JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

People took advantage of me all my life. I did not have employment opportunities, I did not have encouragement to work. I was heavily criticized and damned. I know that I had to work with the criticism because my stepfather wanted me tiraded. I know that I was addicted because of my family losses and tragedies. And I know that I couldn't really live my life to the fullest potentials of my abilities. Because they wanted controllability. They wanted damage controls and wanted me to fail and become tough with coping skills. To be the perfect or ideal target. I was a child addict learning that I was helpless in life. I'd learned emotional intelligence through culture, the non-toxic people and the family willing to guide me to the Lord. I have a rich emotional heritage in Eskasoni, Paq'tnkek, Chapel Island and We'koqma'q. But I have faced, over the years, discriminations and favoritism. I was left out of the circles of nepotism and favors. I never had any jobs given an...

To hash it out and make a final say is a good thing. I know that I've done so much with my life and I know that I've tried to get a long career. I rather spend my money on music and Microsoft subscription. I know that I got Netflix app and CBC radio app. Where I could watch Star Trek: The Next Generation and other series released on Netflix. I know that I could listen to music on Spotify app and YouTube Music app. I know that CBC is free but I want to have a good couple subscriptions to Spotify, YouTube Music app, Netflix and CraveTV apps, along with Playstation Plus and Microsoft. I know that I had struggles before and I know that I never had any justice in my life. I know that I got so much now. And I knew what kind of investments I wanted out of my CERB checks. I knew that I wanted Playstation consoles, Computer desktop, laptop, tablet and smartphones. I have a Smart TV and TV wall mounter. I have to renew my Beginner's license and keep practicing driving. I know that ...

Change can be scary or reality-shifting or paradigm shifting. In a huge way, when you are addicted, it can be very paradigm shifting. The change to sobriety is what I have to learn that reading is an better choice than be bored.  I know that I've learned so much in my time, so many coping skills and social strategies as a skilled diplomat. I know that I don't have any respect for my life. I know that the big change and move was the change I needed in order to thrive. I know that I'm not thriving on my own but I have support for my goals sometimes. Change of direction and stagnancy is what Mawita'mk Society wants for me. Change can be scary and I know that if I continue to see this paradisiacal place as a good place, I will continue want to stay here. I know that from years of addictions, being used and mistreated over the years. I've appreciated the fact that I had a friend like Rob Shipley. But I appreciate even more Mawita'mk Society because they didn't c...

I know that I'm paranoid schizophrenic and have a few disabilities. I know that there are more fucked up people out there. And I know that I got my sea legs. I mean my walking legs endurance. I just got keep walking, making it a daily routine. I want to walk the full week to Tim Hortons. And get my small coffee and get my morning coffee. I know that Connie is strict but for my own good. Sometimes she assumes too much. I feel that I have been doing a bath but even Darlene doesn't trust me. I know that I don't have any choices because I would've been choosing not to trust Mawita'mk Society. I know that Mawita'mk Society is lying out of their teeths because I know that they ain't supporting me in my life goals. I want to get my driver's license and BA degree. But Mawita'mk Society rather have me in limbo of dependency and reliance on them. I know that I don't want to depend on them. Because they would get things wrong. I know that Darlene is blind...

I know that I want my old apartment in Eskasoni back, on Horseshoe Drive. I hope that I could get a good momentum in careers from We'koqma'q community for couple years. I know that I want to form professional, personal and community networkings on my Facebook, LinkedIn page and with Instagram and Twitter and Tumblr apps. I want to have every professional Tradespeople, professionals and workers and staff people from We'koqma'q. I want to have every possible options to work and drive. I want to have a lot of good experiences of jobs over the years, schooling and training. And driving experience. I want to have everything I need to exercise and workout. I want to have adventures and outdoor recreational activities to post. I want to have everything in We'koqma'q community where I drive to out of We'koqma'q community and move back. I want to have many credentials, job experience, full driver's license, Certificates and licenses. I want to have job exper...

I have no idea how to start a family. I don't have any clue how to work it or get a good momentum in the family. I know that I want to have my own child to raise and take care of. I know that I got some experience with leadership. I have to be this elusive person that don't get laid for eleven years. I know that I have enjoyed my time in We'koqma'q community and I want to continue enjoying the peacetime I have. I could think like a militant and try to figure out how to strategize ways for my own benefits. Sooner or later I will be defeated because I got such coping skills. When I used to be an child addict, my biological mother said that addictions is indiscriminate, so shall we live our lives according. I know that I had been granted the best of parents from my biological mother to my stepmother. I know that I've learned emotional intelligence through them. I know that I've learned emotional intelligence through my family. Now as my little siblings are learni...

I know that I cannot judge how I live because Mawita'mk Society is where I live. I know that I'm not allowed to figure out my own life.  Yeah, I was a child addict and yeah, my life was full of past tragedies, ongoing discriminations, stereotypes and prejudice. Past traumas and medical conditions, past miseries and past missed opportunities. But I know that I'd tried to stay in school. And I tried to keep busy throughout my life. With past addictions I was struggling with so much that Vickie don't want to admit I'm stronger than her. I know that I'd suffered abuses, beatdowns and past tragedies but I don't let that cloud the positivity of my future. I want to be independent, strong and skilled in driving, job-related skills and experienced in fitness. Darren has made fun of me in regarding work and I find work is such a personal issue with me, I cannot stand it. And living with Mawita'mk Society has its benefits but staying here means I cannot get a re...