JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I have to take pride in being a Mawita'mk Member because my membership can be used in every aspect of my life. Fitness support, academic and life skills support, and other supports. I know that I have take pride in my Mawita'mk Membership. Because the independence is taking a list of initiatives at Mawita'mk Society and showing them a positive changes in my life. Taking pride in my Mawita'mk Membership is having family values and beliefs in my mind, thinking right and having the strong beliefs of justice, social justice, emotional justice and righteousness. My musicology or the evolution of my musicology started with my biological mother and stepfather. Who had been abused and in Indian Day Schools. She knew that if you wanted something done, you had choices.  And in that I recognized powerstruggles and the good influence of my biological mother. I know that I needed her influences and power over me. I always recognize racist powerstruggles and ageist powerstruggles. ...

I used to take pride in my walking and fitness. Well actually I still do because I know that I have walked long ways. I know that I've been living here for thirteen years and got my level of education and employability. I could use that in Eskasoni but I know that I'm still on dialysis. I'm eating properly because of Shauna and Jennifer. But I know that she lifts their work performance up. I know that Shauna gets angry, she is doing it for a good reason. I was traumatized and trying to heal back in my 2007 years. I couldn't express any love or affection. I needed some loving and I  know that I wasted most of my summer doing pop bottles and odd jobs around the community of family. I couldn't express love, affection or any other caring because I was suffering greatly. I know that I couldn't really enjoy sex because I fid have traumas. Now? I don't even have any sex because I'm stuck here. I don't want a repeat because when I was making love all I cou...

I never was something. I was this troublesome kid who nobody wanted to leave behind. I know that extreme ways of abstracting information wasn't working because I've been in Adult Situational Extreme Ways. I know that I had to open up but I didn't because I've been abusive. Hypersexuality is an addiction and I've been introduced to the world of addictions. Kids being in Adult Situations and having a good hyper-violence after it. Without the understanding I'd enjoyed the hyper-violence. I was a hyper-independent child and extreme ways I know, I know that I've been in extreme places. I never opened up anything and I was flowing with extreme violence versus hyper-violence. But my stepfather saved me from the depths of hell and turned my little hell into a changed heaven. Self-starting and taking the initiatives are something that I used to do. Been thinking about the endless possibilities, opportunities and potentialities of my life if I had a second transplan...

I am hopeful for an apartment in Eskasoni. But first I have to improve on my physical fitness and conditioning where I could have everything I need at Mawita'mk Society. I know that this place is a pretty awesome place to be at. But I know that Mawita'mk Society is seriously making me think twice because they have been a group home. They aren't family nor friends. They are a part of my family and I know that I have to deal with these workers if I want to get myself out of here. I want to move out of here because I want to develop my own routines and habits in my own apartment. Hopefully I can have my own fitness in Eskasoni. Feeling like I've never had any bitches but I know that I have. But I know that I had some lady-friends over to have a good time. But i know that I don't want to be stuck where I'm at because everyone else is choosing for me. I know that I don't want people choosing for me. I think it's infatuation anyways. If it is love is there a...

Before I can get my own place I need a plan or scheme(a viable plan of work and employment). I know that a hustle could be something viable, workable and employable. I know that I have been able to put certain people under my wing. Feeling like I've been cheated out of youth opportunities, stuck with my stepfather, stuck with Mawita'mk Society. And trapped here because I did not proven myself in ways. I needed support at first but soon realized the importance of having a smartphone, a routine and discipline. They would put me in the looney bin and leave me there until I can pay my way out of there. I don't get Eskasoni Welfare because everything is taken care of. I have been living in Eskasoni since I was 25 years old. I had good moments where I'd enjoyed Rob Shipley's video gaming entertainment. I know that if I had a good mind in the history of technology I would've saved up for a one. Of course Rob Shipley wouldn't allowed money to be saved like that. H...

I know that if I want a house, driveway, car, yard, family, incomes and jobs. I have to work on my Immediate Goals of Independence. I have to get back on my renal diet and get back into fitness. I know that I have to work on my physicality than to talk about Life Goals. That's why I'm doing it, to get on the second transplant kidney list. I know that I need to start taking initiatives at bathing, brushing my teeth, building a routine every day. And I should be able to start with the First Task of the Day: making my bed in the morning. I want to come from self-respect and self-discipline. I hope that I could learn the power of Discipline and work it all into my life. Using my emotions for motivation and determination. I know that I could learn the strengths to deal with my Immediate Needs and Goals of Independence. I'd lost my apartment at Mawita'mk Society. So I don't have any respect for my independence.  So that's what Darren thinks anyways. I know that I wa...

With the Starlight Tours, Seven Fallen Feathers and Indian Residential Schools. The Sixties Scoop, the Millennium Scoop, Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, the Indian Day Schools and thats some things I know that my biological mother went through. I know that I don't know anniversaries, birthdays or other blessings to celebrate her. She has been broken before and I cannot find out her past. I know that I had to learn coping skills from Eskasoni Rehab. I know that I'm not that attractive because I would've had a woman. Nobody wants me to be respected because I know that I don't command it. But I know that my family makes me feel comfortable and safe. It's Darren and Kendra's business if they want to pursue a sexual romantic relationship. But I know that I don't have to witness certain things in this place. They could save their romancing outside of Mawita'mk Society. I know that I don't fit any criteria or checklist for hypergamic "good boy...