Possible Reasons

Taking pride in my job. That is what keeps me learning. I want to be proficient like Mike Holmes. I want to be a skilled carpenter and plumber. I know that I have an icon like Mike Holmes. I want to be a skilled plumber and carpenter where I could be on TV or recorded for quality work. I got NSCC Construction Trades Labor program Certificate and I have some experience in constructing, building and repairing.

I want to be taught to build it the right way. I am professionally trained by Ron Kehoe in his class for my primary field: carpentry. I know that I got plumbing and electrical training with my NSCC Construction Trades Labor program. And I got first hand experience with welding with this program. I know that I take pride in a job well done. Something about a full day's work done is something that I get a job satisfaction out of. I know that I've done a lot and I know that I am not done.

Lifelong work is 25-year career in construction. Taking pride in my job is something that makes me comfortable with the job. I know that I have pride, workethic, job satisfaction and that's the perks of the job. 

But the other perks are learning what's behind the counter, what is in the backroom. And the money. I know that I have benefits and references to ask at We'koqma'q One Stop. I know that I need to be independent at working and thriving in that kind of environment. I know that I want to be earning at a real job what I'm supposed to be earning. To gain my stripes and become an active member of the We'koqma'q team.

I know that I want to be well educated and informed in earning my degree. But I want to be well thriving in We'koqma'q One Stop. Where I'm doing the job well. I know that I could return to work with Rosie's okay. But I want to move out of here 8-year careered.

I appreciate my books and I know that I would do anything to keep them in my life. Once I'm done the work of the day and I could trust people at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I could live here with my books outside of my bedroom. I know that I've done a lot in my time in We'koqma'q community.

I think because Rosie got hurt she is extra worried about safety. I know that I don't have to worry about liability in Mawita'mk Society unless it's my stuff. I know that I've learned emotional intelligence through relationships and therapy but I need to learn counseling skills and get the counseling Certificates.

But Mawita'mk Society is supposed to discourage me from moving out. I know that I could do better on my own. I know that they've stripped me of my mentality of independence. I know that I don't have to rely on Mawita'mk Staff for information.

They never have any Information about available apartments in Eskasoni or anywhere. I know that they care for me too much and I know that I want to have my own place in Eskasoni. Feeling that I have been through a lot through out the years in Eskasoni, I feel that I have cherished moments in We'koqma'q community. And I know that I have a lot of educational accomplishments in We'koqma'q community.

Yes, Mawita'mk Society has saved me couple of times. And yes, I'll probably need them in the future. Yesterday's time is a good past time of good busy activity of piling and moving books. I have freed up my bedroom with a huge space. And Rosie is going to get me new dresser and entertainment stand for my Playstation consoles. I know that I want to live my life in Eskasoni but I'll miss Mawita'mk Society. Hopefully, I can come for a good visit if I do move back in Eskasoni.

I know that I could trust Rosie with everything she has granted me. And I know that I have to go by regulations, restrictions and limitations of Mawita'mk Society. Well, at least until I can get my second kidney. I could try to get used of my books being outside of my bedroom. I know that Rosie has concern for me in the bookcases falling on me. I know it's a liability thing.

She thinks that I'm ignorant of organizations and institutions. I've been used of them since I could remember. My experience with addictions came in wisdom of cherishing life in health. It's a deeper appreciation of my life from an unhealthy life. I know that weed was my sense of purpose. And I know that I got my sober life which I appreciate even more. I know that I want to move out because I miss my hometown. I had sober moments of nostalgic moments. And I know that I was trying to remember my skills.

I know that I've learned a lot of my skills and I know that I have fixed toilets, sinks and other indoor skills that I'll need for my own benefits. I know that is why I've learned those skills, for my own  benefits. Sooner or later I will be able to move but I know that I have been living in We'koqma'q community for eleven long years. I know that I've done a lot and I've learned a lot. Some of the legality of liability in my bookcases are genuinely a safety concern for me. But I know that I do want to keep my books safe. I feel that I have a lot of books and I'm willing to move them anywhere to keep them close to me. Mawita'mk Society is an charitable organization and a Mi'kmaq group home is Ni'kinen house.

I know that there are regulations, limitations and restrictions that I have to deal with. Mawita'mk Society won't allow earning potential to be reached.

And I cannot bring a date to my bedroom. The flexibility and accessibility of having the Freedoms of an adult is short. And I know that is one of the limitation that I have to deal with. The restrictions are that I cannot have a date in terms of living here. I cannot enjoy Freedoms of an Adult in my life. That would be limitation and restrictions on my psycho-sexuality and having the last say about it.

Mawita'mk Society may come with WiFi, cable and transportation. But it comes to a cost to my independent Freedoms of my Adult life. I cannot enjoy my sexuality in any form of intimate contact. I know that I have to go somewhere else. Or move out.

I know that I need to work on certain aspects and things in my life like a full driver's license. But I say that they are taking their sweet time because they want me to change my mind about moving out.

I know that that is acts of attrition and I have to learn to be patient with everything. I feel that I have been shown many times how a car could impact my life. Impacts of a car could have significant but positive and good results if I could get one for myself. I know that I'm stuck here until I can drive out of here with my second kidney, my full driver's license and BA degree. The schedules and support Mawita'mk Society offers is invaluable but I have to learn self-motivation. My own self-preservation has to be sustained through life skills, routines and habits.

Learning is multifaceted and I have been here for some time now. I know the limitations, restrictions and regulations that I have to deal with. I know that I cannot earn a good living because Mawita'mk Society will cut me off. It's just $50 a week and I cannot make anymore than that in their work program. I know that I want to have everything I need.

I want to have my own comforts of career, opportunities of my hometown, perks and pride of living and working in Eskasoni. And having the comforts of my own full driver's license and BA degree. With a second kidney of course. I want my family to support Mawita'mk Society and Planetary Society. These two causes are close to me. If I do die I hope that my family will inspire a generations of writers in the family. And support these two causes. They have been informative, educational and good in their services.

I want the comforts and perks, and benefits of having a full time career and a car in Eskasoni. I hope that I could get everything I need to move out and live my life how I see fit. I know that these limitations, restrictions and circumstances of life have been unfortunate. But I want to still move out because I want to live to my fullest.

I want to live to the fullest potentials of my Freedoms of an Adult life. I know that I'm stuck here and I have to be stuck here until I can drive out of here with everything, my second kidney, my stuff and electronics, my BA degree and a job lined up in Eskasoni. I truly hope that I could learn of available apartments in Eskasoni. And live my life there.

But if I have a car I would want to move somewhere else. I know that Sheila used to work here and she didn't want me to get my Beginner's license. But I got them anyways and I got some driving experience in with a few cars. The acts of attrition is starting to get on my nerves. I want to renew my Beginner's license and keep working on my driving. I am at the mercy of Mawita'mk Society and I don't have my sister close by anymore. She is in Sydney getting her BACS degree. She is lucky that she don't have any kidney problems. But I am proud of her.

I know that I had a taste of driving. And I want to take a bite out of driving. I want to be well trained in driving by people that I know. I feel that I'm at a disadvantage because my family don't want to train me in anything. They expect me to be this tool that makes everyone feel good. I have life goals and socioeconomic goals to get my full driver's license and BA degree. I don't want to live here forever. I want to get my second kidney and get my own apartment in Eskasoni. 

I know that I don't want to be held back. But Mawita'mk Society is using acts of attrition to wear me down and get me to be docile. I don't want to be but I've learned the coping skills and management skills to deal with certain things. Mawita'mk Society keeps knowledge away from me, just enough to keep me alive and in this limbo of dependency and reliance. I know that they care but I want to enjoy my life with the Freedoms of an Adult life.