I'm Happy How My Life Turn Out

I woke up at 8 A.M. and started to get the ingredients of my pancakes. I know that I needed a starter and I know that I pour in the 1 1/2 cups of flour, 1 cup oats, 2 tablespoon of sugar, 1 teaspoon of cream of tartar and 1/2 teaspoon of baking soda in a large bowl. 

Then I put in 1 cup of pasteurized egg white, 2 tablespoon canola oil, 1 teaspoon vanilla extract, 1 cup of milk and 1 teaspoon of canola oil again. And mixed all that up with a wooden spoon in a large bowl and made pancakes. I know that I have learned to a degree. I know that I've learned where the ingredients are at in this place. And I feel pretty good with cooking pancakes.

I am going to be very skilled, practiced and disciplined in my Spice It Up renal booklets. With Connie and staff I could learn anything. If I could master those recipes and learn to get the ingredients off of my Amazon. I could go completely online shopping for everything.

Today I was in my pajamas and I changed into my clothes, hoping that I get to do something today. Covid-19 restrictions are coming down and I know that we get to go out again. This Spring we get to go on outings and family stayovers. I know that I have a lot to practice, get skilled in and get discipline in those Spice It Up renal booklets. I know that I have a pretty good level of cooking skills. Following recipes and getting the ingredients is something that I wouldn't mind doing next time I do do this.

I have been in this bedroom for 3 years and I had made it homey. I just got to change my quality of lifestyle up to an active lifestyle. I know that today I had a good start and I had a good sleep. I know that I want to grow accustomed using the recipes from my Spice It Up renal booklets and get a good practice, knowledge, skills and discipline in purchasing groceries off of Amazon.

Learning is multifaceted; that means what immersive teaching you have, what attractive quality you have to capture the attention, you could teach. You could learn verbally, visually and easily by listening and seeing and instructions and tools, recipes and ingredients, teaching and cooking. I know a thing or two about cooking. I have experience with my grandmothers, fathers and uncles. I know a thing or two about following recipes and buying the ingredients. I know that I love Alyssa. But I cannot express what my heart is desiring. So I am going to cook like I'm cooking for her but for Mawita'mk Society. She is married and I cannot have her.

I know that will give me time to work on my cooking and cleaning habits, doing chores and errands. Helping out at Mawita'mk Society and family. Working on my fitness training and education through books, exercising equipments and calisthenics.

I know that I want to make my home homey with a good sense of purpose, vitality and coziness in the evening. I want to bring life to Mawita'mk Society by getting a woman here through gaining trust of Rosie and Darlene. I want to have many pictures of cooking three meals a day for the house. Have reels and tik tok videos and YouTube videos on cooking from the Spice It up renal diet booklets. I want to be very experienced, practiced, skilled, disciplined and knowledgeable in renal diet. I just got to grow accustomed to living a good life at Mawita'mk Society.

Grow accustomed to the Good life meaning, value and significance of healthy fitness, hygiene, organization, neatness, tidiness, cleanliness and cooking. I want to mean it well and use my measurements in cooking, baking and cleaning. I want to study the booklets and remember them. I hope that I could have a good attitude and study.

I know that I'm learning about the recipes and getting used of the ingredients. I want to shop online for the ingredients and through Mawita'mk Society, get accustomed to cooking my own meals in the morning. I accept the lifelong routines and duties of the house. I know that I'm accustomed to them to a particular point. I just got to add fitness training and cooking to my daily routine. I did it almost myself and now I know where the ingredients are for the Oats Pancakes.

I know that I could make more for the house. I just got to learn how to cook wild game based on the Spice It up renal diet booklets. I have to work on a edition of Spice It Up renal booklets for Traditional Cooking. I hope that I could do something like that with NSCC Community College. I want to get my Culinary Skills Certificate and do the year program at NSCC Strait Campus. I'm going to see if I could create a recipe book through NSCC.

Through Mawita'mk Society I'm getting acclimated to the routine of being independent on my own. A clean house means a socially good place to be. Plus it shows pride in my place because it means I want to take good care of where I live. I know that I want to show pride in everything I do. Meaning baths, dental care, self care and care of my own apartment. I hope that I could get accustomed to cleaning up after visitors. I know that I want to have everything I need to live an independent life at Mawita'mk Society.

At Mawita'mk Society I have a collection of books that I could immersively dig into because I enjoy reading. But with life skills educational moments at Mawita'mk Society, I have to learn how to grow accustomed to a Mawita'mk lifestyle here. Before I do move out. I hope that I could get my second transplant kidney and become independent again. It will take baby steps.

But eventually I will get there. I know that I want to be well read. I have a small library of books that I could learn from. I know that reading, cooking and working out are the three healthy habits I could indulge into. The more I do these three habits and make it part of my routine. The more I will have energy and grow to become independent, strong and thriving. I know that I have to be more practiced, very skilled and disciplined in all these three. I have A Critical History and Philosophy of Psychology, A History of Western Philosophy, Confessions of a Philosopher and Dialogues of Plato. I know that I want to finish reading all these books. But I have Trauma and Addiction book to finish off. And First Nations, Identity and Reserve Life.

I know that I've read those books near the end; Trauma and Addiction book, and First Nations, Identity and Reseve Life.
I am almost done those books and hopefully, I can finish Dialogues of Plato and The Philosopher's Handbook. This is an re-investment of my free time as a bachelor to learn as much as I can with Mawita'mk Society, my books, eBooks and pdfs, audiobooks and learning apps. I know that I could get a good momentum of building healthy habits into my daily routine. And concretize a healthy platform of healthy, domestic habits into my daily routine. And learn much as I can. I have read to an extent but now I am willing to read Trauma and Addiction book until I do finish it.

My relationship with cooking stems from bullies taking my meals and eating it for themselves. In Eskasoni they've took everything out of my apartment slowly but sneakingly. I know that I couldn't keep anything safe and I knew that my malnourishment time period was coming.

Under certain people I had minimal experience of semblance of normalcy. But I know that I was treated with certain treatments in my own home. I wanted three meals a day and grow accustomed to working, respectable home domestic routines and driving. I wanted to build a home in that apartment in 50 Horseshoe Drive. Eskasoni was my hometown and I needed to live my life elsewhere. That is the underline meaning of most of my enemies. Types of enemies are bullies, fiends and addicts that won't leave me alone. Now I have cooked straight from the booklet. I know that now my life is better.

I think my family is proud to have me living here, earning a life here snd gaining my credentials and Beginner’s license. I know that I'm happy that I could work at these Spice It Up renal booklets. I know that people are practicing ableism, sexism, favoritism and nepotism in Eskasoni.

I've grown accustomed to living here and learning through these Spice It Up renal diet booklets. I hope that I could become independently skilled, disciplined and practiced in these kinds of booklets. If I do get my old place back when I do get my second transplant kidney, I hope that I got a really healthy Mawita'mk domestic routines up and running. Actions brings confidence and I know that I want to be skilled, competent, practiced and disciplined in these booklets. I could get them through postal mail.

Marie K don't want me coming around. She wants her man to herself. I finally understand her style of loving. I have a pdf on styles of love. And obsessive love is just making her man comfortable and thriving in a community. I know that I have to learn to enjoy my own apartment thfpugh pastimes and hobbies. And with chores, fitness.

With investing my time into my own place. Investing my time with my own recreational studies and understanding of my life. I don't want to bother any of them but I want to have my full driver's license, car and job. I hope that I could get We'koqma'q Tim Hortons Customer Service Certificate and Food Handler's course. And go on to getting my full driver's license and car. I know that I was confused with styles of lovin' and I was hoping to get some kind of computer. But Mare was the first one to tell me to get a smartphone or iPhone. I know that I wanted something like a cheap smartphone but the one I got now is pretty good.

I know that I get no beauties in my life now. But I know that I hadn't any beauties in my past. I know that I had women but not the ones you would want. I feel that I'm not trying and I have to try something. I know that I have a rich life here.

I know that I want to eventually return back to my hometown. But for now I want to see how this transplant kidney situation works out. And I hope that I could return to getting my full driver's license and job. I have a direction and purpose to keep living. That is a lifelong professional development and learning for employability through life experiences, education, training and work experience. I know that I want to learn the best career skills and interview skills.

When I do return I hope I lived a good lifestyle at Mawita'mk Society. I want to see if I could get my second transplant kidney, my full driver's license and job. And get my car or truck and drive back. I hope that I could be happier here with Ni'kinen house Den routines of daily fitness, hygiene, organization, neatness, tidiness, doing chores and errands, cooking and work. That is the kind of lifestyle I want at Mawita'mk Society. 

If I do get a chance to move back home to my old apartment. I hope that I'm experienced in jobs, hunting, fishing, cooking, building, planting, installing, cleaning, repairing, fitness, assembling, trapping, schooling and working. I know that I want to graduate and work. I want to be experienced in driving and outdoor recreational activities. 

If I could master the skills of the food preparations in the ingredients and recipes of my Spice It Up renal diet booklets, I could grow accustomed to cooking according to my renal diet and become independent. I hope that I could because I know that I want to be very experienced, skilled, disciplined and knowledgeable, very practiced and accustomed to cooking everything in my renal diet recipes. 

I know that I want that kind of self-sufficiency out of this kind of lifestyle. Growing accustomed to cooking in that Ni'kinen house kitchen and being independent in this place. I know that I want to be able to build routines in this place. And be obedient until I become independent with the domestic routines of Mawita'mk Society. And grow accustomed to rules and regulations until I can do it on my own.