JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that I could learn from my female older cousins who has taught me confidence. I know that I have my sisters who thought that they could help out my game. I know that I have been around women most of my life. I had aunties and adult female cousins. I had mothers and grandmothers tell me it's confidence I have to project. I know that I had an male cousins on my bloodline help me out with my dating game. I have learnt that confidence, leadership and money could change a lot around in my life. I know that I had enemies that rather not let me know that they are enemies. And change my view about them through manipulations and psychological warfare. I know that I play it close to my heart and I don't let up who is an enemy. I know that I have dysfunctional friends which is common and I have enemies which I know that I have been fucked up by. I know that tough loving. But too I know that punishment. I know that old vengeance wants to peak. And I know that I haven't been ab...

I know that I'm changing up my dialysis time. I don't want to but I think it would be for the best. Being sober but a brave intellectual means that I have to go against certain people. And I know that I'm still learning about my rights in Eskasoni. I know that I have my rights over the Morrison. And I know that I have been cheated out of my rights, my youth, my education, my driving, my job opportunities and economic resources. I know that they wanted me to lose out on employment opportunities, driving goals, youth, education and training. I know that I was learning about how the Morrison cheated me out of everything. I wanted to spend my transplant years on getting my full driver's license, getting my level of education and employability so I could work. Obviously I did not because I had enemies. I know that I was left out and had to make some moves. So that's what I did, I'd made some moves to improve on my life. And worked at therapy, at my current level of...

Being smart doesn't necessarily mean brave but I usually am without good results. I usually get beaten or maimed because everyone wants me to accede to being called a bitch. I know my influences like Commander Worf being honorable and brave. Me? I usually try to keep honor with my parents and culturally respect my elders. I know that I have arguments like Cultural ageism versus cultural respect? Why honor a toxic person if it is a parent? But I know that I don't have to put up with a toxic parent because I know that I could cut him or her out of my life. There isn't any understanding when it comes to my real father. My stuff comes to boredom when it comes to a conversation. I know that I'm a boring talker and I know that these workers don't see the higher interest in epistemic curiosity. I know that I'm that nerdy little descendant bachelor who has accomplished past in We'koqma'q.  I know that people care about me but not the science of a relationship,...

A more complete Indigenous descendant level of education and employability I have is something I could teach to the younger ones.  I know that I am educated but in what exactly? I feel that I have a rich knowledge of the time. And I know where we are is at a level of Reconciliationary steps. Like Mawita'mk Society and me taking progressive baby steps so is the nation at a level of Reconciliationary progressive baby steps into a more sober and productive society. I know that each step requires decolonizationary process and a traditional step towards healing. Canada is the center of this level of Reconciliationary progressive baby steps. I know that we are learning as we continually earn, learn and yearn. I'm happy where I'm at because I don't have to pay for anything. That means I'm not realizing the inflation rate and stagnancy we are in. Feeling like I've learned emotional stuff. I know that I have been trying to get out of this stuck stage of life by exercisi...

I know that there are more successful, accomplished and thriving people in Eskasoni. I was not one of them because of my mental health decline. I couldn't do much because I did not have any opportunity in my earlier years. I know that I had to move out of Eskasoni and get my level of education and employability like that. I know that I'd never spent my second chance yet. I know that I have experienced in professional development training which is trade school.  And got my rèsumè and physical portfolio from NSCC trade school. I know that I haven't specialized in anything still. And I know that I've been learning about opportunities in Landscaping and Carpentry. I know there is a working class of Indigenous descendant level of education and employability that I haven't yet figured out. There are programs that I need to master in order to have a professional grade rèsumè. I know that I have been experienced in Microsoft Word, Word, Libre Office, WordPress and other M...

I know that I have to be careful with my choices. I know that I have been learning which family doesn't want me and who might. I know that I don't attract the women I want because they are either professionals, taken or lost. I cannot touch women because I am that kind of creep to them. I know if I was handsome I would be jumped on. Especially since I could take really good care of myself. I know that men that don't need to worry about dating is nothing compared to the unluckiness I have. Thanks to Mawita'mk Society I really cannot take good care of myself. If I was rich, handsome and fitter I would have my life together with a good woman. Since they know how to make things unappealing and uncomfortable. I know that I have to take progressive baby steps with Mawita'mk Society because I have no choices. I cannot move or be on my own. I know that I'm working on losing weight and building muscles, I hope. I have a level of fitness and I want to get fitter than my...

I know that I had my fair shares of women  and I had my fair shares of rejection. I know that asking questions settles my mind and I could pursue other women instead of being haunted by a question. I know that I had a few rejections so far. And I know that I'm not that attractive to get a good woman. I had my fair shares of women and my fair shares of rejections over the years. I know what it's like to have everything in my life. I know that I don't get any chance because of friendship. I could enjoy the stars with someone else. I know that I have been learning that I don't have any attractive qualities or characteristics. I know that I have tried to get a good woman but those women don't want me. I know that I don't have any blacklist contacts or females after me. But I know that I'm still looking. I know that I am freer than before to pursue women. I could imagine a good deal of a life together with a good woman. I was never crazy. I never went to a part...