JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that Mawita'mk Society was supposed to be a temporary place. I'm something of a polymath, polyhistor, philomath and polyglot. I know that I want my thoughts deep into psychology and be a philomathic, polymathic, polyhistoric kind of polyglot into the history of psychological history. I know that I need to get serious about studying my books and online stuff. I got my English vocabulary through an old dictionary. Mawita'mk Society was supposed to be a temporary home but it transformed my view on Mawita'mk Society. I know that I have to build my walking legs up and build my chest muscles, my arm muscles and shoulders muscles up. I know that I was supposed to be here until I get everything I need for independent life. Ever since I came here I was measurably controlled, managed and monitored in every way. I know that my sense of independence and survival wasn't depended on Mawita'mk. I don't have any women wanting me because everyone wants to discrimina...

My exhortations for doing good have been ignored. I know that I have full control of my own mind. I am extremely independent and I want to be thriving on my own. With the knowledge we possess in our modern times, I know that we are learning the importance of the neurobiology of parent/child loving and caring. With the Myth of Normal I'm learning a way of being in an unconditional loving place.  How to speak the children's language and learn what they mean. I know that I love my nieces and nephews, I know that I love my siblings and uncles and aunts. I know that family pride in my teachings. A child needs emotional strength from a parent. She or he needs that concreteness of faith and love. To be unconditionally loved, unstressed, strong and from beingness. My nieces and nephews, I could learn how to emotionally attuned to them. I think I am emotionally attuned to them? I don't think I'm completely independent. I am looking for truths and facts, the very foundation of ...

I have forgiven my abusers and I put all that to rest. I don't want to deal with that anymore. Anyways personalized leadership versus personal leadership. That's been a topic of discourse in power. I cannot talk about it because I don't want to. I am simple, single and real. I keep my peace by not letting toxic women ruin my peace, harmony and happiness. Of deservingly so I want to thrive and work on myself through books and self help kinds of books. Educational experiences I've had was beneficial in ways where they'd prepared me well for a life I was going to have. Being comfortable with being independent is enjoying the perks, benefits, goals and accomplishments in my life. I know that I had a good life We'koqma'q community. Feeling like I am not doing what I need to work on is something that I need to get over because I have a whole physical fitness health to work on. Mike MacInnis is rushing things along and I know that I have need slowly learning. My ...

Personal powers or personal leadership is where you manage your position on the shit test. I know that I haven't been doing my part because I know that I don't fit into the ideals and principles of Mawita'mk Society. I know that I want my own ideals and principles of personal independence and standards of leadership. Feeling like I have to take my pride and joy in my current family situation. I know that situational awareness can have its affect on me. Being that knowledgeable and not embracing how this place is, I know that it's part of me now and I have to embrace that side because I don't have any choices. Having my own personal independence and standards of personal leadership would have me cornered like a little runt. My position on my own innocence is that I'm not innocent because I have my own hometown. I know that they know and I know that I'm stuck where I'm at. Wondering how my life would be like if I'd stayed in Eskasoni? Wondering what ...

Wondering how my life would be if I'd moved back home, mentally healthy and sane, physically in shape and willing to work? Mawita'mk Society wants executive decision-making powers over me. They sneak it in and they know what they are doing to me. Making me want to stay because I don't have any job security or healthy kidneys to begin with. I'm controlled where I don't have any choice to be employable at. Mawita'mk Society determines everything for me. I know that I'm stuck here because family don't want me to enjoy my life thriving or anything good. I wonder what my chances would be like with my level of education and employability in Eskasoni, my cultural hometown where I was raised. I wonder what kind of life I would create, build and grow in my hometown apartment? Self control means to use the powers and faculties of my own mind in accordance of my will. I am still recovering and recuperating. I have to recover from mental illness and live my life t...