My Compatible Lover

Compatibility is a able to live with someone that you could enjoy whatever you enjoy doing in your free time. I believe in RISE compatibility test. I think that if I could get a woman who is interested in the same things as me, I could get a compatible lover to enjoy. My lover has to show certain intelligence of her environment and of her heritage. She has to show certain knowledge of healing practices and medicine. And the values of pastime and other things that connects with me. She could be white because that could be Gaelic or French or Scottish. I know that I want to have a native chick because she might have the same beliefs or different beliefs that I could find connections with.

Mi'kmaq got a long with Scottish, Gaelic and French. I know that we have influenced each other's opinions, cultural growth and development, heritage and shared historical information this life we live.

We have a shared histories with one of another. We should consider our intercultural connections of what we have for a century and look at what we could do as Mi'kmaq and non-indigenous. I am not an Aboriginal but I am a Native to this land and I am Indigenous to these lands. So, I am Indigenous Canadian. I am Native Canadian.

I could have a white girl from here but I rather much have a native girl. But I won't have the right one. I know this because I want a innocent looking genius that has creative and resourceful intelligence and literacy through her fluency and independence of living a good life. Humility is a big virtue in the Mi'kmaq teachings. I feel that I have learned from the great mentors, teachers, instructors and guides that have helped me out. I heard that French, Gaelic and Scottish has guides too. I heard that they have mentors, teachers, instructors and guides.

Learning is multifaceted and I know that I've learned much in my time in Eskasoni. I've learned who hates me and who loves me. They support me in my life and I've learned much in my twenties, teen years and childhood. New research was coming out each ten years or so, and I know that I want to be well educated and well taught in my life. I wanted to have all the benefits of going places with Eskasoni Elementary and Middle School. I know that I should've stay after school and got some kind of extra curricular activities like acting or music. But my uncles had other plans.

I know that I've learned so much in my life that I just got to remember what I need to. To see opportunities that should've been mine. I know that my step parents are morally lazy and want me to live a minimum life of academic career. I know that I've faced many challenges in my Eskasoni schooling.

And I know that I've faced many more challenges after school. My land lords weren't too kind about giving me leeway and I know that I've been put in difficult situations where I had to work outside of my home. I know that I had a bunch of good life but I tried to live in Eskasoni and it was inhabitable for a discriminated and disabled nerd like me. I know that I've been living within my limits for years in Eskasoni and I know that I was neglected in ways to torment me.

I know that Rob tried his best. Both Robs and I know that my family put their efforts in. I know that I want to be well educated in driving, very competent and skilled in driving. And I want to be well educated and well taught, and well trained in Cape Breton University's Bachelor of Arts program.

But I know that we've have a shared histories with Canadian nation.

I know that I've been through a lot and I know that I've had many traumas in different stages of my life where I've healed and forgiven but not forget. I know that I got issues and I know that I got to deal with them my way. I've been through so much I should have a professional biographer recording my life. And the values and teachings I have. I should write my own autobiography and memoires of my life. I know that I have a journal and I know that this is a good release of my pains. I know that I've been through many different battles, traumas and emotional losses in my life that I know that I was vulnerable to addictions in those stages.


I know that I need to work towards my betterment and truths of my life. I know that my uncle Dodo wanted to the discriminations to prevail in my life and I know that he wanted me to suffer the consequences.

But I haven't found a lover of my life and I want a young-looking woman that has a good pair. I want to have everything I need in this life and I want a thriving, peaceful life of intelligence, my independence and personal freedom. And I want to have everything I need to work and function in Eskasoni. I want to have a car, driver's license and BA degree. I want to work towards enlightening my life and working towards acclimation.

As an older brother I have to know the family and keep a record of the family tree. The Next holder is the second in line of that family and I know that I am that kind of humble leader of the family. I am that much responsible for family Ancestry app. I am responsible for the professional pedigree and genealogy and interconnectivity of the family to create a bond of the family. I am part Jown and part Syliboy mixed with Morrison mentality and upbringing.

With ingredients of Jown and Syliboy family blood techniques of upbringing. I know that my stepfather did not want me to resent my real father because it was Indian Residential School that took our family time away from us. And it was the systematic racism of this country that kept us apart. That's what blame and that's what I'm doing to dedicate my life to writing about my life experiences in Eskasoni and Shubenacadie. I know that I've been centralized and worked into the family by love and interest. So, it will be hard to match that in my writing.

That's why Mawita'mk Society is a good place to live. Because I know that I will be safe and supported in ways of my disabilities, living and work. I know that I will be well taken care of and well used by Mawita'mk Society as a professional laborer and a well trained plumber. I know that I will get to use my skills in their new Mawita'mk Work Space.

Which is being called Ben's Place. I know that I could live with that and work there as long as there is good pay, good food, good music and good company. I hope that I could get my one year NSCC School of Trades and Technology program Plumbing Certificate and Cooking Certificate from NSCC Community College. I want to get, at least, those two Certificates in my life.

I want to be an integral part of Mawita'mk Society where I could make a decent wage of professional minimum wage standards and get a lot of jobs from the community. I want a combined pay for minimum wage from Mawita'mk Society for the services I want to do for them. And I want to be essential, crucial and integral part of Mawita'mk Work Progrom. I want to earn a good wage from counseling, political ties and Mawita'mk connections through cooking and laboring. I want a Mawita'mk office with the Center.

I want to earn my office space with Mawita'mk Society. I know that I want to get political science in my BA program to understand it that way. And I know that I want to have everything I need to work within my Mi'kmaq nation for Mawita'mk Society. Funding and fundraising efforts and activities in my hometown community and other places. I hope to enlist help from family and other connections I have.

I know that I want to use connections like family to get fundraising for them from different communities and from First Nation Communities. I hope that I could get a good volunteer vouchers for them and get my large family, if Mawita'mk Society approves of it, to fundraise for Mawita'mk Society. I know that I've had tons of good experiences with family and I know that I had a lot of good memories with them. I feel that I could help them out by getting them to volunteer for something.

She got to accept this kind of lifestyle of Mawita'mk Society where I am a integral, crucial and essential part of Mawita'mk Work Program. I want to build a good career out of my BA degree-training program credential to work the workables of my life and potentials I have with Mawita'mk Society. 

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