My idealistic simple way is to enjoy music, books about psychological works, books about philosophical works. Enjoy my video games and pornography. Have a good time learning with the pleasure of masturbation. I know that I don't require much and I know that I could feed myself. I know that I'd missed my opportunities to enjoy my sexuality on a regular basis. I know that I have to practice forbearance in a simple life. I hadn't my heart broken. I hadn't had different women every night. No one night standers or sexual conquest. I know that I'm happy with what I have. The miserable outlook is that I'd missed a chunk of time of having sex with women. Being an experienced Indigenous descendant bachelor. I know that I'd missed my opportunities in my past. That's because no woman would want me or go for...

I could maintain a walk for an hour I'll be fine. I just got to re-start my walking pattern up in this community. And make it homey by doing pop bottle and garbage removal. I want to volunteer for this community by doing Independent service or volunteer service to clean this place up. I want to have volunteer work with Eskasoni and We'koqma'q community. I want to have work experience with Eskasoni and We'koqma'q community like the amount of volunteer work experience I could get. My father would want me to have a professional and volunteer schedule like that. I hope that I could make my own volunteer and professional schedule up when I do get my computer running off of Mawita'mk WiFi. I know that I have work experiences in Eskasoni. Feeling that I've taken some monies from family. And I know that I was gonna be chosen to have a job with Eskasoni. I know that I have work experience in Eskasoni and We'koqma'q. I know that I want to move back home but I ...