Take Every Word You Said

I know that I'm happy where I'm at for now. I feel like I have a rich quality of life and in that I want to keep going with my goals, objectives and appreciate my milestones. I feel like I have learned my skills set for a Certified tradesman. I know that I've had a lot of happy moments at Mawita'mk Society and for that I'm eternally grateful. I just hope that I could get a second transplant kidney and keep on trucking with my goals and keep appreciating my milestones. I feel happy for the knowledge I have, because I could use it later in life when I do get my second transplant kidney. I know that I want to have work at We'koqma'q Tim Hortons and be fully trained, Certified and educated by them..

I know that I have been well taught by my family. And in that I know that I want to enjoy my life with Mawita'mk Society. I know that I've finished two games with my Playstation 4 console.

I know that the Mortal Kombat 11, the newest one is finished in a sense. But Uncharted: A Thief's End is finished too. I know that I want to enjoy my other Uncharted: The Lost Legacy. I know that today I just came from my grandmother's wake in Paq'tnkek community. I know that I enjoyed their spaghetti and meat balls. And I enjoyed the talk over there. We went Havre Boucher way and went down my childhood memory lane. I know that I want to get my second transplant kidney and I want to return to work.

I had my kidney before and I took good care of it. I wasn't an addict, I had transportation barriers in Eskasoni. Now I've come so far in my life not to get a second transplant kidney. Yes, I had a few smoking up sessions with Rob Shipley but he hasn't forced weed onto me. I know that I have been living at Mawita'mk Society for the past twelve years. And I know that I'm good now.

I feel that I had all the support I needed and in that I used to smoke cigarettes. Now I'm sober and have quit the cigarettes. I feel that my chances are much better now. I know that I have my own personal exercising equipments in the Mawita'mk den. And I know that I have my bookcase there too. I feel like I have lived a rich life at Mawita'mk Society and I'm glad for it. I want to keep living the good life at Mawita'mk Society. I know that there was an Eskasoni Pharmacy in my hometown. I could go get my drugs there.

Today is Monday, 12:25 and my Grandmother is laid to rest. I know that I needed the sleep last night and I know that I'd started in a somber kind of way for my grandmother's wake yesterday. I know that I have been enjoying my games in my Mawita'mk bedroom. I know that I want to get my second transplant kidney in order to work.

I feel happy because I swept, mopped  my bedroom floor and made my bed. I know that I could've done that my own but I didn't take the initiative. I know that I'm happy that the funeral is over and I know that I'm in a good place. I just want to improve on my education goals and appreciate my milestones. I know that I want to enjoy my writings if the spirit, state and condition is right. I know that I have a blog app and in that I'm trying to document, with words my experience and knowledge of, about, from and with my own life. Pretty much it's something of an afflatus I have every time I write. I feel enriched and rich with information, fitness and technology. I know that through thr right dieting I could enjoy my snacks.

I know there is We'koqma'q community which has a unique way of communal mannerism. And how they could handle people. I know that I miss going on outings with Mawita'mk.

I miss going movies or bowling alley or pool hall. I enjoy the occasional dice games and one of them is Control. I know that I have a good group home. A safe and sound kind of group home. Rosie would do anything to keep me alive, safe and happy. I know that I want to be alive, safe and happy in Eskasoni but too many addicts there making it difficult to live in. Plus it's super difficult to get an apartment in Eskasoni. And keep stuff in my own apartment. Plus I heard there was overcrowding in houses, apartments and sheds. And a good deal of job shortages and poor economic opportunities.

I know that I had a lot of good memories in Eskasoni where I caught breaks. And I wasn't taught hate. I know that I have been through hell and back but make me appreciate this life better. I enjoy going on outings with my adopted Mawita'mk family.

I know that I have a few milestones in my life to appreciate, enjoy and list my likes about. I know that with the endless possibilities of getting my second transplant kidney I could get a few good jobs. Have a professional schedule and weekend work schedule. I want to be hustling and working with my second transplant kidney. I know that I could enjoy a professional plumbing job if I had my second transplant kidney. I feel rich with what I have because I'm happy with what I have at Mawita'mk Society. I know that I had a bunch of happy moments at Mawita'mk Society with the past workers that were here.

Good music, good rides, good food and good entertainment and games. I know that I was thoroughly impressed and entertained by some of the workers. I feel like I was rich in ways. And in that I had transportation barriers to consider back on 2010. From 2003 to 2010 I had transportation barriers.

7 years of my life impacted by Indian Residential School and disabilities. I know that people had strange beliefs and I know that they were either an addict who is suffering mental illness or emotional illness. Or really want the world to bend to their will. I feel that my real father is one of them. And I know that I have to be patient, tolerant and enduring. I know that I could practice patience, tolerance and endurance. I know that I have tons of reasons to stay at Mawita'mk Society.

I am Mi'kmaq Nation, First Nation. And I am an descendant of an Indian Residential School survivors. I know that I'm building a digital works of my rèsumè, online portfolio and blogs. I know that I have made a reel on Facebook, Instagram and made couple Tik Tok videos. I know that I want to show my knowledge, work performance and schooling in the future. Right now I am on dialysis.

With the reels I was pitching my candidacy to be on the list for a Transplant kidney. I want to be motivated like a body-builder and have the discipline of my former teachers. I'd lost my Toronto Maple Leafs winter hat but I found it in the Mawita'mk SUV. I feel like Mawita'mk Society is so integral part of my life that I need them to live confidently. They manage my medications, the helped me in my schooling and they are helping with transportation barriers. I didn't make it to fully licensed driver yet.

I know that I was held back when i was young. I know that I could've had a job in plumbing. I think I will see where my strengths are in CBU Bachelor of Arts program. But if I do get my second transplant kidney I could return to work but get a new job at We'koqma'q Tim Hortons. And be fully trained in that. I know that I want to get that apartment next door from Ni'kinen house.

Right now I have WiFi capabilities which mean blogs, tik tok videos, YouTube videos and reels with Facebook and Instagram, to pitch my candidacy for the Transplant kidney list. I know that I have Rob Shipley as a good friend. And in that I know that he could vouch for me. I didn't smoke up that much, just the occasional times I did drank and smoked up. I know that I did not have any addictions other than cigarettes. Even that was a good time to hustle. I know that I want to have everything I need to live, work and drive in We'koqma'q community.

Until I can get all my credentials and licenses, job experiences and fitness. I know that I'm happy where I'm at for now. I just hope that I could get an apartment in Eskasoni where I could set up all my things in there. And than go to work. But I would be safer in We'koqma'q community, with Mawita'mk Society. 

I take every word that my grandmother said and try to make the best out of my life. Appreciate what I got. I know that I was re-assured about my faith and told that the Devil was in those clerics and other church staffs back in Indian Residential Schools. I know that I want to explore my plumbing roots since I explored my laboring roots.