A Little Bias

We all have an inherent negative bias where we think of negative things no matter what. I know that DBT coping skills and relationship emotional skills are important to have. I know that I want to be learning all that I need to know about being good. I feel that I have been learning certain techniques and other techniques from DBT Manual. I'll be going to Cape Breton University's Bachelor of Arts program through Elmitek program. Hopefully, I can arrange my own rides and get a good job with We'koqma'q Health Center. I know it's called Therasa Memorial Health Center. But it could be called We'koqma'q Community Health Center.

I am naturally Mr. Positivity and I know how to be a good listener if I have the patience and endurance to do so. Tolerance and patience is something I have with eventual acceptance of something. Thats how I first learn, I need to work through laziness.

Here I live am rich life of knowledge in relationships and therapy that I have it so good here, that I don't want to move out because this place has a cultural, spiritual and traditional connections to the communities in ways. I know that I get a good active lifestyle but I'm not walking for the purpose of hustling or collecting pop bottles. I am relaxing now in Mawita'mk group home that is a beautiful place. I am in a good spiritual bedroom and I'm living the real good proper life of Mawita'mk Society.

It's holistic in a good sense of working on myself.i know that I'll need emotional intelligence through relationships with Mawita'mk Staff and therapy. And relationships with family. I havent read that book The Relationship Cure for a while until I've developed interest in it. And I am learning about bids and how successful bids works and unsuccessful bids work.

But I'm going to my dad's place. My stepfather's and stepmother's home. They got remarried and they are trying to work on their relationships. I am hoping to be an expert counselor in relationship dynamics and psychology of addictions and recovery. I hope that I could get a good understanding of a healthy relationship dynamic in a Mi'kmaq home. I am hoping that I could psycho-anthroplogically research the relationship dynamic in a real relationship.

I know that I had a good life but I hadn't a real freedom with my step parents. I'd seen more restrictions on me than God knows what and I couldn't really get laid. My Social life was suffering and I still don't have those reliable friends to help me hook up because they are so dysfunctional. I know there will never be a house party of dinner party. And I know that I will never have an increase in my sense of purpose. I am not the favorite.

But here I get to work on my education like in Trades or Cape Breton University degrees. I know that I get to go out every Fridays and get to enjoy my Saturdays here in my bedroom. I get a good sleep at my stepfather's family home and I get a good sense of purpose in a good direction of my life.

I am sober and I want to be recreationally productive in reading my books on a regular basis because there isn't nothing to do. I want to do stuff recreationally because I know that I'm freed from addictions. I know that I have a good life to work at and create a balance in my life. I know that I need to work on being recreationally studious student of life because I know that I could understand certain addictive behaviors. I've stopped hanging around addicts and idiots. I've stopped procrastinating and I'm trying to live my life more productively.

I have so much to write and I know that I got a lot on this blog. I've learned that addicts won't help out and I know that they don't teach life skills, dating skills or any skills whatsoever. In Eskasoni they pick on each other and traumatized each other to see who is better at fighting.

In my life I've done pop bottles operation with my stepfather. I've done many things with my stepfather to attest to his fathering. I've worked plumbing manuals from Black and Decker. I've done little repairs in Plumbing and I've learned little Carpentry. I've done cleaning business and I done a good deal of outdoor professional stuff like install sods(grass strips) and be free to work my life into a good sleep. I know that I've been through so much traumas and pains that I needed work. I know that I was taught well, I just got to remember my lessons. I know that I could create a good work experience.

My full-blooded brother was working beside me throughout the years and I had a good time with him. I want to be a legitimate business Handyman, Caretaker, Cleaning and Plumbing service in Eskasoni. I want to collect pop bottles, glass bottles, cans and beer bottles. But I could be that in We'koqma'q. I know half of the people already and in Eskasoni, I know a few people needing help. I know that I could learn a thing or two through Wayne or somebody. I know that I've learned a thing from Autwen, he is a pretty knowledgeable kind of guy.

I know that I could settle in Mawita'mk Society because I know that I could be a good worker. But my paranoid schizophrenia keeps me from doing stuff like being punctual and working. I know that I had a good life and I know that I need a good, trustworthy business partner to work alongside me.

I've done a lot in my time and I wish I'd done more to work. Because Darren makes me feel like I had no work past and I know that I did. I just needed somebody to get me in routine where I had worked. I work in the shadows somehow and I know that I don't work when the spotlight is on me. I just need company alongside me as I get into that groove.

I know that I enjoy the things that is workable. But I don't know if I could get paid by pop bottles. I know that I could earn a professional living now through retail, counseling and plumbing. I know that I could be well immersed into Cape Breton adventures and live my life with a good educational accomplishments. As long as I can Increase the productivity of my life through recreational activities and professional activities. I could learn to enjoy my life comfortably here. I feel that economic abuses has happened to my people.

The reasoning that they have now is broken because it's a form of light oppressionism that they create through their ageism and other forms of discrimination. I know that I have to be freed from Mawita'mk Society but first I need to get my second kidney. I know that I'm trying to get back into classes and get a good education going for my life. I know that Mawita'mk Society won't let me do the jobs that required me to be a tough, motivated, determined and hard worker.

I've just watched a documentary on pornography and I'd learned that it's not a life worth living. You'll have to keep track of every touch, hour of touching, sex and hour of sex. 

A good measures of payable stuff. And not to mention that you'll be stuck in this business once you're in it. The professional business isn't going to touch you because you're a business pariah. I know that they get into this business without learning the consequences.

I have learned that sex workers can't get out of the business by getting their degrees or diplomas or trades. They are a business pariah but Justin Trudeau, hopefully can make that work in his administration. I know that he legalize Marijuana but I'm looking for the sex workers' benefits and a good business center for it. I know that its not everyone's cup of tea but he has to fight for a good human rights cause.

So many jealous individuals not learning sexology, sex seminars or anything from the world of pornography. Relationship Cure is not the only way of learning sex. So, too can you learn it from porn and sex workers. Through sex-demonstration exercises like staying in one position like an plank exercise. Teaching the value of fitness with sexuality and being free to show your beauty. Through documentaries on pornography I've learned that everyone don't like them.

Only men but the business sector treats them as social pariahs because they are jealous about how much sex they get. But how professional they are with everything. I know that I cannot enjoy regular sex with a real sex worker be sure she isn't any potential lover or someone that is willing to be into business. It's a type of business-type sexism in ways of business opportunities.

Sex workers are free thinkers in sexuality. Could create a good understanding of sexuality in general. And could provide profound insights to the world of sexuality in general. But sex workers need a good health care, safety and security in their professions. 

And they need a good paying job for a good performance. Justin Trudeau administration isnt working on this because of Indigenous business. Plus, the Trudeau administration infringes on the constitutional right on association.

I know that if Marijuana can get legalized, so can sex workers. Through intergenerational impacts we have learned to stray away from sexuality. Through Indigenous healing we've haven't delve into the sex matter because that Trudeau administration is protecting the pedophiles of past historic experiences. And I know that we ate learning that they want to keep their shiny image of old colonial strength and civic guardian duties. If they want to keep this then they should be open to everything. I've learned that if I had a family member in the sex industry, I would want her safety, health work benefits and benefits in retirement.

I know that I need to work on something like that and live with my life. I haven't quite accepted sex workers but if they have been in business, their way out can be industry and have a professional rèsumè or professional portfolio with their jobs.

But I'm just a loser without a degree in Politics. I know that there is a strategy to that and I know that I could get Trudeau admitting everything. But I wouldn't trust the sex workers because I don't have any experience but only knowledge of them. I don't socialize with them.

But I have to build a professional career out of relationships and addictions counseling. I haven't started like my stepfather but I know that I have to start somewhere. I know that I've learned the business-type of sexism and forms of discrimination in business for sex workers.