The Comforts in Independence

If I could get everything I need for the comforts of independence. I know that I have it made here. I just need my renal diet groceries if I do get that Eskasoni apartment. I hope that I could take progressive baby steps with Mawita'mk Society to get my full driver's license, fitness, BA degree, walking endurance, job and car. I hope that I could get those six goals at Mawita'mk Society because it would be progressive developments and transformations for me. Nobody here don't want me to let up on my goals. Everyone wants my walking endurance back and they want me to enjoy weight lifting.

I know that I'm loved and I know that I just got to put efforts into my goals. Mawita'mk Society likes to see me in the right mindset. And I know that I have been learning about opportunities in We'koqma'q community too. I know that I want to enjoy a thriving life.

I know that I want to flourish and develop routines of fitness, education and training. I want to train in fitness and have my level of education updated through my education through Cape Breton University's Bachelor of Arts program. My name is John Peter Syliboy, The Studious Bastard. I know that I have been learning about bids and how to make relationships stronger. I know that I never was in the comforts of independence in Eskasoni because I have been doing pretty well for myself. Originally from Eskasoni I know that I could live my life in Eskasoni if I accomplished my six goals.

To have the comforts of independence is to work hard, earn a good livelihood and have a good established life. I know that I have been living in We'koqma'q community for twelve years. And I want to keep living here until I accomplished my six goals. I know if I accomplished these six goals I will be happy.

I know that this place is just too good to be true. I've faced many different situations in my life. I know that I had bullies who don't want to acknowledge me. I could feel angry because but that because was suppressed. I know that I don't trust anyone to feel for me. 

Nobody feels bad for me because that is how extremely independent I am. Apparently not attractive but I have a level of education and employability that I could get a job in my hometown. I had many bullies in Eskasoni and had many common dysfunctional friends. I know that I don't get to choose my women but I get to be freed.

I am getting my story here. I've been an addict since I was an kid. I know that I couldn't exercise because my stepfather thinks that sports isn't for me. His policy on me is non-violence teaching. And I know that he hasn't seen how many times I've been beaten, battered and bruised.

My success story hasn't peaked yet. I know that I am on dialysis and have to wait until I get a kidney. Being tough and independent I have to do what choices given. I have no control over my accomplishments. I knew this would happen if I stayed at Mawita'mk Society. Rosie controlling my every moves I want to make. I have a sense of routine and workethic even though my stepfather tiraded me all those years. I know that I'm still stuck where I'm at because I don't have my six goals done. Throughout my life in We'koqma'q community I thought I could rely on friends. I hadn't any friends helping out with my driving goals.

People don't respect me because I haven't been earning like a steady routines of earnings. I know that is a professional/Work schedule and I know that kind of hustles could be a good moneymakers. I know that I'm no Jay-Z or Tupac.

But a good couple incomes have been something that I would want to earn. I know that I have some kind of level of respect because of my job history with certain jobs and people. Growing my business in Landscaping, Cleaning and Plumbing is what I want. I know that I could start building professional muscles with landscaping, janitorial and plumbing. A little peace on me in Eskasoni. I know that I could do lawn maintenance, landscaping and recycling. I know that I have been wanting my life together like that. NSCC Horticulture and Landscape Technology diploma hanging in my bedroom. And a NSCC Plumbing Certificate hanging on my wall.

There is so much I hope to work on. Get my six goals and see how I could get my ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute House Cleaning Technician Training Certificate. I know my educational paths.

I have the writing skills of a BA student. I just got to learn professional writing. I got plans to be a hard worker. I just hope that I could learn a lot from CBU and NSCC and ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute. I hope that I could specialize in an new area of research I have in my life. Keeping busy and being a functional addict was my thing. But I know that I have been living here for twelve years and wanting to have a rich educational accomplishments. I know that I have been trained by my stepfather well.

I got friends here and I hope that I could start in Eskasoni and We'koqma'q, Paq'tnkek and Chapel Island. Hopefully I can make more friends through my connections. And build a good Facebook, LinkedIn and other social media platforms association. I want to get my BA first. And then work the other jobs in We'koqma'q community. Growing a business in these communities.

I know that I have been able to learn off of Tik Tok. I know that I could learn off of YouTube and Internet about relationships. I feel that I have been learning about relationship paradigms and how each sex see the archetype of a male provider. I've been duped into a moment of weakness did not want. I hope that I could get something going. I know that I have been innocent before and I know that somehow, someway the so-called victim is more powerful than truth. I know that I have been learning about discriminations and I know that I have been living here for twelve years, working on my level of education and employability.

I know that I have been pulled back. And I know that I have to learn about the availability of my NSCC programs I would have to attend for my business goals. And get into ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute House Cleaning Technician Certificate.

But first I want to get my BA degree and full driver's license before I get my NSCC Plumbing Certificate, NSCC Horticulture and Landscape Technology diploma program. And ISSA-CANADA Cleaning Management Institute House Cleaning Technician Training Certificate. I hope that I could work for my credentials like these and start off with BA degree and full driver's license. Knock off my idea of rich educational accomplishments with the start of my BA degree.

I know that I have a plan to work with certain houses. And live my life in We'koqma'q community. Growing personally accustomed to living here I know that I could grow a business in We'koqma'q community. Recycling method of payment, food payment. I'm flexible and I know that I could get my coffee somehow. I just got to work on my six goals in Mawita'mk Society. I know that these Six Goals are what I need to work on.

My Six Personal Goals should be 1. Work on my physical fitness, 2. Get my second transplant kidney, 3. Full driver's license, 4. BA degree, 5. job and 6. Walking endurance. Save up for the future of a car and hopefully earn a good living with a BA degree. I would like to update my Facebook with a BA degree, full driver's license and job in We'koqma'q community where I could put it on my LinkedIn profile too. Where I could put my fitness online and my successes. I know that I could update my Facebook and LinkedIn profiles with a First Car Purchase. A good one.

I know that I have a good life in We'koqma'q community and I want to start working on my physical fitness through walking, lifting weights and curling. I know that I have a good life in We'koqma'q community but I just got to balance it out through walking, lifting weights and calisthenics.

I hope that I could get something like that going. I know that I have been living at Mawita'mk Society for twelve years and I should be used of lifting my weights, doing calisthenics and walking. I know that I have been living at Mawita'mk Society for twelve years and I should be fit, muscularly fit and have a flexible muscles. I know that I have been working at my own physical fitness but I got to get back into it. Having my experience in building principles and other things, I feel rich with construction.

But I want to do a service. A landscaping, janitorial and plumbing service. I hope that I could get my Red Seal papers in Plumbing and Landscape. I want to be professionally known as the unofficial laborer who tried. I hope that I could come across like that and become known as the unofficial laborer who tried. Feeling that I have a rich experience in recycling jobs. 

I know that I worked and have been living in Eskasoni since I was a baby. And I started, with my stepfather's pop bottles and cons recycling operation, a job that my stepfather had control over. He was in control of my money and I bought my first Walkman with my stepfather. 

The comforts of independence was that I get to choose my destiny. With help and support of the family I have been earning my first Walkman, Stereo and Wallet. I earned all that and had a good life in Eskasoni. Watching Ninja Turtles and Batman and Power Rangers. I know that I had a good life in Eskasoni because all the bad things I've suffered was somehow better with my cartoons, anime and DC shows. And shows like Power Rangers and other TV shows in the 90s. 

Until I'm at a level and comfort of independence, education and employability I want to stay here until I reach a good level and comforts of independence, education and employability that I could get a job in Eskasoni no problem. I hope that I could work on my six goals of independence. And get my list of credentials in the future. I hope that I could get something going for me. 

After I have a good 25 years of service in We'koqma'q community. My real dream is to open up a Community-based restaurant and serve what the community needs. And serve the tourists with a healthy meals and drinks. I want to build an apartment on top of my Community-based restaurant building. And have something of a good space in there with a bathroom, laundry room and a good spare room, fitness room and a bedroom. 

I took the comforts in independence to live my life with a level of employability. I know that I had potential and I wanted to work in Eskasoni. But I would take We'koqma'q community. I know that I have grown to live comfortably in We'koqma'q community. I take the comforts of Mawita'mk Society to help me in my six goals of independence. There is some level, aspect and calibre of independence I still have to work at. My quality of life is such a subjective measuring experience in how I love Mawita'mk Society and have Life satisfaction in terms of my independence. 

But I feel that I'm being spoiled. I know that I want to work but I'm on dialysis. I have to share my cost of living. Being tough and independent I know people in Eskasoni would take advantage. But I am safe where I'm at and take comforts in independence. I know that I have the comforts of independence because of Mawita'mk Society. 

I ain't humble enough and I struggle with accepting people here. I know that I don't want to be outpettied. I know that I don't have any support here because people want to dominate my life. Subsumption of my willpower, workethic, commitment, routine and self-discipline. To a lazy, gossiping and healthy ergophobic. 

I want to be earning my monies. And have royalties, incomes and recycling money. I hope that I could be rich with hustling like that. I know that I have a rich poetry and I could have a publication history with the public. I hope that I could stand on my own two feet while I take advantage of Mawita'mk Society.

I'm writing a tentative autobiography and trying to tell my story. I know that I have been through a lot and I know that people wanted to bury me in discriminations, abuses and beatdowns. I feel that I want to have a rich life of a thriving life.