JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

This place is too damn strict. It seems that they gang up on me because I'm diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. I have no one to help me out. I cannot criticized the staff, Mawita'mk Society or residents. It is always supposed to be happy-go-lucky and I know that they want to keep me here because they don't doubt their ability to take care of me. A brand new low I've reached and it seem that nobody wants me to have choices. They want me destined to be alone. I feel that every one of them think that they are better than me. I know that I want to have everything I need to live my life in Eskasoni. But they don't want me to leave on bad terms. So I think that they are trying to help me out with my weight lost. I know that I'm well fed three meals a day. And have three snacks a day. Yesterday I had French toast breakfast time. And boiled lunch and dinner Mac and Cheese. I love this place. I have good times at Mawita'mk Society. Some friction and some attitude. B...

I know that I want to get my second transplant kidney so that way I could get my full driver's license, job and online credentials. I hope that I could get back to the swing of things. I had two days of exercising and now I'm sore. I wonder how I'll do today. This morning I had dialysis and that tires me right out. But if I have coffee before I get home. I would have the energy. Besides lifting weights and cycling is a good way to exercise for two days. I know that I could get weights off of my Christmas bonus because it's $300. Every day I gotta commit to this. I have to work out for a week and continue on that path until I can grow some muscles. And get into shape. Its not enough to have a happy life, I need to do something with my life in order to feel that pride in doing it. Accomplish exercising goals and having my life better in ways. I want to get a good momentum of fitness going for me. I feel that I don't need to rely on my real father. I know that I coul...

In a way and sense, I have outgrown my fathers who has hopes for my thriving independence and freedom throughout my adulthood. I know that I have a good understanding of life skills, coping skills and Band Office politicking. Well they have life experience to their name. I know that I have felt cabin fever and depression before. But now I'm committing to a fitness regimen and routine every day. I want to gain enough muscles and lean body that I can exercise daily. From the time I wake up to 4 o'clock. I know that I'd exercised again. I did 20 curling repetitions with the dumbbells, 20 repetitions with the curling bar and 2:22 minutes on the bike today. I know that I have to push myself, I have to be tough which means persevere through the laziness and demons of my past with determination, sense of dedication and motivation. I could feel the muscles tightening. I could feel the need to be outside and playing, exercising and experimenting. I enjoy my independence and freedo...

My dads don't like any of my books but I feel that I have to square off with them, for doing stuff on my own . Especially after I have learned, recuperated, and recovered from my malnourishment, addictions and discriminations. I don't need any prompts because I know that I have to self-motivate, self-start and self-prompt but I feel that I could pep talk to myself to do stuff. But my fathers tend to clash with each other. I know that their teachings are totally different and they both have different styles of fatherhood. I'm just used of my stepfather's family house and his teachings. They don't clash physically but with me. They don't like each other through me because I've had too many bad experiences with my real father. I know that we butt heads and I don't like him because he has assaulted me in the past. He has gotten away with it the same as Dodo, my stepfather's brother. I know that I was taught not to defend myself for any good reasons aga...

There are life changes, in life changes, small changes and good changes. Mawita'mk Society has been supporting me in my goals to have a holistic elevation of health, education, driving and fitness. They have been teaching me my disabilities. And I know that I'm tired and exhausted. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep. But changes have occurred. I have been thinking of changes over the years. There have been many changes over the twelve years I've been here. Some changes I didn't want like lessening the desire to move back home. I know that I have a lot of healthy changes over the years. I have regained my weight. I have got my education, trade and I am a Certified driver, with an expired Beginner's license and a few credentials to my name. There have been a lot of changes, positive influence and good company over the years. I know that I had a bunch of memorable experiences here. I know that most of my happy memories is because of Mawita'mk Society and fam...

I know that I've learned about jobs being equal from my stepfather, counselors, cultural support workers, authors like Kahil Gibran and others who have commented on labor dispute. I've learned about the Dignity of Labour philosophy which says the types of jobs in this socioeconomic environment known as homeland, is the philosophy that all types of job are respected equally, and no occupation or profession or work or job is considered superior and none of the jobs, occupations, professions and fields should be discriminated on base on any criteria or any basis. Regardless of whether one's occupation involves physical work or mental labor, it is held that the job deserves respect. There are social reformers like Basava and contemporary Sharanas, and Mahatma Gandhi, who advocated and resisted through civil disobedience. It was major themes in Christian ethics and my Roman Catholic. I know that if I'd moved back I would try to get disability benefits from my caseworker. I...

I want to be two time NSCC graduate from NSCC Plumbing Certificate program and NSCC Pipe Trade diploma program. I want to be a BA graduate with triple majors in Psychology, Political Science and Mi'kmaq Studies. My dream position is to be a good influence in the community with the Intergenerational impacts of my family. I know that I want to be economically adjusted like this with a 25-year career in being a Pipe Specialist. With a understanding of Mi'kmaq politicking and how it works to have a good salary in the city. I know that I want to be a good, positive influence and have a good leadership, governance in my Red Seal program, and have a good understanding and positivity in being a good Pipe specialist. I could live in places like New York city or Sydney, Cape Breton. I know that I want to have my credentials like ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute's Custodial Technician Training Certificate. I know that I could be a Cleaning Pipe Specialist with a BA degree a...

I'm elevating to newer, higher levels of health but not fitness. I want a holistic elevation to higher levels of employment, education, happiness, health, fitness and physical muscles. I want to be muscular, lean and flexible. I want agility and coordination, precision and strength. I feel that the more I stay here the more I get stuff done here. And I'm elevating to higher terms of successes, accomplishments, career, driving experience, goals and other stuff. I hope that I could get a good elevating to a physical muscular fitness where I have muscles and lean body from exercises. I could always draw strength from home streets. I know that I have been gone for twelve years and the more I stay in We'koqma'q community, the more I stay engaged. I feel that I'm in this organization as a member, client and resident at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I have a lot of support here. But that's the thing, I got lazy and dependent on Mawita'mk Society. I don't...