JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

Staying here and building a little life here I could get used of living here. Building a career, having a milestone like getting my second transplant kidney and having my fitness. I know that I've gained weight over the winter and I know that I walk a lot during the spring. But I know that I'm not free to be an independent adult yet, I have talked about my issues of not having sex here. I know that I'm on Tinder and I know that I cannot bring a woman to my bedroom. But nothing that I say will change the rules and regulations of these people because I don't have any personal powers. I know that I don't get much time to myself at times. And I know that I want to have freedom to talk about any subjects that I want. As a descendant of Indian Residential School survivors I have faced great opposition towards talking about sexual health. I know that I enjoy reading in a way, I take great interest in DBT(Dialectal Behavioral Therapy) and CBT(Cognitive Behavioral Therapy)...

I don't get the woman I want but that's life. I know that I have accomplished so much in We'koqma'q community. I know that I have a good life at Mawita'mk Society but I hadn't date at all. That's life and I have to take the bad with the good. I know that I have to accept all walks of life and have a good understanding of the seven sacred teachings in my life, alongside with understanding coping skills in my life. Using them and applying them in my life. The psycho-situational issues of a long-term neglect, malnourishment and addictions. Going through different stages of traumas and grief. I know that I had a good life in ways but I could've live without the beatdowns and hypersexuality. I could make a life here worth living with vitality, energy and personal growth. I know that my future personal growth will change me in ways of being productive and thriving. I wouldn't mind being an Accredited Addiction Counselor for We'koqma'q. And a Judo...

I know there is something with me that does spark interest in my potential partners. I don't know what it is and I don't have any blacklist contacts, so I guess that makes me the perfect dateable guy. I am a bachelor and have all this free time on my hands. I know there is some sort of psycho-sexual attraction to me. I know that it's not always about looks, income, car, body or anything else. Its the minds that most women are attracted to. They are emotional creatures and have to be engaged in that way. If I want dates I just got to go on Tinder. I know that I could provide emotional safety and be that kind of non-judgmental kind of guy. I don't know my value on the market. And I know that a lot of ladies hadn't seen me before. A healthy psycho-sexuality is having no impulsive or compulsive dependency. I know that there is hypersexuality which everyone knows is a impulsive or compulsive. Healthy sex and healthy relationships allow a good amount of flirting, room t...

I know that I'm tougher than nails. I know what is healthy relationships are but I am going to get Certified in We'koqma'q Prevention program. I had many mentors because I've been through many things that I didn't want to experience. I know that I had to work through hell and back to get to my original sense of self. My emotion dysregulation is in a coordinated action. My beliefs of forgiveness and struggles of accepting heterosexuality. I know that I was going through hell and back again. I don't want to stop working on myself because there isn't any issues. I know that I'd recovered from my traumas and in that I have to work on forgiveness. I know that I will have my life to live. I know that there are types of relationship out there. And it does depend on the level of comfort from both partners. But I know that I am a bachelor and that I'm still looking. I know that I don't want to get into any complications. We don't grow with time mana...

First off I don't know anyone here. This isn't my hometown. I don't even know anyone in my hometown. I know a few people in Eskasoni and that is a limited amount of people. I want to make my own restaurant building with a studio apartment on top: an fitness area, a bathroom, kitchen, living room, dining room, bedroom and Spacemaker Washer and Dryer in the bathroom. Build my own style of soundproof studio apartment. I would have two office space. If I could save up for a restaurant business in We'koqma'q community. I know that I am put down because I am a general former addict. I know that I don't need anyone's financial advises. I know that this was supposed to be my own income where I have a good cooking experience in first. And than I would try to make recipes for Traditional Cooking with NSCC Strait Campus. Nobody has talked to me in any way. My older brother has talked to me in ways but I cannot hold a conversation on my own with a female because I...

What of my hypersexuality? What of my detractions? I hope that I could face my haters who have been learning ways to confuse me in every way. To hurt me emotionally and use any excuses to harm me psychologically. They have such personal powers and influences over my psyche that they could show me anything. I know that I've been fighting for my personal powers because of such discriminations, stereotypes and prejudice. I know of no lover experience but hatred and malice in ways of having such powers over my life. Wanting me in extreme fear is a damning position. To not want me to remember my pains and forget my lessons I've learned. These haters want me to be hurt in some fashion of their spiked tongues. To damn someone in eternal damnation is to not overcome the traumas. What of these cheaters who enjoy their paradise. Behaviors that, to act dishonestly to gain an advantage over me is cheating. I know that I was cheated out of my youth. Unfairly and dishonestly don't ackn...

I know that I'm not supposed to think of these workers as spoiled. Because this is a family environment, we all have trust in each other. I know there isn't any cheaters, abusers or any schemers here. I know that I have to trust my support system to not attract harm my way. I know that at Mawita'mk Society my paranoia goes off as usual and it doesn't make a big shit. I don't want to be disappointed in any way because I've been into many different situations that attracted troubles. But when I started to visit my cousin Ray on a occasional basis. I had chores to do at my stepfather's family house. I know that I don't want to repeat this ever again. But I have still, stinking thinking and I need AA or NA. I know that I don't get to chill normally like some folks. My stepfather cheated on my biological mother and that is where my paranoia went. I know that I have to get some AA meeting or NA meeting in. I feel that I'm at a big comfy place at Mawi...