Specialization in Home-building

Mawita'mk Society and my step parents are specialists in home-building. They could make any home into a good, happy and all-inclusive home. My step parents have figured out the egalitarian balance between their shared partnerships. Accepted it and kept it together ever since for the kids. My step mother is strong and she has put up with a lot of shit back in the day. My stepmother have believed in no spanking the kids and reached out and reason with us. But she also held me back and I couldn't really enjoy my teen years. I know that I wanted to live my life without any troubles.

But I don't think I'm connecting with my nieces and nephews the way an uncle should. My examples of uncles have been questionable at best. I have mastered the English language and hopefully I can pass that on to my nieces and nephews. How I was taught by Joe MacKenzie was good.

Childhood has been the felt knowledge and I want them to master what they are growing into. I know that my multi-step, lifelong progress is to develop teaching skills and understanding for my nieces and nephews. I gotta be careful because they are growing and felt knowledge is very powerful with words. Hopefully I could teach the culture, customs and diplomacy of our people. 

Growing up I know that my stepfather has been teaching the culture, language and family values and beliefs. I just have to have a Growth Mindset and a Can-Do attitude to get a good understanding of teaching skills I was taught.

I know that the formative years, if that's the case of, is more like felt knowledge and I don't know what my nieces and nephews have learned so far. I've wrote poetry and blogs and journals. I know that I could learn how to teach.

Mawita'mk means being together. And a society that wants people to share their family, knowledge and experience in this world have been living proof that Mawita'mk Society is a good place of intellectual pursuits and learned conversationalism. Felt knowledge is connecting the meanings to words. I have all these memories of going out and enjoying myself in the yard. I had to get creative and make my games up when I was young. But I have all these memories of being outside sometimes with  friends, sometimes with myself. I have been doing things in my life that have made me an Outdoorsman. With the level of training, education and employability I have I could become a skilled First Responder and a good worker for Mawita'mk Society.

I know that I've been at Mawita'mk Society for thirteen years and accomplished a lot while I was here. They haven't steered me wrong yet.

Mawita'mk Society is trying to get people together and enjoy sociable things. They are specialists in making a place homey. I know that is why I want to stay here until I can get everything I need to move. What's the praxiological study of generational ontological perspectives? The idea of truths being relevant and a connection is form. 

That's how we synthesize a idea of love and respect into a beliefs and values system in a tribal unit of family. What's the evolution and personal history? No! What's the truth about family and how growth mindset versus can-do attitude can change addictions? Yes! I know that jingoism of America is something relevant to how certain pride can be in native country.

Evolutionary psychology is the praxiological and ontological studies of the human innate natures between the intersexual dynamics of women and men. Why we do what we do?

I have no possession of such knowledge other than my books. Dr. Gabor Matè and Dr. Rollo Tomassi is what I'm reading. And the practice between interdependence and hyper-independence is forming traumas and healing from them. A toxic and indiscriminate world of addictions and discriminations and hypersexuality is what I understand from a few doctors. I possess books on subjects like trauma, a toxic culture and indiscriminate world of addictions and discriminations. I know that intersexual dynamics is being alone for me anyways. I know that my game sucks and all the knowledge I could have, still the women are picky. I've had opportunities and chances but unsure of their legitimacy.

I know that family has helped me in my confidence and in that gave me knowledge on how the field of romance that is seen. I know it's an misnomer and misapprehension of what the history of romance should be.

Women won't go to the measurable lengths that men would. The more I find that I'm alone, the more I see everyone having a grand old time with their loved ones. The inter-balance between psycho-sexual powers is imbalanced and I know that humility and the seven sacred teachings could help out. It's more of a philosophical work than virtues. 

The angelological study of human nature, versus demonological study of human nature, depends on the evolutionary psychological study of the praxiological and ontological perspectives of generational knowledge is what I am interested in. Who is hiding what? The freedoms I want is the liberties of abstract thoughts. And truth-powered seeking.

I know that I've been through many mad stages and adult-like situations. Starvation periods of my life has haunted me for a little while.

And eating properly at Mawita'mk Society is worth living here. There are plenty of good reasons, purposes and motives for living at Mawita'mk Society. Hopefully I can get my own fitness and walking endurance cardio going today. I know it's a hard start(kind of) and in that collective experience of ideal standardized support system, I know that I'm loved, valued and appreciated. My personal praxiology... well I haven't paid attention like how my real dad wanted it. And to have an ontological Growth Mindset and a pragmatic Can-Do attitude, I know that I could learn much.

I know that my biological mother wasn't that perfect. She has cheated on my stepfather with his brother Dodo bird. And he demanded me to hide such a secret in my life. I suffered guilt because of my biological mother. My step uncle didn't want me to enjoy justice. And he got his vengeance.

Simply by driving me insane with guilt for not telling my stepfather. We grew apart and they both destroyed what was a good relationship. 

A positive role model in my life. I hate Dodo bird because of all that darkness and anger and frustration and complex issues he created. Dodo's influences lead me down to addictions, discriminations and hypersexuality. He didn't want me innocent or ordinary. He wanted me extraordinarily guilty and dark. I haven't really gotten my justice or vengeance because of that. I know that he didn't want me to tell on him and everyone. I was being abused while he had my biological mother? You tell me what's fair and what's right about him controlling my every move? He emotionally, physically and sexually abused me. In a way.

I know that he hidden everyone that was abusing me. And it does depend on what they say. It's a generational ontological powers.

I got paranoid schizophrenia because of those two. And I cannot stop but feel angry about them. I know that they didn't want me to live a good life. They've would've came out with it instead of depending on me. That's the way she left me, using my coping skills to demonstrate their powers over me. And to hide a long-years secret. I know that Dodo is a coward of responsibilities. And he is something of an Classic Abuser. I know that I don't have any respect in his eyes because of what he has done to my biological mother. 

But I love my biological mother and she has taught me a lot of coping skills.

I know that Mawita'mk Society and step parents are specialists in home-building. They know how to make a cozy home. Today's home with inflation rate is difficult to maintain. There isn't any sustainable power source. And I know that Nova Scotia Power is going to become greedy.

What is a home these days? I know that a simple home for a small apartment is very expensive. It seems that nobody is safe from Nova Scotia Power. I know that greedy landlords want money but nobody wants to deal with Nova Scotia Powers because of their socioeconomic status and work. It's sheer fucking hubris and I don't think nobody wants to take shared responsibilities. They want a place and they don't want the monetary issues. I don't know how women like me. I know that I'm still oblivious to the women and I should have a praxiological study of them. Then again I wouldn't know where to start. Women don't like me in general and that's been a sustainable and enduring belief.

In another life I might been able to use my smartphone in ways where I could get online dating. I know that these online women are phishing.

Manosphere is a collection of websites, blogs and online forums promoting masculinity, defense of manly rituals and culture. It's a good positive feelings of masculinity and male role models. I know that there are psychological works of intersexual dynamics and how to get women. There is a whole collective works out there for men and boys. 

It started back in 2002 but by my account these kinds of things started way back in the olden days when I was a young boy. I know that my life have been struggles and recoveries. But I also know that I had sex at a young age, seen sex and had no romance in my life. But understood the intergender relationship between girl and boy that I knew how to hide.

I have a male role model and it's my stepfather. Be it that he has flaws, still I have him as my great example of being a responsible male person.

Manosphere is a consortium and collection of forums, blogs, websites, groups and movements for men's rights, the positive vision of masculinity, defense of manly rituals and culture, customs and diplomacy of our sex to figure out this dating game(social skills and life skills demonstrations). Dr. John Gottman and Dr. Rollo Tomassi are two doctors I want to study. I know that intersexual dynamics with Dr. Rollo Tomassi and with relationship tools with Dr. John Gottman is something I'm working on. I know both presents tools of intersexual dynamics and in that I know that I have to read both.

I know that doctors always have an interesting take on societal issues, culture and what men should do for women when it comes to the lost art of listening. I know that women have impacted my life in so many ways that I couldn't really stop the confusion of what women want.

I know that I don't have any attractive qualities or characteristics or traits or muscles or height. But I could learn trustworthiness and emotional intelligence. 

Learn a shared emotional literacy with a good woman. And have a good deal of understanding and comprehension when it comes to empathy and patience with women. 

I don't like being that one that everyone has to trauma dump. But I don't want to be stuck either. I don't want to be used or bullied into anything. And I don't think I know how to recover from trauma dumping.

Just because I have this intellectual authority knowledge and erudition. I know that people don't want me to get things right. And in that experience validations and acknowledgements. I know that emotional validation isn't my justice but sense of freedom. I know that my history have had childlike adult-states kind of sensitivity and maturity. 

Hypersexuality is a choice which I wasn't given. People driven me insane with their secrets and hidden agendas. I know that I was driven with hypersexual energy when I was a young vampire. And I know that I couldn't really enjoy myself fully because people wanted me to forget everything. I know that I needed a sane and normal person because my childhood was felt knowledge of a toxic and indiscriminate world of addictions and discriminations and hypersexuality. 

Mawita'mk Society is a home builder specializing in stigma-free environment and disabilities. I know that I love the fact that I'm here and I know that family have their own jobs now. My family is a working class family and I know that they have workethic.