JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I am learning about my personal powers and the world. I havent really understood why I have to keep everything a secret. I know that family issues should remain open and use work-oriented answers, solutions and tools. I know that I have been more than guilty and everyone still looks down on that. I agree that children shouldn't have to be exposed to dark things like that. I feel that I have to forget much of past because I am the Dark Comedian. I know that I had a good life but I know there is dark little secrets in this world should only be for adults. I know that I want that good strengths to carry on and live my life. Learning my personal powers means to understand how I was raised. I know that there are deep-seated racism, sexism and other isms of today's society. I know that I have been exposed to the stereotypes and prejudice of women, men and societies. Understanding the misapprehension of my family is understanding that I have to be the martyr of today's society. ...

I've been through a lot physically, medically, spiritually, sexistically, ageistically emotionally. I had compounded grief and beatings spread out throughout my life. I've done a lot of jobs in my time and I try to get much schooling in as much as possible. I had morality struggles like addictions, discriminations, traumas as punishments, hypersexuality, stereotypes, racism, racial colorism in the community for strategies of divisions. I had misconceptions and misapprehensions, I had been beaten, bruised and defeated. I had been humiliated and humble by majestic beauty. I had faced sexism and other types of morality struggles. I have tried to explained what is a morality struggle. It's a type of conflict with intergenerational impacts of Indian Residential Schools were they have to stand up to be more like Star Trek universe. I know that we are futuristic quality of energy and vitality. We have to be taught the right way. The right way of thinking instead of falling for m...

We all have an inherent negative bias where we think of negative things no matter what. I know that DBT coping skills and relationship emotional skills are important to have. I know that I want to be learning all that I need to know about being good. I feel that I have been learning certain techniques and other techniques from DBT Manual. I'll be going to Cape Breton University's Bachelor of Arts program through Elmitek program. Hopefully, I can arrange my own rides and get a good job with We'koqma'q Health Center. I know it's called Therasa Memorial Health Center. But it could be called We'koqma'q Community Health Center. I am naturally Mr. Positivity and I know how to be a good listener if I have the patience and endurance to do so. Tolerance and patience is something I have with eventual acceptance of something. Thats how I first learn, I need to work through laziness. Here I live am rich life of knowledge in relationships and therapy that I have it so ...

I have powers of my mind and I am in control of them. I could rock out and listen to long histories of the same species like the human. I know that I want to be an anthropological student at Cape Breton University and learn all the species of humanoids. I know personal coping skills to relationship emotional skills. I know that I have learned patience most of all. My socialization process had cultural, traditional and knowledgeable people in it. I know that Indian Residential Schools survivors were strong to survive. When you have the power of purpose through a strong sense of purpose, you provide and work. You get job satisfaction from a knowledge of careers, opportunities and education. I know that I have learned the deeper meanings of life because of my intellectual curiosity, my epistemic curiosity, my conscious curiosity. You become aware of that kind of deepness. There is contents, information and data that are in books, pdfs, encyclopedias, eBooks, magazines, comic books, dict...

I know that in Eskasoni I lived a simple life. I didn't have any technology, no Playstation consoles, no X-box 360 or no PSP. I did not have a computer desk or laptop. I did not have online banking or WIFI. I know that I definitely did not have help from family to go out and get stuff I need. My bank was Credit Union and people wanted to get in and control my Financials. I couldn't get a moment of restful sleep because so many wanted to bother me at night. I know that I've been through so much in my twenties that I couldn't really get used of living the good life. Humility and self-reliance wasn't the answer and I know that I had to learn that freedom came at a price. I always learned that lessons from bullies in so many people. I'm kind of sadden that I lost that opportunity to build a updated version of my hometown apartment. I did not trust my sisters or anyone about technology. I did not know how versatile a smartphone can be. I wish I had all this technol...

Independence is freedom from control, support and management of a ruling authority, organization or entity. I know that self-sustaining is learning life skills for myself to move back home. And live my life sensibly in a good, self-directed and self-motivated way of life skills, routines and habits. Without any support from Mawita'mk Society. It's self-supporting my own motivation, directing and managing my own life. And being self-contained and active. I know that independence is learning from my experience and training. But my stepfather rather have me controlled and manipulated in ways of managing expectations and aspirations. I know that I want to be independent which is freedom from a regulatory group home. I know that I am trained or taught to fear certain little nuisances like living my life. Yes, there was barriers in Eskasoni community. But as Eskasoni community is growing I am learning that I could be in Eskasoni and live my life there. There is going to be Eskasoni...

I know that I want to be self-directed. A go-getter where I'm self-motivated and determined strongly like my family. I want to be tenacious and money-getter where I do much as I can do get that e-transfer or cold cash. I know that I want to be accustomed to working a day career and a side business, doing weekend jobs and errands. And relax during the evening. I want to be durable, enduring the pains of physical fitness and learning to enjoy those kinds of jobs again. I just got to get into fitness at home. I know that nobody respects my independence because they want to put me down and keep moving at the gym. I know that I don't like Johnny's gym because there's weightist there. People that make it hard to get into shape through discriminating insults and jokes. I know it's not funny but I know that I am mentally tough and nobody wants me to be tough, strong and fit. My ability to be independent was disabled or persuaded not to be used. I know that I want to be ab...

We are a linear existence with a mind of imagination and thoughts. We know that the brain and creativity could be a philosophy but I know that we are the creatures of Two-Eye Seeing philosophy and the Medicine Wheel.  The seven sacred teachings are humility, respect, truth, honesty, love, courage and wisdom. I was taught that we have to be a fighter in ways of diplomacy, teaching, coping and family values. Our virtues are what guides us as a good warrior and leader of our own lives. Even though we have our own leadership because we are more than the sum of our experience. Are we more than a computation? Are our minds could do more than simple computation? Are we flesh and bone, some percentage of water and blood. Are we full of souls? Meaning? Emotion? The Science is just starting to realize what Natives known for years. The philosophical notions of creative intelligence, of that what our personal creations are, is a part of our love and passion. What I know that I cannot publish...