Dancing With My Demons
I know that I'm much happier in We'koqma'q community because I have a new start. And I know that We'koqma'q community is better in ways of keeping a small community. It's okay to miss my hometown community and I know it's a cultural community. I feel that I could move back once I do get my new kidney. I know that I'm dancing with my demons now and having a good time. Feeling that I am learning more about relationships with addictions through life experiences, books, pdfs and audiobooks.
Learning the philosophy of meaning through suffering and enduring. I've learned much as I can about the Man's Search For Meaning book and Modern Man in Search of a Soul. I know that I got Modern Man in Search of a Soul and I need Man's Search For Meaning. I know that I'm trying to make sense of life with life experiences through these books. And Dialogues of Plato too.
Learning the philosophy of meaning through suffering and enduring. I've learned much as I can about the Man's Search For Meaning book and Modern Man in Search of a Soul. I know that I got Modern Man in Search of a Soul and I need Man's Search For Meaning. I know that I'm trying to make sense of life with life experiences through these books. And Dialogues of Plato too.
I just purchased Man's Search For Meaning and I remembered I'd purchased Headset for my PS4. And a Soap Travel case. I have Dialogues of Plato and Modern Man's Search For a Soul. I just need to finish these two books and read Man's Search For Meaning. I know that I need to work at certain books, eBooks and encyclopedias, PDFs and audiobooks and dictionaries.
I've made purchases with PS4 headset, Man's Search For Meaning book, the alchemist book and travel soap case. So I'm waiting on a few things from Amazon. And I'm waiting for the new Activity Center to open up. I am waiting on getting on the Transplant list, I am.waiting for my second dose of Vaccination. And I am waiting for reconfiguration of WIFI access and waiting on cable.
I have patience of a Saint but I am no Saint. A guy like me sent into space?
I know that with Xploration Outer Space I have learned they were working on technologies and some of the hurdles of space through innovation. They showcased a few technologies and ideas for now. And I want to be the first Canadian First Nation disabled person to go into space.
I hope that they could send a disabled person like me into space with all the hurdles of a disabled person's medications, injections and other things in space that we would encounter. One of these days I'll be able to go on Deep Space missions and be able to perform something of a good job with the spacecraft.
I know that through different stages of my life I've been traumatized and hurt. Other times I've lost people and made poetry. I've been wanting to go space because I had a lot of trauma here on earth.
I've made purchases with PS4 headset, Man's Search For Meaning book, the alchemist book and travel soap case. So I'm waiting on a few things from Amazon. And I'm waiting for the new Activity Center to open up. I am waiting on getting on the Transplant list, I am.waiting for my second dose of Vaccination. And I am waiting for reconfiguration of WIFI access and waiting on cable.
I have patience of a Saint but I am no Saint. A guy like me sent into space?
I know that with Xploration Outer Space I have learned they were working on technologies and some of the hurdles of space through innovation. They showcased a few technologies and ideas for now. And I want to be the first Canadian First Nation disabled person to go into space.
I hope that they could send a disabled person like me into space with all the hurdles of a disabled person's medications, injections and other things in space that we would encounter. One of these days I'll be able to go on Deep Space missions and be able to perform something of a good job with the spacecraft.
I know that through different stages of my life I've been traumatized and hurt. Other times I've lost people and made poetry. I've been wanting to go space because I had a lot of trauma here on earth.
I know a lot in my time and I've experienced a lot of miseries, tragedies and losses. I've had a lot of beatings in different stages of my life and I have failed greatly at fights. I know a battle from a fight and I know that I had many different battles in different stages of my life in different ways. I've been traumatized like that too and I know that I'm still learning a lot in my time. But I am learning relationships through the beat doctors like Dr. Tian Dayton, Dr. John Gottman and Dr. Marsha Linehan. Just to name a few relationships experts.
I know that I need to read a lot of books and get into these books of mine because they are interesting and educational and informative. I feel like I have an enriched knowledge of life on my bookcases and in my phone. I know that I'm reading and working on these things. I have intense therapies over the years and I know that I had early childhood traumas and addiction.
I know that I need to read a lot of books and get into these books of mine because they are interesting and educational and informative. I feel like I have an enriched knowledge of life on my bookcases and in my phone. I know that I'm reading and working on these things. I have intense therapies over the years and I know that I had early childhood traumas and addiction.
But I know that the Seven Sacred teachings is one of the reasons why I don't drug or drink alcohol. I know that I have been living soberly happy with a good sense of appreciation, well-being and nutritional support. I know that I have been productive and working on my driver's license and degree.
I know that sweatlodges were essential to keeping me sober and clean as a child. As there wasn't any treatment facility for kids back then. I know that I had to learn healing practices of the culture and develop some kind of understanding of a life. I don't know where it came from but I sure hope that my Man's Search For Meaning book comes. And I hope that my PS4 headset and travel soap case and Alchemist book comes too. I know that I'm waiting on all that and I know that I need to get these books. I know that I want Cape Breton adventures, camping and hiking. I want to be well immersed into Cep Breton.
I know that there is Atlantic School of Skydiving, there is Ski Ben Eion, I know there is NS Hiling trails on Facebook and I know there is Commercial Scuba Diving. I know there is a few gun ranges and I know that there is going to be a recreational Center in Eskasoni. So, all my hopes go to this New Business Development Coordinator.
There is winter activities we could do and invest in. There is cross-country skiing and snowshoes walking. There is sledding and building out of snow. I know that there is shoveling and ice-breaking. During the winter season. And I know there is Mawita'mk Work Program which could pay for all this. I know that I have to be more active during the winter hours and get busy trying to Immerse into recreational activities or something like recreational activities. I know that I want to be well read, fully experienced in Cape Breton and living actively and pro-actively.
Feeling that I want this kind of life and I want to post all my hiking, camping, adventuring and Skydiving on my Facebook. I sure hope that the New Activity Coordinator is better, more open-minded to the adventures of Cape Breton. And hope that I could develop something of a few wonderful experiences while I live at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I want to have my full experience in Cape Breton, Cape Breton University and in driving.
I want to be extremely independent, self-discipline, self-reliant and self-sufficient in so many ways that I do all my Cape Breton adventures like hikes, ATV, hunting, trapping, fishing, Skydiving, Scuba Diving, boating and much more summer activities I hope to do while I'm at Mawita'mk Society. I want to live to my fullest potential of living an active, pro-active and productive life of work, adventures and driving. I want to be thoroughly educated, trained and experienced in life experiences.
I know that I want to be well educated, thoroughly and vigorously, trained and educated and experienced in all these summer activities to winter activities. I know that I want to be well acclimated to doing all this on my own and be economically adjusted to paying for my own adventures and car and working at my own job. I want to be well read, I want to be well experienced and I want to have a fitness about me that I could be proud of.
I know that I want to do recreational exercises at the new Fitness Center at the Multipurpose Recreational Activities Building I'm Eskasoni once it's all built and put up. I want to be well immersed, experienced and worked on my fitness in using exercises, exercising equipments and machines, gears and walking. I want to have a healthy vitality of me and live an vibrant, fully experienced life of nature, of outdoors and of Certificates.
I am not a devil anymore but I ain't no Saint either. I know that I have experienced addictions and traumas. I know that in different stages of my life I have experienced different traumas through different addictions and troubles. I've known so much and I've done so much. I just want to be financially independent where I make good incomes and have a career, car and memberships to adventures of Cape Breton, gyms and so much. I want to be active in dancing, walking endurance and speed and having my life together in this rich lifestyle.
But I have straighten out my life and I am an NSCC graduate from School of Access through Adult Learning Program and NSCC graduate from School of Trade and Technology through Construction Trades Labor program. I know that I have couple We'koqma'q community programs and a Unama’ki Driving School Certificate.
I know that I have a rich life now, but I want to be richly in terms of having incomes, an apartment, driver's license and degrees, diplomas and Certificates. I know that there is so much I want to do that I want to pay for schooling myself. And get everything I need to work anywhere.
I know that I want full time status and position that I could create a budget for payments for car, apartment stuff, books and encyclopedias, PDFs and audiobooks, eBooks, adventures and gym memberships and so many memberships. I want to have money in the bank with all this at Mawita'mk Society and I want to have everything I need to pay for memberships, car payments and so much. I want to be wise with my money and pay for so much training, online accounts and so much.
I know that sweatlodges were essential to keeping me sober and clean as a child. As there wasn't any treatment facility for kids back then. I know that I had to learn healing practices of the culture and develop some kind of understanding of a life. I don't know where it came from but I sure hope that my Man's Search For Meaning book comes. And I hope that my PS4 headset and travel soap case and Alchemist book comes too. I know that I'm waiting on all that and I know that I need to get these books. I know that I want Cape Breton adventures, camping and hiking. I want to be well immersed into Cep Breton.
I know that there is Atlantic School of Skydiving, there is Ski Ben Eion, I know there is NS Hiling trails on Facebook and I know there is Commercial Scuba Diving. I know there is a few gun ranges and I know that there is going to be a recreational Center in Eskasoni. So, all my hopes go to this New Business Development Coordinator.
There is winter activities we could do and invest in. There is cross-country skiing and snowshoes walking. There is sledding and building out of snow. I know that there is shoveling and ice-breaking. During the winter season. And I know there is Mawita'mk Work Program which could pay for all this. I know that I have to be more active during the winter hours and get busy trying to Immerse into recreational activities or something like recreational activities. I know that I want to be well read, fully experienced in Cape Breton and living actively and pro-actively.
Feeling that I want this kind of life and I want to post all my hiking, camping, adventuring and Skydiving on my Facebook. I sure hope that the New Activity Coordinator is better, more open-minded to the adventures of Cape Breton. And hope that I could develop something of a few wonderful experiences while I live at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I want to have my full experience in Cape Breton, Cape Breton University and in driving.
I want to be extremely independent, self-discipline, self-reliant and self-sufficient in so many ways that I do all my Cape Breton adventures like hikes, ATV, hunting, trapping, fishing, Skydiving, Scuba Diving, boating and much more summer activities I hope to do while I'm at Mawita'mk Society. I want to live to my fullest potential of living an active, pro-active and productive life of work, adventures and driving. I want to be thoroughly educated, trained and experienced in life experiences.
I know that I want to be well educated, thoroughly and vigorously, trained and educated and experienced in all these summer activities to winter activities. I know that I want to be well acclimated to doing all this on my own and be economically adjusted to paying for my own adventures and car and working at my own job. I want to be well read, I want to be well experienced and I want to have a fitness about me that I could be proud of.
I know that I want to do recreational exercises at the new Fitness Center at the Multipurpose Recreational Activities Building I'm Eskasoni once it's all built and put up. I want to be well immersed, experienced and worked on my fitness in using exercises, exercising equipments and machines, gears and walking. I want to have a healthy vitality of me and live an vibrant, fully experienced life of nature, of outdoors and of Certificates.
I am not a devil anymore but I ain't no Saint either. I know that I have experienced addictions and traumas. I know that in different stages of my life I have experienced different traumas through different addictions and troubles. I've known so much and I've done so much. I just want to be financially independent where I make good incomes and have a career, car and memberships to adventures of Cape Breton, gyms and so much. I want to be active in dancing, walking endurance and speed and having my life together in this rich lifestyle.
But I have straighten out my life and I am an NSCC graduate from School of Access through Adult Learning Program and NSCC graduate from School of Trade and Technology through Construction Trades Labor program. I know that I have couple We'koqma'q community programs and a Unama’ki Driving School Certificate.
I know that I have a rich life now, but I want to be richly in terms of having incomes, an apartment, driver's license and degrees, diplomas and Certificates. I know that there is so much I want to do that I want to pay for schooling myself. And get everything I need to work anywhere.
I know that I want full time status and position that I could create a budget for payments for car, apartment stuff, books and encyclopedias, PDFs and audiobooks, eBooks, adventures and gym memberships and so many memberships. I want to have money in the bank with all this at Mawita'mk Society and I want to have everything I need to pay for memberships, car payments and so much. I want to be wise with my money and pay for so much training, online accounts and so much.
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