JP(Wolfman)John Peter Syliboy(Syliboy Warrior(DC Universe Online))

I know that I had my fair shares of women. But none of them wanted a regular relationship. They wanted a special relationship. I know that I had my fair shares of sexual relationships and I don't want my prayers to be ignored. I feel like I've been nothing to offer the women I had. But I know that I have been working at learning about dating, relationships, sexuality, courtship and romance. Well that would be my area of research. I feel like they love gentle and then raping kind of passion. I know that I don't know what women want. I know that I had one perfect laid. I know that I'm happy where I'm at because I don't necessarily have to work harder at my fitness. If I could feel again, I would enjoy my Redemption and keep my forgiven family a good saying. Addictions has riddled my life and disabilities, I did not have a normal life and live the way I wanted to. It takes time to become the man I'm supposed to be. I was occupationally discriminated against a...

I want to be busy in the big cities. But I might have appointments with injections. I know that I have appointments but I want to be busy like a working class city man. I know that I have to increase my fitness and productivity. That is why I'm writing this while lifting weights. I hope that I could multitask while I write this. I know that I don't have any professional responsibilities yet. I want to be a Red Seal Certifed Plumber. Educated by NSCC Plumbing Certificate program and Nova Scotia Apprenticeship Agency program. I could be busy with We'koqma'q WoodWork Workshop. I could be busy with working in We'koqma'q community doing plumbing and landscaping or plumbing and cleaning. I want two vans for a good reason. I hope that I could work in Eskasoni once I've made a good reputation out of being a hard worker in We'koqma'q community. Growing personally here I've faced some mortal fears. It was about the fears of staying here and living here w...

I know that I'm a little bit off today. I feel like I have been patrolled, controlled and managed. I know that I cannot drink or smoke cigarettes. I know that I'm a little mad because I don't want to live here. I feel that I never actually enjoyed my life outside of Eskasoni or Mawita'mk Society. I know that I cannot get any driving time or manage to get my full driver's license. I know that I'm not that great at negotiations. I feel that I wasn't really given a proper chance at getting my full driver's license. My stepfather wanted to control, patrol and manage me in every way. I know that I was cheated out of my youth. I know that people ripped me off with time in my life. And I know that I did not get any ladies in twelve years. I feel like I never was that attractive in the beginning. I know that I'm not because it seems that I cannot get laid. Not even for a little one night stand. I know that I'm a little off today. I hate this feeling be...

That's what I remember from my stepfather, the kid's potential is my goal type of thing. I know that I don't get to choose any foods I want or have the latest technology when I used to live in Eskasoni. But I know that under his reign I was shorten by several lifetimes to accomplish my schooling. They are half white and half native which means they got away with so much with the system. I know that they are my bad influence and good influence.  They aren't that great at raising a Native kid. The Kid's Potential, yeah right I did not have my full potential realized. "The kid's potential" is what they say when they are getting away with so much. Feeling that I was egged on and goated into so much. I know that I don't get any justice. I know that I was held back from family because they hated me. I was an Indigenous descendant nerd who wasn't actually their to abuse. Nobody feels bad for me. Nobody feels bad for me because I had mixed moments of...

I know that I will be fine again. But the days it's not, it's something of an inherent negative bias that I'm fighting against added with negative bad experiences and a few good beatdowns. If I had the muscles and only trained in vengeance I would've been learning martial arts in my teen development and been a sensei in my due time. I know that I don't get to choose anything in my life. And I know that I'm stuck in stagnancy and dependency because of the family. Teaching me to fear my opportunities and only to fear. I had many opportunities over the years but I did not in some ways. I know that I hadn't been properly taught because I know that I'm weak, unappealing and disabled. I don't have any blacklist contacts or females after me because I hadn't any relationship experiences. I know what's healthy relationships and unhealthy relationships. I know that I hadn't much dates. I keep my circle of friends close to my heart and small becau...

I am something of a good man. I value my peace but I know that I don't have good history. I've been an addict on and off during my time in Eskasoni and I know that I don't value chaos. It's just that my struggles are real and I don't have any respect for being myself. Originally I am from Eskasoni and I need a job from there. My originality is  addictions that have riddled through my life.  Since my childhood I was an addict and teen addict. I'd learned to have weed in moderation and I knew that I did not have my own job experiences in Eskasoni until I got a job at Gabriel Center. I got 24 years of typed and hand-written poems that I could turn into many good books. I know that I am a veteran at writing but I know that I have to work at my writings. I know that I am damned and forgotten because I am weak and useless in ways of disabilities. I know that I don't want nightmares. I could say I was something of a jack of all trades with no masters. I hope that...

I know that finance has a tricky control over some things in giving the money. I know that I never had financial control over my own finances. I'm 36 years old and I shouldn't be getting told what not to buy or what to buy by my real father. I know that he hasn't proven to be useful in ways of skills. My stepfather has raised a good boy of Trades. I could do landscaping, janitorial, building, installing, cleaning, cooking, assembling and plumbing. My stepfather has taught me that general skills set. My real father hasn't learned much from the community. Growing up I always wanted to escaped my stepfather because he would put me to work. Summertime, Fall, Wintertime and Spring. I would be working and earning my outing. Laboring like recycling and sanitation. I've earned my independence and I know that he doesn't respect my independence. I know that I had to learn life skills to survival skills. I had to learn trade skills and driving skills while I was here. I ...