JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

My step uncles are so pettily wrong that they wouldn't admit they are wrong, even though they are wrong. My step uncles hate me because they wanted young people's sex happening. So that way I cannot say anything about the sexism that these ladies do. The ladies control my emotions like how my step uncles do. And expect a normal perspective of things. They'd dysregulated my mind, they'd traumatized me, they'd malnourished me, these people hate me so much that I didn't have the emotional rights to get angry towards them. I couldn't defend myself properly because that's how hated I am with certain people. Even my cousin Ray. The forced shared feelings that these supposed righteous bitches had over me was because neuroethically they didn't want to leave me alone. During my time in Eskasoni these bitches have affected my self esteem and my sexual self development. My stepfather tried to tell me that I shouldn't be socializing with these kinds of wom...

I'm working on my fitness. I know that it took a post to finally motivate the Mawita'mk Support Workers to help me in my life. I know that I had renal dialysis for 4 years of my childhood and than got my first transplant kidney at the age of 14. Knowing that I had to get in shape and do something like fitness; I know that I had my stepfather and stepmother to the rescues; including my step grandmother. It's my fifth week doing the workout plan. If there was a storm I would have the day off. And learning, experiencing and getting to the fitness goal of getting moving with different workouts. I know that I could date my progression and evolution of my body because I've went through so many weight changes during my life time. Knowing that getting in shape is just another reason again to get healthy. I know that I've been through this before. Learning, experiencing and getting moving again. I am determined and motivated; with a good sense of purpose, direction and tim...

The power to create the social construct known as the "Enemy", or "other" have been a distancing kind of experience of such proportion of dehumanization; that the "enemy" is met with such sadistic cruelty that the thought of meeting the person disgusts you. The idea that you hate me because I am a criminal or nerd, is because you have use the term nerd, or bad guy in ways where you could watch such misfortunes of the "otherness" could be funny. An "enemy" is someone so evil that they will harm a person because of the social gap. The dehumanization is extreme prejudicial distinctions and treatments of such people that you could mulitate, harm or torture the person. As long there is ignorance and this depth of social gap. Suicidal righteousness isn't a thing until the misery is so great that you don't have any other choices. I've tolerated such degrees. Morality issues is that I have to deal with my guilt in a fashion that ...

In this socio-economic reality we could have a free lifestyle where you are living off the land. And have a paying kind of lifestyle. We all have options in this socio-economic reality; bartering, bargaining, negotiating, gift economy and sustenance economy and subsistence economy. Knowing that barter is part of all two economies. I know that's how I was living; subsistence economy. There are way more economies in this world. And how you make a deal, bargain or sell, is how you gonna work. Types of pay depends on types of job. You could have wages with vacation pays, fringe benefits, perks, overtime pays, holiday pays and bonuses at the end of the year. Just an example of minimum wage full-time employment benefits. There is base pay, salary, commissions, piecework and royalties. Which are examples of certain pays. With a salary or commission comes contractual agreement. In this job market though, that socio-economic reality is to earn money, spend money. I was living in subsisten...

I hadn't dated or had sex in fourteen years. Considering that I don't have that kind of attention or attractiveness to me. I know that I have to work on myself. Got persistent people telling me that I'm gay. I know that I'm attracted to women that don't want anything to do with me. But I want to have them and learning to get'em is harder than getting money. I know that being assertive, self-assured and leading the conversation is something that I could do. I know that I should have an upbeat, fun topics to talk about. And have a good sense of humor to go with my conversations. I know that confidence is a good thing. I could educate myself in picking up girls. Learning that hypergamy is a thing. I know that money speaks volumes; so does muscles and protective instincts of man. A woman is something that I have to learn to attract on my own. Knowing that women aren't interested in paranoid schizophrenics. I know that I cannot recover from this mental illness ...