JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

Heaven is a happy place, a spiritual home where good food is at, all my things are at in a neat and tidied way. And a good smelling place where I have spiritual protection, emotional safety, physical measures of security. A place where I feel that my biological mother and biological father is at. With every thing I've read in my life, I am learning the spiritual protection for knowing certain things. I know that a happy, psycho-spiritual home has two biological parents, my brothers that welcome me in the great unknown. And the righteous path of thinking that Dodo have put in me. I know that I spoke out of hatred. And I'm sorry but heaven is a place of forgiveness, acceptance, moving on and having fun with step family, family and friends that have passed to the beyond. I believe that I have two interpretations of a homey heaven. Cooking of food, eating of food with family and friends. Having a spine to humbly accept and being emotionally safe and intelligent enough not to kick a...

There isn't just bad things in Eskasoni. Dodo may have made me think that people hate me and he may gotten away with moral cowardice all those years in my youth. I know that people care and love but have the capacity for evil too. I know that in Eskasoni I have a large gamut of foundational knowledge. But I knew very little about other people's lives and social brains. I know that I had to move to get my level of education, training and driving level where I could thrive on the outside of the community. Learning that racism exist in outside professionalism and other areas of the job market. My job market value isn't close to a consistent daily basis of habitual thinking and physical routine. I don't have a long career in my life where I enjoyed fringe benefits. But I do have Mawita'mk Benefits. I get transportation cost through Eskasoni Community Health Center. I get seasonal clothing checks and with that I could buy shoes if I don't need clothes. Learning how ...

Mawita'mk Society is a good place but some workers are strict for many reasons. I know that I need to work on my communication with some relationships I have. My friends have been more than supportive and encouraging. My friends don't want me to move back and so doesn't my family because I am diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. I know that when I'm grumpy and hungry I want to go underground or simply leave the presence of certain people. My family haven't taught me to be defenseless and blindly amenable, they taught me to have the spine to accept and be humble to accept my crimes. I know that is the sober path I have to take in We'koqma'q First Nation because I am still wanting faith to guide me. I'd studied hells and multiversal dimensions of hells (social psychiatry).  The Morrison family, certain family members have wanted to know the truths of my past when it came to Donald J. Morrison and my biological mother, Diane Mae Morrison. Yeah she lied and die...

My biological mother taught me virtues, strengths, coping skills, techniques and told me how to deal with certain things. I was taught tolerance, the philosophy of tolerance, acceptance and the psychology of acceptance and open-mindedness, AA sayings and proverbs. I know that I was taught to have a positive concern for others, to lift each other up and to celebrate the small victories. I know it sounds like schizophrenic needs but AA and NA and stuff like that have been teaching tolerance, acceptance, endurance, performance, perseverance, forbearance and temperance. How to take the blow of responsibility of my crimes, how to have a faith of Redemptive works, how to build a happy home, how to work on my accountability when needed. Eskasoni Rehab has taught me so much valuable virtues, philosophies, psychological works and perspectives, and how to keep it deeply real but simple.  I was taught Mi'kmaq psycho-culturological science of doing the culture right. And learning this I've...

Old school cannot distinguish abuses from discriminations. Stuck inside of a routine and lifestyle where I did not have any driving experience, teenage work experience and graduations in Eskasoni. I am stuck at a place because everyone else rumored and gossiped. And I know that I don't have any real powers because I cannot remember how things were. To volitionally decide who to believe in and who I should follow. I know that I have been this intellectual authority, anti-authority and independent thinker in ways. Old school have gave me a foundational living knowledge. But I do know that I am hated so much that they are willing to prove that they don't have any hate because they are innocent. Stuck up little bitches and psycho little inconsiderate brats. People are willing to prove that no matter what I should've been innocent in my childhood addictions. Knowing that people don't want to understand. I know that they cannot have any empathy and compassion without underst...

Learning how words can affect people through my granny. I know that a blog can represent the life of an Indigenous descendant nerd bachelor through words. I know that my heart is broken and in that pain I want to spite everyone. But I've been through this before and I know that tragedies I've suffered, to losses and grief. I know that I've suffered for pointless punitive reasons. There wasn't any real moral outcomes other than the cycle of vengeance, hypersexuality and addictions. In the world of addictions I've been the responsible, functional addict who was discriminated against and lied to; that I couldn't work as a addict. I know that I wasn't that much of an drinker, learning moderation and monetary management through Rob Shipley. I know that he wanted control over my money. I know that Rosie took my ability to be decisive and strong without support. I know that people in Eskasoni took my attention from my goals. She has dissuaded me from my sense of p...