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Hopes of Independence

If I have a strong enough belief and I am committed to whatever I'm passionate about, I could pass my days like an easy coasting of my life. I know that I am not that well connected to jobs because I don't have any respect. But I know the perks and benefits of having a job. I take pride in my job and I know that with every jobs I had, I took pride in them. I wanted to get money or barter for something. But I know that I can get a good job with a BA degree if I have the right rèsumè. I know that I have a physical portfolio and an online portfolio. I have a Facebook and LinkedIn page. I know that Mawita'mk Society is a good group home and I am using them for a second kidney. I hope that I could pass this assessment with flying colors. I am going for a fistula so that way I could take a shower. But I don't want to get a fistula. And I have all this job experience in my life. But I don't have any good reputation of being a hard worker. I know that I want to get everyt...

Possible Reasons

Taking pride in my job. That is what keeps me learning. I want to be proficient like Mike Holmes. I want to be a skilled carpenter and plumber. I know that I have an icon like Mike Holmes. I want to be a skilled plumber and carpenter where I could be on TV or recorded for quality work. I got NSCC Construction Trades Labor program Certificate and I have some experience in constructing, building and repairing. I want to be taught to build it the right way. I am professionally trained by Ron Kehoe in his class for my primary field: carpentry. I know that I got plumbing and electrical training with my NSCC Construction Trades Labor program. And I got first hand experience with welding with this program. I know that I take pride in a job well done. Something about a full day's work done is something that I get a job satisfaction out of. I know that I've done a lot and I know that I am not done. Lifelong work is 25-year career in construction. Taking pride in my job is something th...

Busy at Mawita'mk Society

I'm always busy at Mawita'mk Society because they have cooking lessons, yoga and exercise regimen. Mawita'mk Society is a growing Charitable Organization focused on helping people with disabilities. So many changes in my life happened. I know that there was life-changers, small changes and good changes. Mawita'mk Society is the healthy life of changes. Mawita'mk Society is growing organization and changes on a life-changing infrastructure is a good thing. I know that I have been remembering changes and the last time I was hungry. It was a comfortable impending death. But Mawita'mk Society is the positive influences, life lessons, positive outcomes of changes. I know that changes have a bad or good thing. I recognize the impacts and I know the bad well. I know that I don't want to revert back to the unhealthy, malnourished and hurting person. I want to be a positive role model. I want to be that person that have worked on redemptive works of self-forgivenes...

Teaching Psychologist

How creative work Can Be An Immersive, teaching and creative curative thing? How could I use creative work, odd jobs education, economic education and recycling and fundraising activities in an organized way? Simple, by making it seem cool to do it for a club called 74th Street Kids. The music that made us feel cool could be used in a way where I could create memorable experiences in the club. I know that I could build a career out of creating jobs for youths. They could get their parents involved in a way where they could feel cool about the music they listen to by listening to the music we used to listen to. It could be at the Youth Access and create a good workethic education. I could be the Teaching Psychologist who teaches all I need to in this club. Create programs out of this program and become something immersive and fun in a way. An After-school club that could have a good influence from people. Teenagers learning to about job satisfaction, learning workethic, financial inde...

My Fears

I fear that people use me in their little dark, psychological mind game in the cruelest way. I know that I want to protect my sisters and have peace of mind with granting them blessings. I know that I fear that a friend used me in his dark, psychological mind game when I wasn't myself. Now I'm paranoid schizophrenic and cannot be independent. I'm paranoid schizophrenic and on dialysis, looking at Mawita'mk Society for help. I know that my stepfather and real father wants me to appreciate this place. I know that I don't want to live with my real father because I want to be independent. He expects things to run smoothly in his reign. But I know how fathers think. They think in name of protection. I know that I need my independence without their permission. I know that I need to live my life without Amy help. I appreciate the help but I want to have everything I need to live an independent life. My second kidney, my full driver's license and car. I fear that ever...

A Possibility To Live in Eskasoni

With the new infrastructural developments like a Eskasoni Security, Eskasoni Public Transits Service, Eskasoni Communications and Eskasoni Supermarket. I feel that I could live in Eskasoni with everything I need in there. Its my choice to move, so they say. But I might have an apartment in Eskasoni today. I know that I want to move back but the cons of moving back seem to be there focus. Does this apartment have a bathroom? What kind of bathroom? Does it have a tub? Does it have a Spacemaker Washer and Dryer? What kind of apartment is it? I know that I could come to Sydney to get dialysis. Its been eleven years and I could get rides with Noel Joe Simon. I know that I would feel better once I'm in a different apartment.  I know that I have it good now. I just hope that it could be an easy transition. I know that Curly believes that Mawita'mk Society saved me and they did. I just hope that I could cook myself. Hopefully, I can cook different meals each day through HelloFresh. I...

Chapel Island, Potlekek

My family is living in Chapel Island, a home which they've built over the years. Spending many Christmases in Chapel Island and Eskasoni, I feel that I had tons of good memories with them. Chapel Island has been my family's home for some time. I know that I would've benefited from a car but I couldn't get my Beginner's license in Eskasoni. I know that Chapel Island has been a happy home for my family. A struggling family that has been living in their psychological problems. I felt that many years has passed in Chapel Island and a good life has been provided. Many years has passed since I'd moved to We'koqma'q community. My family lived in Chapel Island since the 2000. And I moved to We'koqma'q community in 2010. It took ten years to open up the Mi'kmaq group home and for me to move there. I know that I got an accomplished past in We'koqma'q community. I know that I have a somewhat good family. They've struggled and had their pro...

Smile Again

I know that I have smile again. At least here I get to visit my family and my stuff is safe. But Eskasoni has infrastructural developments that makes them conmunally self-sustaining. I know that if I do get a car in 15 years I wouldn't need to move anywhere because I would have the selection of women I could date. Plus an eleven-year careered chief who has made plenty of good things happened. He got Eskasoni out of depths and worked on the infrastructure of Eskasoni for so long. I hope that I could sign up for Eskasoni Communications bundle. And have a good WiFi in my own apartment. Chief Leroy Jown Denny has a proven track record and a good positive vibe to him. Hopefully, I can learn the language of my people and other languages. I know that I want to be employable in Eskasoni in so many ways. I want to have Political Science, Mi'kmaq Studies and Psychology. I got eleven years here, working on my credentials. And I want my full driver's license. I know that I need to re...

Higher, Richer and Better Quality of Life Pt1

A woman in my life could be a game-changer. She could give me increase in a greater sense of purpose. And I could learn to do more with my brain. I know that I want to have a strong woman behind me and have a good woman too. I know that I have a good life in We'koqma'q community. And I don't want to spoil it by ruining date nights or anything like that. I want to be this guy who suffers the consequences in a therapeutic way. And I want to learn much as I can about social justice. I've learned to be happy with less. And I know that I want to be this guy who is active and productive in his life. I want to have work in my life as well exercises and walking. But I have so much that I cannot live without my books. I know that I want to live my life in Eskasoni because I wonder about life in Eskasoni. I hope that I could live back in my hometown. It would mean I could explore my life even more. I know that I want to get my full driver's license and BA degree. I want to ...