Essentials I Need To Move Out

In order to move back to Eskasoni, there are several things that are needed before I do move back. If I was to move back to my old hometown community. First and foremost, I need my second kidney. Before anything happens I need my second transplant kidney. And the second thing I need is my full driver's license. I know that none of my fathers would help me out. But my sisters. I have to protect them much as I can. And get my full driver's license when I get my second kidney. That is the firs thing I'm going to get or either I'm going to move out.

I know that Darlene doubts that and I know that I could thrive off of that. Darlene wants to doubt in confidence, more like arrogance. She would have me in jail before I can move out. Maybe I'm blowing this out of proportion but it seems that I cannot move out of here when I want. I know that I don't get any respect for wanting to move out.

But I know that if I was to move I should have my full driver's license, BA degree, NSCC Plumbing Certificate and Red Seal papers in Plumbing. That way I could have an enriched life on my own. Taking pride in my handiworks around Eskasoni and the surrounding areas, I would enjoy the self-sustainable community in strides.

But if I was to stay here I would need the same things I'll need for independent living. I know that adult independence is living without a safety net. And I know that I could live at certain places in Eskasoni. But I want to go to school here for 8 years of my life, going to Cape Breton University and NSCC Community College. Hoping to get a BA to sharpen my skills in writing for a business proposal and letter for We'koqma'q community. Learn how my hometown works and how We'koqma'q community works. That way I could understand it.

It would take 4 years to get my BA degree. And a year to get my NSCC Plumbing Certificate. So, really I would need 9 more years after I get my second new transplant kidney. And I would need to get my full driver's license and truck. So, hopefully, I will be working in We'koqma'q community.

I know that with all the latest infrastructure being built in Eskasoni, I would love to live there again. I know that Eskasoni is building a Recreational Center, a Long-term care Facility and they have Tim Hortons, Eskasoni Communications, Eskasoni Security, Eskasoni Public Transits Service. I know that is tempting in itself to move back home. If I didn't say so, I say that they are trying to make a self-sustainable community where nobody is left behind. And in that they want a good understanding of its people that Eskasoni Chief and Council are trying their best.

Hopefully, I can get my second transplant kidney no matter where I am at. But Eskasoni had some murders in Eskasoni. And I know that Eskasoni is taking a positive step towards self-sustainability and clear intentions of healing, coping and moving on. I know that Eskasoni wants the best out of their community. I feel that Eskasoni is building a infrastructure that will take people places in the surrounding areas. I know that I want to get my old apartment in Horseshoe Drive. Hopefully, I can get a shed going and hook up electricals and plumbing. I know that I don't get much say about my own life.

But at least I could enjoy my warm bedroom. And enjoy the coming Christmas. I did got my Christmas bonus and it was $300. I spent most of it on eBooks. I hope that I have enough to pay for items I've selected. I know that I want the Adapter HDMI cords that I need for Clyde and my Playstation consoles.

I have one bed and blankets. I have a roof over my head. And three meals a day. I have medications administered to me every four hours. I have a good collection of things and stuff and items. I have Comfort Allowance every week. I have GST direct deposits every three months and a Christmas bonus every year. If I was working I would be making a lot of money. I would be able to get that Covid check and have other payments to my name. I know that I had that CERB recovery checks given to me. And I know that I want to get used of working, living and driving in We'koqma'q community with a new second transplant kidney.

I want to make, build and create memorable moments with my reputable services to We'koqma'q community. I want to be able to cook, clean and plumb. I know that would be a good services. I know that I would be able to have a professional excellence in service.

I hope that I have a good rapport with this community. They have been nothing but good to me. And I know that I'm happy where I'm at. I want to be able to do NSCC Plumbing Certificate program at NSCC Marconi Campus. And after getting my Red Seal papers in that I would enjoy my freedom in We'koqma'q community because I would have credentials hanging on my wall over the years. This would be my future graduations I would enjoy. ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute Custodial Technician Training Certificate, NSCC Pipe Trade diploma and driver's license. Those are the lists of goals I would want to get.

If I am to going back to work when I do get my new second kidney. I hope that I could invest into Retail Council of Canada credentials. And work my way towards a better job. I know that I'm happy with this life I have because I have an accomplished past.

I have an accomplished, successful and thriving life with Mawita'mk Society. I've been in trade school and I know my strengths in that. I know that this Christmas is going to be good. I feel that I have an enrichments of my life since Mawita'mk Society came into it. I have enrichments like education, trade and community networkings and community programs graduations. I know that I have been through so much but I've graduated from so much too.

I have online banking accounts, social media accounts and portfolios. I have so much accomplished past in We'koqma'q community, I don't think I would want to move back to Eskasoni. I think that I would want to stay here and get my job, full driver's license and BA degree. That way I could be employable in Band Office or somewhere. I know that I want to be well educated in Cape Breton University and NSCC.

Feeling that I could pay for so much. I feel like I have been enriched in so many ways while living at Mawita'mk Society. I feel like I have luxuries and benefits. I know that I want to have more enrichments like professional educational accomplishments and a whole list of things I would love to have. These days I need professional educational accomplishments because I need to exist on paper. I know that I have to learn much from professors, instructors and teachers alike.

My graduations I would enjoy, is from Nova Scotia Graduated Driver's Licensing Program, Cape Breton University Bachelor of Arts program, Nova Scotia Community College Plumbing Certificate program, ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute Custodial Technician Training Certificate program. And Pipe Trade diploma program I would want. Oh yeah couple of Retail Council of Canada programs too.

I would try to get a good list of professional educational accomplishments over the years while I live in We'koqma'q community with my new second transplant kidney. I know that if I gotten my second kidney, I would take advantage of my days and distinguish the gullible ones from the evil ones. Feeling that I've been trying to live my life with good intentions but hell is always forged. And I had to move out of Eskasoni and live my life in peace.

I know when I get back up I could take advantage of certain people. I know that I could pretend that I'm vicious. I know that I am loving this place and happy right where I'm living at. I know that I don't want to move because I am spending my first Christmas at Mawita'mk Society. And in that I'm glad there is a lot of presents. I know that I'm happy right where I am at. Knowing that this home provides for me.

It seems that Connie cannot resist. She has to take control. Of course, she should but not with me. I clean my own mess and if not then it's her influence that makes me such a person. I know that she doesn't want me to be independent in Mawita'mk Society. Feeling superior and smug, she laughs at my weakness to express myself. I know that Clyde don't take care or anyone else. If only I could talk to her like an adult instead of some paternalistic support staff. I know that I want to talk with her one on one. But she doesn't want me to have that kind of freedom where I'm responsible.

I know that she wants me lazy and ready on command. I know that she thinks of me as one of her children who doesn't do much. I am not really credited with any independence in Mawita'mk Society. I know that Connie tells a different story and it sticks. I know that she doesn't credited me with my independence.

The essentials I need are a new kidney, a full driver's license, a job, a truck. And that would be my personal accomplishments. I know that I want to be accomplished, successful and thriving in We'koqma'q community. But Connie wants me to prove myself, she has to change something. Connie doesn't have Therapeutic Recreation diploma. And she isn't really looking for reasons to praise me either. I know that she doesn't empathize with me. 

But I know that I respect her decisions and whatever she says. I don't do anything she doesn't want me to do. I feel that I have am rich life with spooks, electronics, technology, Trades, driving, a career and a good amount of money from Mawita'mk Society, GST direct deposits every three months and a Christmas bonus every year. So, I should listen. 

I just have to be patient, calm and relaxing after every chore before Connie looks at it. I want to train under her because I have trained under Candice. She made it easy to do, Connie is a little stricter than the tirading tones of my stepfather's pain. I know that I want to get a good truck, wrap it and prime it. And then fix the inside of my truck. I want to have an app for my truck, to turn on while inside and have a good controlling of my own vehicle. 

But being on my own, the transition to moving out of here. I will have to contact every doctors I've encountered with Mawita'mk Society, tell my Eskasoni Band Office that I will be moving back, redirect my health professional teams and get approved by my family to move back home. I would have to redirect my mail and get a mailbox. I would have to get my own Eskasoni Communications bundle and set that up in my place. And I would have to inform my family that I would like to live in Eskasoni, get an apartment and move all my stuff, things and items in there. 

Man that's a lot of work. I rather be lazily comfortable in my bedroom. If that was a goal to live by myself without Mawita'mk Society's care. I would probably enjoy a good life in Eskasoni. 

To me investing in my own place simply mean decorating the place with a good amount of pictures, posters and strip-lights. And making it comfortable enough to have cable and Playstation consoles. It's beginning to invest in a home that I could enjoy. And I know that nobody wants me comfortable in my own place. Especially after what I've done with certain people. Life-changing experiences of mine was being defenseless or not allowed to defend myself.