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Stuck For Now

I am filled with a deep debt of appreciation, love and happiness that Mawita'mk Society is up since 2007. That is a 14 years of service and love. They truly have a passion for helping out other people. I know that I have a profound love for the cultural, historical and religious aspects of Mawita'mk Society. I know that I could relish in the fact that this place is returning to its traditional roots. I want to learn specialty diets and traditional cooking. And commercial kitchen cooking. Mawita'mk Work Center building could teach such things. I want to get used of daily regular work where I stay busy morning until 4 pm with plumbing profession. I want to get a good service to We'koqma'q community because I want to build a good, reasonable income of my profession. And thrive in this community where I have enough money to get my full driver's license, truck and credentials. I want to get my own truck and have my life in service to We'koqma'q community wh...

Statues of Freedom, Democracy and Reconciliation

There should be a statue of freedom, democracy and Reconciliation where the old Cornallis statue used to be. If they want a statue they could depict Justin Trudeau with the Assembly of First Nation national Chief, the Congress of Aboriginal Peoples' national Chief, Native Council of Nova Scotia Chief and President, Assembly of Nova Scotia Mi'kmaq Chiefs and Grand Council's Grand Chief as equals. Celebrating their contributions and struggles as First Nations. I want this statue in Halifax to depict the Premier, Indigenous-Crown Minister and Prime Minister Justin Trudeau as equals with these chiefs. I know that I would be very excited to see that with Halifax's Memorial Statue. I see that they torn down some statues and in the statue-making business, they should make a statue of freedom, democracy and Reconciliation where they depict a lot. I know that I want to see the old statues torn down everywhere in Canada. And have a new ones for freedom, democracy and Reconcilia...

If I Was Brave and Smart

If I was brave and smart I would've been very productive in making music, taking business up and having a good understanding of business. I know that I would've been living with a good amount of money, investing in apartment buildings and service.  If I had my driver's license and Eskasoni High School diploma, maybe I could've had a good trade business and live my life with a thriving business. I know that I need to live my life in a productive regular basis way where I could thrive and work. I know that I could've had my own trade business in plumbing, cleaning and cooking. I could've lived in my own incomes and benefits if I had my own Eskasoni High School diploma and driver's license. Yes, I have so much accomplished in my time in We'koqma'q community. But I know that I could've had a lot of careers and hustles. I know that I could've spent my days getting used of hard work on a regular daily basis. If I was brave and smart I would'v...

As Long As I Can Thrive, I'll Stay

I know that I have been thriving in We'koqma'q community for some time now. I have enjoyed their TV cable, WiFi, Netflix and other things. I know that I have been living here with the intend to move back home. But when I do come to think of it, there is utterly nothing left for me other than a grave. I don't have any lovers from there. I didn't get my ALP diploma in there. I didn't get my trade or Beginner's license there. I didn't get my Unama'ki Driving Certificate. I mean what do I have that is left there other than enemies? I know that I got friends and family. But they are way too dysfunctional to consider healthy. I couldn't get a decent rides out of any of them. And I couldn't really get comforts in my own place. I even think that they are at fault with certain things that have happened in my home. I know that I couldn't really live in Eskasoni without somebody asking me if they could come in. Or somebody knocking my head around. I n...

Usurpers of Personal Powers

I know that I've been through a lot and had many usurpers of personal powers in my time. People that have beaten me down and took what they wanted. I know that Mawita'mk Society isn't like that. They help out and say things with finesse and skill. They know how to say things that won't offend me.  My memory issue and reflex timing is something that I have to consider, when considering driving. I know that I need to have cat-like reflexes and a good memory. Feeling that I've been living with this group home for eleven long happy years, I say that they've earned my trust. But I am an paranoid schizophrenic that is medicated and in a good place. I have no problems with Mawita'mk Society other than egalitarian ideas. I know that I respect my elders but don't have to respect people that are power-craving at my age. I know that I'm still learning to deal with them. I haven't forgotten my roots. I know that I have Gangsta rap music, Rock and Roll, Hea...

The Perspectives of a Challenge

The perspectives of a challenge is something that my uncle Dodo thrives off of. I know that he wants to let me down gently, with no job prospects or professions. I know that I had to suffer it out while I was in Eskasoni. They all made my sufferings special. I wanted to build my own happy home in Eskasoni with a job, full driver's license and truck. I hoped that I could get employment in Eskasoni but I don't have any favors. I am not liked there and I'll be stuck in the limbo of dependency, stagnation and reliance on welfare. I'm not the favorite because I'm not that great. I haven't gotten my Eskasoni High School diploma. My stepfather never wanted me to thrive on my own. I know this because he wanted a good life in a dependent way. I knew this because I was extremely independent when I was a child. I know that I don't want to blame him for a driving reason. But that's my blame. I know that I wasn't the perfect teen or child. I know that I had eve...

Apologize

Looking like an asshole, I know that I'd learned much as I can after the heavy regrets. I was a child addict back in 1989/1990. I know that in my early childhood I was learning concepts that made the commonest kid seem dumb. I know that I am an nerd by nature and I enjoy being a social nerd. My biological mother taught me to be social and open-minded. Feeling that I've learned much as I can about the culture, tradition, customs and etiquette. I'd learned grammar from everyone and I'd learned how to enjoy learning from my stepfather. I was ashamed and angry because of so much. I know that if I could take these blogs and make an autobiography out of them. I could be a something of a good writer for my blogs and write an autobiography. I apologize if I do sound like an asshole. I want to be elegant like Socrates or Plato. I want to be a skilled writer. And work within my knowing. Feeling that I am a stranger to the courts of law. I know that I want my books therapeutic a...

Brave but Smart

If I was brave but smart I would wait until I get a second kidney to move out. Or wait until I get a second kidney, my full driver's license and BA degree to move out. I should continue to make a good life in We'koqma'q community because I have my Playstation consoles, my Unama'ki Driving Certificate, my ALP diploma, my trade and couple of credentials. I have my Xbox 360 console and video games from all those gaming consoles. I remember the Y2K new years. We survived and computers kept going. I was all partied out and I had to go back to school. I dropped out because I thought it wouldn't mattered but I had to take TEC classes and get my ALP diploma. Which I have and which I got my trade in 2016. I know that I got my Beginner's license in 2018 and it was two years before it would expired. So, one more stage was added and I was doing pretty good. I know that Connie was overly critical but right. I know that I was in that apartment for 4 years, working with We...