Indigenous Descendant Level of Education and Employability

I know that there are more successful, accomplished and thriving people in Eskasoni. I was not one of them because of my mental health decline. I couldn't do much because I did not have any opportunity in my earlier years. I know that I had to move out of Eskasoni and get my level of education and employability like that. I know that I'd never spent my second chance yet. I know that I have experienced in professional development training which is trade school. 

And got my rèsumè and physical portfolio from NSCC trade school. I know that I haven't specialized in anything still. And I know that I've been learning about opportunities in Landscaping and Carpentry.

I know there is a working class of Indigenous descendant level of education and employability that I haven't yet figured out. There are programs that I need to master in order to have a professional grade rèsumè.

I know that I have been experienced in Microsoft Word, Word, Libre Office, WordPress and other Microsoft softwares like PowerPoint and Excel. I know that I have been learning to do things I need to do with what I have. And I know that I have such excellent experiences in such documents and writing experiences. I know that I have been living the good life with my stepfather who wanted me to have the best life. I know that I don't have any online accessibility because I don't know what's wrong with my computer. I felt rich before and I know that my sister thinks differently about things.

I know that I have been living here for twelve years and reaping benefits of Mawita’mk Society I think it's high time to move out of Mawita'mk Society's care and live on my own. But then again I am disabled and cannot work full-time employment. Plus inflations and stagnancy is making it worst.

I know that I just need practice in building. I hope if I do move back home I could start to build stuff on my own. I know that people here wouldn't want to hire me. And I know inflation rate and stagnancy is starting to get to people. Growing accustomed to living in a productive lifestyle I know that I need to get back to working on my physical fitness. I know that I want to lose weight and build muscles.

I just got to wait and see how my sisters' situation turns out. Write a pros and cons' list from experiences in my hometown. And hopefully have a good pros and cons list by the end of the day. I know that I love my sisters and want the best for them. I know that I have been expecting to have something like this. And I knew that the step family wanted to cause problems. I know that because they wanted houses for their selection. Not to the rightful owner.

I know that I have been here for twelve years and reaping benefits of Mawita’mk Society like going out to movies, pool halls and bowling alleys. And going for cruises and trips and vacations. I know that I have WIFI and homephone. I know that I have cable and smartphone. I know that I have online accounts and official accounts. I feel rich with my Playstation 4, 2 and 1. And I feel enrichen because I have Playstation consoles, Playstation Portable and Xbox 360. I have a computer, tablet, laptop.

I am graduated from Adult Learning Program from Nova Scotia Community College School of Access. And I am graduated from Nova Scotia Community College school of transportation and trades Construction Trades Labor program. I have graduated from couple programs. And got a lot of tickets in NSCC Construction Trades Labor program. From my stepfather I am trained.

From NSCC Community College I'd been professionally trained and learned from them. And I'm proud of that because I got a grade A schooling from a smart teachers and a good reflective teachers. I know that I was taken off guard with that Indian Residential School because I thought they've already talked about that. Alongside the idea that I've been living the brave life I knew that my family were working on something. I have been living here for twelve years and got my ALP diploma, got my trade and Unama'ki Driving Certificate.

I got my We'koqma'q Adult Essential Skills Enhancement Program, We'koqma'q Men's Wellness, Eskasoni Online training, Slow Cooked dream training, Nova Scotia Skills Record Certificate and Steeper Climb Goal-Setting challenge series Certificate. Eskasoni Rehab training and NADACA  Relapse Prevention program Certificate.

I'd specialized in addictions and I know that I could learn coping skills from many mental health works. .I know that there is many doctors to read. Pros about living in Eskasoni are: 1. I get to be more independent which means being re-adjusted economically and financially to my hometown. 2. Get more things done due to more transportation work force in Eskasoni. 3. More freedom to date and look for a place of my own eventually. 4. More reasons to walk in Eskasoni because of friends and family. 5. I'll have my sisters living with me as I get stronger and fitter to get on the transplant kidney list. 6. Get to return to hometown opportunities with a new level of education and employability, job experiences and work term experience, and job shadowing experience. 7. Get to live on my street with a lot more potential. 8. Get to bring all my things, stuff and items to Eskasoni. 9. Get to work on my three goals: get my fitness, full driver's license and job.

Cons of living back home: 1. Cost of living is going up so more money used. 2. More schemers and users. 3. Struggles of welfare because of addicts. 4. Have to get re-adjusted economically and financially to my hometown without a safety net. 5. Don't know old enemies' status and life changes. 6. More ways of being taken advantage of. 7. Old stumping grounds could mean stress and old habits. 8. Because of Covid-19 pandemic stagnancy and inflation went up, so my old schemes wouldn't work. 9. Hometown intergenerational traumas can mean violence.

I know that I have been learning about opportunities in We'koqma'q community. I have to make my hygiene practices a regular treatment sessions of cleaning my teeth, mouthwashing and flossing. I know that I should have that part of my routine with bathing. But I know that I have been living here for twelve years.

I've been in routines before and I know that I was motivated and determined to showcase my life skills. I felt that I had a good life in Eskasoni and I know that I've been living in Eskasoni for 8-7 years on my own. And I know that I have a pros and cons list of staying here. I know that I have been living here for twelve years and at first I had that motivation to showcase my skills. I thought I would be paid here for every little job I did.

I know that I have a good life in We'koqma'q community and I missed my hometown. I used to think of good things in Eskasoni. I know that I have been taught to look at certain individuals in a way. I know that I haven't been able to reach certain goals in my former life. But I have reached goals here and I know that I want to work at three simple goals: get my fitness, full driver's license and job. Save up for a decent car instead of letting my sisters get away with things.

I know that I would rather sit and wait to see how this situation with my sisters played out. I know that I have been learning about the step family and how they've held me back because I haven't really followed their rules. I know that they have some pull but I know that I have been the enemy without knowing. I know that I hadn't a good life under my stepfather's upbringing. I couldn't focus on what I want to focus on. And I know that I was treated with extreme prejudice. There is things that I know that I haven't tapped into yet. I know that I have enemies misleading because of their misapprehensions. I knew that I wasn't wanted because of certain individuals wanted that kind of psycho-sexual freedom. I know that I never was the one to be loved and cherished.

I know that I have been living in Eskasoni more than 8-7 years on my own. I was raised in Eskasoni since I was a baby.

So the Morrison family had me since Babyhood and they've could've worked on me since then. Their perception and grip on me reaches far into my psyche, mind and brain. I know that my soul is gripped by them and I know that I have spoken with the devil and he swears he isn't to blame. I know that God has a plan for me and I know that I haven't been earning my livelihood. I know that I'm looked at as the inferior guy. I know that I don't have any respect or trust to live my life how I see fit. I am a liability when it comes to living with a female. Especially one that I would enjoy.

I know that is a possibility that I become a liability in ways. I know that I'm still stuck where I'm at because of dialysis but here I get everything for free here. The pros of staying here are mostly stuck here: 1. I don't have to pay for anything here. 2. Everything I get here like transportation is free. 3. I know that I got somebody to talk to here( work out my ideas).

4. I could have free homeservices like WiFi, cable and electricity. 5. I get choices of where to go sometimes. 6. I have all my things here. 7. I don't have to worry about inflations and stagnancy. 8. I have an experienced Indigenous descendant staff here and other people. 9. I get to work on three simple goals here and still be safe.

Now cons of staying here: 1. I would be stuck here without dates or a woman. 2. I would be stuck here because of dialysis and family. 3. I wouldn't be re-adjusted economically and financially to my hometown. 4. I know that I cannot afford regular employment experience and schooling, so I would be stuck here. 5. Having no goals done and simply living here because it's simpler. 6. They choose the easier paths because they are lazy. 7. They want me stagnant, dependent and mindlessly happy. 8. They want me subsumed by their organization instead of sticking out.

9. Everyone expects me to obey simply out of ageism and favoritism. I know that they don't want my critical thinking skills and they don't want me to feel out any deceits or lies. They've worked on my misapprehensions before and wanted me to do mistakes and wrongs. I know that I have been able to get to truthful damages because I've been sexually motivated to do stuff when I was young. I know that healthy and happy isn't some people's thing. And I know that I never will find the right woman because I am am genetic freak.

I know that I haven't lived in Eskasoni in twelve years. And I know that I have to work at my fitness goals because I'm diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic and stuck here. I know that nobody wants to apologize to me because of their pride. They make stuff hard for me because they want a simpler paths. And I know they are corruptors.

They have no respect for the dead because they want that kind of struggles. I know that I don't have that kind of respectability where I could live my life how I see fit. That would put a scare into people. Living with my sisters would be sharing costs of living with my sisters. And having a reliable ride for dialysis I would have to rely on Noel Simon. I know that's two pros about moving back to my hometown. So 11 altogether about moving back to my hometown. And living with my sisters I would be able to teach my nieces and nephews mental health techniques and social strategies.

I know that strengthening and expanding social networks relationships are what I've learned to use my emotional literacy and emotional intelligence to detect any forces or barriers with people. I know that I have been able to use social strategies to plan a good deal of healing and recovery. 

My story about Indigenous Descendant level of education and employability is something that I have learned people want innocent. I am a thief, a schemer and a hustler. I've worked my way put of situations before and I know that I don't have to worry about dating or jobs.