Chapel Island, Potlekek

My family is living in Chapel Island, a home which they've built over the years. Spending many Christmases in Chapel Island and Eskasoni, I feel that I had tons of good memories with them. Chapel Island has been my family's home for some time. I know that I would've benefited from a car but I couldn't get my Beginner's license in Eskasoni. I know that Chapel Island has been a happy home for my family. A struggling family that has been living in their psychological problems. I felt that many years has passed in Chapel Island and a good life has been provided.

Many years has passed since I'd moved to We'koqma'q community. My family lived in Chapel Island since the 2000. And I moved to We'koqma'q community in 2010. It took ten years to open up the Mi'kmaq group home and for me to move there. I know that I got an accomplished past in We'koqma'q community.

I know that I have a somewhat good family. They've struggled and had their problems. But over the years my family has been working with Mawita'mk Society to enhance my quality of life. My stepfather has been a major part of my life, the man behind the curtains who tried to managed me. And I know that I wanted to have my full driver's license.

In today's time, my grandmother has the house in Eskasoni and I know that I have to live at Mawita'mk Society because I am paranoid schizophrenic. And I have a long struggling history with Eskasoni. I never had any opportunities I have now, in Eskasoni. And I never had any choices to choose the woman I want. I don't have that now but eventually, when I do get my full driver's license and car. When I reach that far in my life. I know that through a job I will have good pay checks from regular work.

That's if I do get my second kidney from Wendy Sharpe. She just has to contact Mawita'mk Society to coordinate my appointments. I know that my family cares for me and I know that they have a good home. It's full of positive spirit of laughter, good food, good company and good music. I know that I have a good family in that perspective.

My family has been a big part of my life. I have been through thick and thin. And I hope that my sister Catherine Morrison could thrive. I would be happy. She has been doing pretty good so far. And I hope that both of my sisters can thrive outside of Eskasoni. I know that I want to be this guy who has a thriving family. Has a good home in outside of Eskasoni and has a good thing going in We'koqma'q community. I know that I need to get my full driver's license and BA degree in order to see more potential jobs.

I know that it has been 18 years or 21 years since the big move to Chapel Island. And there have been a bunch of happy Christmases and a lot of good times here. A good time for me is good food, good company, good music and a great deal of conversation. I know that I have learned to be a skilled conversationalist by my step parents. Who has been my parents since I needed them. And I know that I've been coming to Chapel Island since I was 15 or 18 years old. I know that I had a lot of wishful thinking and I know that I wanted to think community.

I want to learn from the best. Hopefully, I can learn much as I can for the kids and parents. Hopefully, I can get to school and get notetakers. But my parents have helped me realize I need Mawita'mk Society. They've helped me in terms of being parents and granting me the knowledge.

The knowledge to self-recognize my disabilities and my struggles. I know that I have been struggling to accept Mawita'mk Society as my forever home. Rosie and Mawita'mk Society has helped me in so many ways. In fact, Mawita'mk Society and Rosie have saved my life on multiple occasions. They've known me to be this guy who needs help. I want to acknowledge family and Mawita'mk Society as a influential, good and open-minded people in my life.

I know that I've gotten accustomed to the comforts of Mawita'mk Society. I feel that they are growing evermore. I know that I need to be this guy who has his BA degree and a renewed Beginner's license. I know that slowly I'm learning to drive. I know that I had residual trauma and Mike MacInnis helped me. I know that I hadn't been totally honest with him. But the hell with it, I won't tell him. He is too damn nosy.

Today I was at the Renal Clinic or Dialysis Unit in Sydney. I was getting dialysis. It took 4 hours and I got my dressing changed. I know that I enjoyed being at Cape Breton Regional Hospital and enjoyed a lunch. Pretty girls at Dialysis and I got contact from Heather, a Transplant Coordinator. I signed a bunch of papers to get my name in. And I know that I have to be healthy, patient and actively listening. They've entered my name into a databank of Transplant choosing. And in this machine I will get my transplant.

I know that I got to talk with my dad on the way up to Chapel Island . Noel Joe Simon drove me to dialysis and back. He works at Eskasoni Crisis Center. And I know that I have a good friend. I want to see my sister Billie Jean but that's pretty good. I am hanging with my nephew in his bedroom. I get to sleep in his bed and he gets to sleep upstairs. My baby brothers are playing PGA golfing game.

I know that today I got to eat twice and got to enjoy my family. I feel that I am denying something and I cannot tell what. I know that I love my family but they've bent over backwards for me. They got me in Mawita'mk Society and they don't want me to leave. I have an accomplished past and I'm on dialysis now. But if I do get a good woman I would have to give all that up, if she is willing to live with me. I know that I want to have a young woman but I don't have the charms or anything.

I feel that I am going to be alone and live my life in solitude. My life has been a struggle since I was born. Nobody wants to admit that they got it easy. They want to say that everyone struggles but some struggles are medical. I cannot get away from my genes and I cannot escape in my mind. I am a paranoid schizophrenic and I have Jeune Thoracic of Distrophy.

So I better make this one opportunity a good one. I know that I need to live my life and not pretend that Mawita'mk Society can be my forever home. I know that I enjoy the comforts of Mawita'mk Society. I just got to get my full driver's license and BA degree in this place.

The way I live life now is okay to a degree. I just hope that I could get my full driver's license and BA degree to live it the way I want to. I know that I got some driving experience in and I need to renew my Beginner's license. I know that I got to be patient and hoping. And I know that I need to enjoy today. I'm at my parent's house and I am enjoying the comforts of Chapel Island. I know that I need to babysit my dad's pups. I just hope that I could get some driving in. I know that I want to drive to here and to my sister's place with her approval. I know that I want to enjoy the independence of a car.

This week I need to pay for my Netflix and my YouTube Music app. I know that I'd enjoyed my birthday here and I'd enjoyed good moments with my stepmother's family and my stepfather's pups. I know that I'm babysitting them now and I hope that this goes well. I know that I want to be the guy whose family is thriving.

Me and mum talked about how Mawita'mk Society have saved me from certain death. There was a lot of factors involved in the thought process. I was malnourished, I was hurting and I was uneducated. But now I'm nourished, healed and educated. I got my ALP diploma and Certificate of Accomplishment credential in Construction Trades Labor program. I got couple of credentials and I have a lot of good people helping me to go to school. Mawita'mk Society always helps me out going to school but I had Strait Area Public Transit take me.

My family has provided me with a good group home that has supported, provided and guided me in every part of my life. I know that this group home organization loves me and so does my family. I haven't fought like a skilled exceptional mixed martial artist. But I know that I got some sufferings.

I am enjoying the home that my parents have built. I love them and they have provided a good home, good food and good music. I know that they have outdoor furniture and indoor furniture. My parents have two incomes and probably more from my siblings, Mark and Sonny.

I may not win the approvals of the family to build my forever home. But I know that I'm still hoping to move out eventually. I hope that I could get my full driver's license and BA degree in order to live my life in Eskasoni. I know that I want my own family home.

This home I'm in is my family's home. A family spirituality of Catholic Faith and a good time. I know that I have a lot of good moments in this house. And I have tons of heart-to-heart moments. Yes, I wasn't the ideal child and yes, I brought my nerdy self to the family.